The death poem

Fifty-nine stairs to the dock
will eventually splinter and weaken.
The old swing
is hanging by one frayed rope.

The dock will sink into whatever
fate the river offers,
and crab pots will rust
on an overgrown shore.

The cornfield will be cut
and the yard will no longer
witness late night games of kick
the can. The bench at the end
of the dock will wilt from solitude, the
absence of four generations.

The dining room table hides
under a layer of dust as the forty
faces at breakfast dwindle
to just fifteen
to just three
until no one remains.

A faded deck
of cards
abandoned on the table,
worn keys longing
for musical hands
too aged to play;

the same hands that created this sanctuary.

Grand Bid has already been torn away
and the dock has already begun to sway.
the fading memories,
the fading dreams,
the fading of the blessed aged.

The things we never did

You and me,
We sit and talk of friendship then I ask,
If you can see
If we could be together, forever
I see the light die in your eyes
Coz you're scared you'll hurt
So you don't want to try

Well take a chance and come home with me
You could stay for eternity
If you try then at least you'll see
Then you'l never regret the things we never did

You turn to me, I see your eyes, and somehow they cease to shine
You smile at me yet I can see, you don't think we can make it
You see the light die in my eyes, coz I'm scared to lose you
I wish you would try

Well take a chance and come home with me
You could stay for eternity
If you try then at least you'll see
Then you'l never regret the things we never did

I see the light die in your eyes
Coz you're scared you'll hurt
So you don't want to try

Well take a chance and come home with me
You could stay for eternity
If you try then at least you'll see
Then you'l never regret the things we never did

reminescene of the better..
reminescene of the past..
reminescene of... everything..

Love

Love is the answer to every question.
Why are we here? Love.
Where do we come from? Love.
How do we create world peace? Love.

It may sound overly simplistic to the modern
human being, since we are want to analyze and
look for complex answers to questions. We don’t
believe that life is simple and the answers to its
problems can also be simple: love.

In truth, what are anger, sadness, pain but the soul’s
desire for love?

When we know that we are beautiful and wonderful, we see the world through those eyes. We see the beauty and wonder in all things around us.

Love will fill you up so you will know there is nothing missing in your life.

Love will lead you to every answer.

Love is the source of my strength and courage
Love is the source of my happiness and joy
Love is all that it takes to put a smile on my face

Love, is never doubting the future to come,
Love, is never giving up needlessly,
Love, has taught me everything,
Love, is all that it takes to keep me moving on.

**though friends are the ones that pushes you to greater heights and further limits, its love that's also there for extra motivation, extra encouragement and above all, extra extra joy.

randomness

When all the words have been written, and all the
phrases have been spoken, the great mystery of life
will still remain. We may map the terrains of our
lives, measure the farthest reaches of the universe,
but no amount of searching will ever reveal for certain
whether we are all children of chance or part of a
great design.

And who among us would have it otherwise? Who
would wish to take the mystery out of the experience
of looking into a newborn infant’s eyes? Who would
not feel in violation of something great if we had
knowledge of what has departed when we stare into
the face of one who has died? These are the events
that made us human, that define the distance
between the stars and us.

Still, this life is not easy. Much of its mystery is darkness. Tragedies occur, injustices exist. Bad things befall good people and sufferings are visited upon the innocent. To live we must take the lives of other species, to survive we must leave some of our brothers and sisters by the side of the road. We are prisoners of time, victims of biology, hostages of our own capacity to dream.

At times it all seems too much, impossible to accept.

We must stand against this. The world is a great mysterious place, and it’s possibilities are infinite, governed only by what our hearts can conceive. If we incline our hearts towards the darkness, we will see darkness. If we incline them toward the light, we will see the light.

Those of great heart have always known this. They have understood that, as honorable as it is to see the wrong and try to correct it, a life well lived must somehow celebrate the promise that life provides. The darkness at the limits of our knowledge; the darkness that sometimes seem to surround us is merely a way to make us reach beyond certainty, to make our lives a witness to hope, a testimony to possibility, an urge toward the best and the most honorable impulses that our hearts can conceive.

It is not hard. There is in each of us, no matter how humble, a capacity for love. Even if our lives have not taken the course we had envisioned, even if we are less than the shape of our dreams, we are part of the human family. Somewhere, in the most inconsequential corners of our lives, is the opportunity for love.

If I am blind, I can run my hand across the back of a shell and celebrate beauty. If I have no legs, I can sit in quiet wonder before the restless murmurs of the sea. If I am wounded in spirit, I can reach out my hand to those who are hurting. If I am lonely, I can go among those who are desperate for love. There is no tragedy or injustice so great, no life so small and inconsequential, that we cannot bear witness to the light in the quiet acts and hidden moments of our days.

And who can say which of these acts and moments will make a difference? The universe is vast and is a magical membrane of meaning, stretching across time and space, and it is not given to us to know her secrets and her ways. Perhaps we were placed here to meet the challenge of a single moment; perhaps the touch we give will cause the touch that will change the world.

we may just be what it takes to make this place, a better place for all. never doubt yourself. in times of crisis and uncertainty, be strong, be firm, believe in yourself.

freedom

Set yourself free from anything that might hinder you in becoming the person you want to be. Free yourself from the uncertainties about your abilities or the worth of your dreams, from the fears that you may not be able to achieve them or that they won't be what you wanted.

Set yourself free from the past. The good things from yesterday are still yours in memory; the things you want to forget you will, for tomorrow is only a sunrise away. Free yourself from regret or guilt, and promise to live this day as fully as you can.

Set yourself free from the expectations of others, and never feel guilty or embarrassed if you do not live up to their standards. You are most important to yourself; live by what you feel is best and right for you. Others will come to respect your integrity and honesty.

Set yourself free to simply be yourself, and you will soar higher than you've ever dreamed.

untitled

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

[When You're Gone lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

--when you're gone by avril lavigne.

I miss you...
so short a time apart.
so long the heart yearns.
so fast, the mind it misses.
so... so... very much..

2am and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

That's something only love can do

--only love by trademark.

only love.. can make me complete..
only love.. gives me what i need..
only love.. it is, what is greed.

Hunting

Deer hunting.
a sport excercising both brute strenghth and intellect.
ruthless much may say this sport is,
harming the innocent deers and killing them.
but in each and every human hearts and minds,
there is a hunter inside too.
saddistic and ruthless, cunning and merciless.

Deer hunting started out as a simple "game" of cat and mouse between hunter and hunted alike. it soon became a business when deer skin became popular to many and deer meat too.

deer hunting has many forms and methods but one, the stalking method, both smart, precise yet slow in process.

hidden in the bushes,
with trails covered and blended with nature,
the hunter crouch and waits for its prey.

slowly crawling into the midst of the deer herd,
making soft deer grunts,
with proper information gathering and insights,
a deer grunts signifies doe's way of saying come here,
also to call her fawns at feeding time.
It is critical to keep the call soft
as a loud grunt is too aggressive,
scaring them away.

when the deer hears its call,
during the feeding period of mid dawn and dusk,
the deer approaches unknowing of what lies in wait.
savoring the "green" grass with the hunter just beside,
the deer's guard is let down by the grunts that settles and calms.

creeping its way closer to the deer the hunter goes,
but with a strong jab right into the throat,
any call of help is futile,
strong legs the deer has for protection here is just,
impossible to get its way out.
with the jagged knife still deep in the throat,
its now only a matter of time the deer passes,
what help is it to have a 200-pound worth kick and keen senses,
when around the closet kin or those who pretends to be,
the guard is down, senses, ignored,
and the deer, yet another victim of stalking.

like lions,
they eat their young cubs to enforce survival of the fittest.

like squirrels and much rodents,
the closest are the ones that will surely cause the deepest wounds.

soon, its the closest you think they are that will hurt and harm you.
animals alike humans.
let your guard down to the right ones.
but who are the right ones?

life, the most controversal and despicable game to play,
be it fun and innocent,
be it sore and violent,
be it messy or rock-bottom,
the game of life,
whos the best gamer?

have a nice day

to all that's going through some shit and tough times,
always remember. you are the sole boss of your own.
lead the way you want, go the places you wish, its your own life.
well, have a nice day!


ITS MY LIFE!!


This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud

[Chorus:]
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks

[Chorus:]
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down

[Chorus:]
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive

[Chorus:]
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!



HAVE A NCIE DAY!!!!!!!


Why, you wanna tell me how to live my life?
Who, are you to tell me if it's black or white?
Mama, can you hear me? try to understand.
Is innocence the difference between a boy and a man.
My daddy lived a lie, it's just the price that he paid.
Sacrificed his life, just slaving away.

Oh,if there is one thing I hang onto,
That gets me through the night.
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,
I'm gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge and
show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my FACE,
I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day-ay-ay

Take a look around you, nothing´s what it seems
We're living in a broken home of hopes and dreams,
Let me be the first to shake a helping hand.
Anybody, brave enough to take a stand,
I've knocked on every door, on every dead-end street,
Looking for forgiveness and what's left to believe

Oh, if there is one thing I hang onto,
That gets me through the night.
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,
I'm gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge, and show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face,
I say, Have A Nice Day
Have A Nice Day-ay-ay.

(Guitar Solo)

Oh oh , if there is one thing I hang onto,
That gets me through the night.
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,
I'm gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge,and show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face,
I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day-ay-ay
(in the background)
(Have A Nice Day)


When The world keeps trying to drag me down,
Gotta raise my hands, gonna stand my ground.
I say, hey, Have A Nice Day-ay-ay.
Have A Nice Day!

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Aishiteru.


i wonder... if A take a shift...
maybe.. a caesar shift??
like.. 13?

life greatest..

life is bright,
cause of the little things that light it up.

life is fun,
cause of the smiles and plays around.

life is joy,
cause of the entities within,

life is great,
cause of the great things i have.

life, is enjoyable.
cause of you.
thanks for being around.
:)
let this never end.

when i fall in love

when i fall in love,
it would be special.
when i fall in love,
it would be forever.

when i fall in love,
it will be without regrets.
when i fall in love,
it will be wihtour remorse.

when i fall in love,
it will be so amusing.
when i fall in love,
laughters comes from the childish & sweet little things.

of all that i have,
of all that i want,
of all that i ever needed.

it's love, it's love.
perfect love that runs deep.
faithful and true i stay,
where sweet sweet words runs deeps,
where love flows endlessly.

when i fall in love,
it shall never be broken.
when i fall in love,
it will be a tight eternal bond.

when i fall in love,
it will be a miracle.
when i fall in love,
it will be smiles and happiness.

of all that i have,
of all that i want,
of all that i ever needed.

it's love, it's love.
perfect love that runs deep.
faithful and true i stay,
where sweet sweet words runs deeps,
where love flows endlessly.

when i fall in love,
can i say how much i love you?
when i fall in love,
of the high voltages striking out from loving eyes met.

when i fall in love,
would i know how to say?
when i fall in love,
the most important things that matters,
I love you.

cause it's love, it's love.
perfect love that runs deep.
faithful and true i stay,
where sweet sweet words runs deeps,
where love flows endlessly.

cause its love its love its love.
love of you & me..

Importance

what is more important?
hmmm.
empty post.
empty mind.
empty life.

solve this genius readers.

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Hierachy superclass K.O

super life fate, destiny;



having java lesson.
happy breaking this you bored and nth better to do readers.
im off to do my boring job.

Good or Bad

what is the difference of good and bad?
who then determines good or bad.
who then determines what is happiness or sadness.



an interesting thought i had.
good people are just ordinary men with obvious positive points to be seen
while bad ones are just these ordinary men with obvious negativy points.

for instance, each and every men has the same.
faith, desire, greed, laze, violence and much more.
but what separates a good man and bad is how they control themselves.

some people are just able to control themselves well, thus sending the image of being good and nice to others. while some are just unable to control and thus sending the image of being bad to others.

the game of life,
be it a murderer or saint,
a rapist or monk,
an arsonist or fire-fighter,

the only difference is the title given to them.

deep within these men are still the same greed, desire, selfishness and negativities.
but what separates them is control.
though not ruling out the existance of some with much higher desires or heroism,
in general, men are still the same.

with the given state of titles from the public,
with the image sealed from the eyes of men,
the game of life,
its played within everyone.
with or without a choice,
you're in it.
play it.

Risk management

What is risk management?

Risk management is the human activity which integrates recognition of risk, risk assessment, developing strategies to manage it, and mitigation of risk using managerial resources.

The strategies include transferring the risk to another party, avoiding the risk, reducing the negative effect of the risk, and accepting some or all of the consequences of a particular risk.

Some traditional risk managements are focused on risks stemming from physical or legal causes (e.g. natural disasters or fires, accidents, death and lawsuits). Financial risk management, on the other hand, focuses on risks that can be managed using traded financial instruments.

Objective of risk management is to reduce different risks related to a pre-selected domain to the level accepted by society. It may refer to numerous types of threats caused by environment, technology, humans, organizations and politics. On the other hand it involves all means available for humans, or in particular, for a risk management entity (person, staff, organization).

have you done your risk management?

6 string dynasty

the following is gonna be dead lame and ridiculous and above all, senseless. :)

the 6string dynasty. he who owns 6strings can rule.
each string with its own uses that follows.
but within each string, there is a hidden setback,
one that robs the user of a certainty.
the certainty of truth and being.

the king of kings, lord of lords,
he who owns the 6strings.
yet slowly and surely,
the 6strings comes back and haunt.
to rob, steal and destroy,
now, string by string it rips itself apart.
now, the strings are gone and lost.

no more strings left to play
no more strings left to use
no more string-ed dynasty
no more 6string dynasty.

:)