guess who?
if you are guessing, means you are dumb, cause below got my name! =p
owell, im lame and im bored.
its 3am.
the owner of this blog was fast aslp LONG AGO like a pig (as usual),
and here i am, cant slp again.
owell, why am i blogging here when i have my own blog?
the reason is.....
I'VE JUST EDITED THIS BORING & DUSTY BLOG!
though its nothing much, but at least it adds alil freshness okay!
plus this super nice song by this owner's fav band,
i think he will love me very much.
DONT YOU, JOSHUA LEK? =p
Monday, October 01, 2007
Thursday, September 13, 2007
parting is greek to me
"Good Night, Good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say good night till it be morrow"
"Wisely and slow; they stumble that run fast"
i miss so much things.
cable car.
sentosa.
stars.
flowers.
"Wisely and slow; they stumble that run fast"
i miss so much things.
cable car.
sentosa.
stars.
flowers.
thy faithless soul
For he the night before, in Tarquin's tent,
Unlocked the treasure of his happy state;
What priceless wealth the heavens had him lent
In the possession of his beauteous mate;
Reck'ning his fortune at such high-proud rate
That kings might be espoused to more fame,
But king nor peer to such a peerless dame.
O happiness enjoyed but of a few!
And, if possessed, as soon decayed and done
As is the morning silver-melting dew
Against the golden splendour of the sun!
An expired date, cancelled ere well begun:
Honour and beauty, in the owner's arms,
Are weakly fortressed from a world of harms.
Beauty itself doth of itself persuade
The eyes of men without an orator;
What needeth then apology be made,
To set forth that which is so singular?
Or why is Collatine the publisher
Of that rich jewel he should keep unknown
From thievish ears, because it is his own?
darling in chalet. PP work piling mouuntain high.
someone save me...
tired..
bored...
missing old times..
reminescenes...
things changed...
people changed...
o thy lord i plead.
take me away from the wretches claws.
of treachery and consummated hate.
my bateless edge of forgotten faith.
cant wait for the better times to come.
for me & you. :)
Unlocked the treasure of his happy state;
What priceless wealth the heavens had him lent
In the possession of his beauteous mate;
Reck'ning his fortune at such high-proud rate
That kings might be espoused to more fame,
But king nor peer to such a peerless dame.
O happiness enjoyed but of a few!
And, if possessed, as soon decayed and done
As is the morning silver-melting dew
Against the golden splendour of the sun!
An expired date, cancelled ere well begun:
Honour and beauty, in the owner's arms,
Are weakly fortressed from a world of harms.
Beauty itself doth of itself persuade
The eyes of men without an orator;
What needeth then apology be made,
To set forth that which is so singular?
Or why is Collatine the publisher
Of that rich jewel he should keep unknown
From thievish ears, because it is his own?
darling in chalet. PP work piling mouuntain high.
someone save me...
tired..
bored...
missing old times..
reminescenes...
things changed...
people changed...
o thy lord i plead.
take me away from the wretches claws.
of treachery and consummated hate.
my bateless edge of forgotten faith.
cant wait for the better times to come.
for me & you. :)
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
insomia
trust comes from faith.
faith comes with honesty.
honesty comes from within.
if self was not honest to begin.
what faith can be spoken of.
what trust can be worth?
if words carry no weight.
if light bears no hope.
what hope what dreams what life awaits.
There is no darkness but ignorance
quote of prophet.
All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages. And this, our life, exempt from public haunt, finds tongues in trees, books in the running brooks, sermons in stones, and good in everything. If we are marked to die, we are enough to do our country loss; and if to live, the fewer men, the greater share of honor. With what little of left; what little to live; what lesser to strive; life is a parting end of friendship and love belike.
faith comes with honesty.
honesty comes from within.
if self was not honest to begin.
what faith can be spoken of.
what trust can be worth?
if words carry no weight.
if light bears no hope.
what hope what dreams what life awaits.
There is no darkness but ignorance
quote of prophet.
All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages. And this, our life, exempt from public haunt, finds tongues in trees, books in the running brooks, sermons in stones, and good in everything. If we are marked to die, we are enough to do our country loss; and if to live, the fewer men, the greater share of honor. With what little of left; what little to live; what lesser to strive; life is a parting end of friendship and love belike.
Friday, August 03, 2007
Friend test
well, seems like a trend to be making friend test and i decided to make one of my own..
enjoy..
if u can..
haha..
i got nth to say..
i miss my girl..
im gonna work soon.
school rocks if the As come rolling in.
my class is blasting music.. f***ing noisy.
everyone's going clubbing, but i cant..
nth else..
enjoy everyone..
life is short..
dun waste it with stupid mistakes..
always remember...
pride comes second.
Create your own Friend Test here
enjoy..
if u can..
haha..
i got nth to say..
i miss my girl..
im gonna work soon.
school rocks if the As come rolling in.
my class is blasting music.. f***ing noisy.
everyone's going clubbing, but i cant..
nth else..
enjoy everyone..
life is short..
dun waste it with stupid mistakes..
always remember...
pride comes second.
Create your own Friend Test here
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
The death poem
Fifty-nine stairs to the dock
will eventually splinter and weaken.
The old swing
is hanging by one frayed rope.
The dock will sink into whatever
fate the river offers,
and crab pots will rust
on an overgrown shore.
The cornfield will be cut
and the yard will no longer
witness late night games of kick
the can. The bench at the end
of the dock will wilt from solitude, the
absence of four generations.
The dining room table hides
under a layer of dust as the forty
faces at breakfast dwindle
to just fifteen
to just three
until no one remains.
A faded deck
of cards
abandoned on the table,
worn keys longing
for musical hands
too aged to play;
the same hands that created this sanctuary.
Grand Bid has already been torn away
and the dock has already begun to sway.
the fading memories,
the fading dreams,
the fading of the blessed aged.
will eventually splinter and weaken.
The old swing
is hanging by one frayed rope.
The dock will sink into whatever
fate the river offers,
and crab pots will rust
on an overgrown shore.
The cornfield will be cut
and the yard will no longer
witness late night games of kick
the can. The bench at the end
of the dock will wilt from solitude, the
absence of four generations.
The dining room table hides
under a layer of dust as the forty
faces at breakfast dwindle
to just fifteen
to just three
until no one remains.
A faded deck
of cards
abandoned on the table,
worn keys longing
for musical hands
too aged to play;
the same hands that created this sanctuary.
Grand Bid has already been torn away
and the dock has already begun to sway.
the fading memories,
the fading dreams,
the fading of the blessed aged.
The things we never did
You and me,
We sit and talk of friendship then I ask,
If you can see
If we could be together, forever
I see the light die in your eyes
Coz you're scared you'll hurt
So you don't want to try
Well take a chance and come home with me
You could stay for eternity
If you try then at least you'll see
Then you'l never regret the things we never did
You turn to me, I see your eyes, and somehow they cease to shine
You smile at me yet I can see, you don't think we can make it
You see the light die in my eyes, coz I'm scared to lose you
I wish you would try
Well take a chance and come home with me
You could stay for eternity
If you try then at least you'll see
Then you'l never regret the things we never did
I see the light die in your eyes
Coz you're scared you'll hurt
So you don't want to try
Well take a chance and come home with me
You could stay for eternity
If you try then at least you'll see
Then you'l never regret the things we never did
reminescene of the better..
reminescene of the past..
reminescene of... everything..
We sit and talk of friendship then I ask,
If you can see
If we could be together, forever
I see the light die in your eyes
Coz you're scared you'll hurt
So you don't want to try
Well take a chance and come home with me
You could stay for eternity
If you try then at least you'll see
Then you'l never regret the things we never did
You turn to me, I see your eyes, and somehow they cease to shine
You smile at me yet I can see, you don't think we can make it
You see the light die in my eyes, coz I'm scared to lose you
I wish you would try
Well take a chance and come home with me
You could stay for eternity
If you try then at least you'll see
Then you'l never regret the things we never did
I see the light die in your eyes
Coz you're scared you'll hurt
So you don't want to try
Well take a chance and come home with me
You could stay for eternity
If you try then at least you'll see
Then you'l never regret the things we never did
reminescene of the better..
reminescene of the past..
reminescene of... everything..
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Love
Love is the answer to every question.
Why are we here? Love.
Where do we come from? Love.
How do we create world peace? Love.
It may sound overly simplistic to the modern
human being, since we are want to analyze and
look for complex answers to questions. We don’t
believe that life is simple and the answers to its
problems can also be simple: love.
In truth, what are anger, sadness, pain but the soul’s
desire for love?
When we know that we are beautiful and wonderful, we see the world through those eyes. We see the beauty and wonder in all things around us.
Love will fill you up so you will know there is nothing missing in your life.
Love will lead you to every answer.
Love is the source of my strength and courage
Love is the source of my happiness and joy
Love is all that it takes to put a smile on my face
Love, is never doubting the future to come,
Love, is never giving up needlessly,
Love, has taught me everything,
Love, is all that it takes to keep me moving on.
**though friends are the ones that pushes you to greater heights and further limits, its love that's also there for extra motivation, extra encouragement and above all, extra extra joy.
Why are we here? Love.
Where do we come from? Love.
How do we create world peace? Love.
It may sound overly simplistic to the modern
human being, since we are want to analyze and
look for complex answers to questions. We don’t
believe that life is simple and the answers to its
problems can also be simple: love.
In truth, what are anger, sadness, pain but the soul’s
desire for love?
When we know that we are beautiful and wonderful, we see the world through those eyes. We see the beauty and wonder in all things around us.
Love will fill you up so you will know there is nothing missing in your life.
Love will lead you to every answer.
Love is the source of my strength and courage
Love is the source of my happiness and joy
Love is all that it takes to put a smile on my face
Love, is never doubting the future to come,
Love, is never giving up needlessly,
Love, has taught me everything,
Love, is all that it takes to keep me moving on.
**though friends are the ones that pushes you to greater heights and further limits, its love that's also there for extra motivation, extra encouragement and above all, extra extra joy.
randomness
When all the words have been written, and all the
phrases have been spoken, the great mystery of life
will still remain. We may map the terrains of our
lives, measure the farthest reaches of the universe,
but no amount of searching will ever reveal for certain
whether we are all children of chance or part of a
great design.
And who among us would have it otherwise? Who
would wish to take the mystery out of the experience
of looking into a newborn infant’s eyes? Who would
not feel in violation of something great if we had
knowledge of what has departed when we stare into
the face of one who has died? These are the events
that made us human, that define the distance
between the stars and us.
Still, this life is not easy. Much of its mystery is darkness. Tragedies occur, injustices exist. Bad things befall good people and sufferings are visited upon the innocent. To live we must take the lives of other species, to survive we must leave some of our brothers and sisters by the side of the road. We are prisoners of time, victims of biology, hostages of our own capacity to dream.
At times it all seems too much, impossible to accept.
We must stand against this. The world is a great mysterious place, and it’s possibilities are infinite, governed only by what our hearts can conceive. If we incline our hearts towards the darkness, we will see darkness. If we incline them toward the light, we will see the light.
Those of great heart have always known this. They have understood that, as honorable as it is to see the wrong and try to correct it, a life well lived must somehow celebrate the promise that life provides. The darkness at the limits of our knowledge; the darkness that sometimes seem to surround us is merely a way to make us reach beyond certainty, to make our lives a witness to hope, a testimony to possibility, an urge toward the best and the most honorable impulses that our hearts can conceive.
It is not hard. There is in each of us, no matter how humble, a capacity for love. Even if our lives have not taken the course we had envisioned, even if we are less than the shape of our dreams, we are part of the human family. Somewhere, in the most inconsequential corners of our lives, is the opportunity for love.
If I am blind, I can run my hand across the back of a shell and celebrate beauty. If I have no legs, I can sit in quiet wonder before the restless murmurs of the sea. If I am wounded in spirit, I can reach out my hand to those who are hurting. If I am lonely, I can go among those who are desperate for love. There is no tragedy or injustice so great, no life so small and inconsequential, that we cannot bear witness to the light in the quiet acts and hidden moments of our days.
And who can say which of these acts and moments will make a difference? The universe is vast and is a magical membrane of meaning, stretching across time and space, and it is not given to us to know her secrets and her ways. Perhaps we were placed here to meet the challenge of a single moment; perhaps the touch we give will cause the touch that will change the world.
we may just be what it takes to make this place, a better place for all. never doubt yourself. in times of crisis and uncertainty, be strong, be firm, believe in yourself.
phrases have been spoken, the great mystery of life
will still remain. We may map the terrains of our
lives, measure the farthest reaches of the universe,
but no amount of searching will ever reveal for certain
whether we are all children of chance or part of a
great design.
And who among us would have it otherwise? Who
would wish to take the mystery out of the experience
of looking into a newborn infant’s eyes? Who would
not feel in violation of something great if we had
knowledge of what has departed when we stare into
the face of one who has died? These are the events
that made us human, that define the distance
between the stars and us.
Still, this life is not easy. Much of its mystery is darkness. Tragedies occur, injustices exist. Bad things befall good people and sufferings are visited upon the innocent. To live we must take the lives of other species, to survive we must leave some of our brothers and sisters by the side of the road. We are prisoners of time, victims of biology, hostages of our own capacity to dream.
At times it all seems too much, impossible to accept.
We must stand against this. The world is a great mysterious place, and it’s possibilities are infinite, governed only by what our hearts can conceive. If we incline our hearts towards the darkness, we will see darkness. If we incline them toward the light, we will see the light.
Those of great heart have always known this. They have understood that, as honorable as it is to see the wrong and try to correct it, a life well lived must somehow celebrate the promise that life provides. The darkness at the limits of our knowledge; the darkness that sometimes seem to surround us is merely a way to make us reach beyond certainty, to make our lives a witness to hope, a testimony to possibility, an urge toward the best and the most honorable impulses that our hearts can conceive.
It is not hard. There is in each of us, no matter how humble, a capacity for love. Even if our lives have not taken the course we had envisioned, even if we are less than the shape of our dreams, we are part of the human family. Somewhere, in the most inconsequential corners of our lives, is the opportunity for love.
If I am blind, I can run my hand across the back of a shell and celebrate beauty. If I have no legs, I can sit in quiet wonder before the restless murmurs of the sea. If I am wounded in spirit, I can reach out my hand to those who are hurting. If I am lonely, I can go among those who are desperate for love. There is no tragedy or injustice so great, no life so small and inconsequential, that we cannot bear witness to the light in the quiet acts and hidden moments of our days.
And who can say which of these acts and moments will make a difference? The universe is vast and is a magical membrane of meaning, stretching across time and space, and it is not given to us to know her secrets and her ways. Perhaps we were placed here to meet the challenge of a single moment; perhaps the touch we give will cause the touch that will change the world.
we may just be what it takes to make this place, a better place for all. never doubt yourself. in times of crisis and uncertainty, be strong, be firm, believe in yourself.
freedom
Set yourself free from anything that might hinder you in becoming the person you want to be. Free yourself from the uncertainties about your abilities or the worth of your dreams, from the fears that you may not be able to achieve them or that they won't be what you wanted.
Set yourself free from the past. The good things from yesterday are still yours in memory; the things you want to forget you will, for tomorrow is only a sunrise away. Free yourself from regret or guilt, and promise to live this day as fully as you can.
Set yourself free from the expectations of others, and never feel guilty or embarrassed if you do not live up to their standards. You are most important to yourself; live by what you feel is best and right for you. Others will come to respect your integrity and honesty.
Set yourself free to simply be yourself, and you will soar higher than you've ever dreamed.
Set yourself free from the past. The good things from yesterday are still yours in memory; the things you want to forget you will, for tomorrow is only a sunrise away. Free yourself from regret or guilt, and promise to live this day as fully as you can.
Set yourself free from the expectations of others, and never feel guilty or embarrassed if you do not live up to their standards. You are most important to yourself; live by what you feel is best and right for you. Others will come to respect your integrity and honesty.
Set yourself free to simply be yourself, and you will soar higher than you've ever dreamed.
Monday, July 16, 2007
untitled
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
[When You're Gone lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
--when you're gone by avril lavigne.
I miss you...
so short a time apart.
so long the heart yearns.
so fast, the mind it misses.
so... so... very much..
2am and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust
But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye
But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do
That's something only love can do
--only love by trademark.
only love.. can make me complete..
only love.. gives me what i need..
only love.. it is, what is greed.
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
[When You're Gone lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
--when you're gone by avril lavigne.
I miss you...
so short a time apart.
so long the heart yearns.
so fast, the mind it misses.
so... so... very much..
2am and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust
But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye
But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do
That's something only love can do
--only love by trademark.
only love.. can make me complete..
only love.. gives me what i need..
only love.. it is, what is greed.
Hunting
Deer hunting.
a sport excercising both brute strenghth and intellect.
ruthless much may say this sport is,
harming the innocent deers and killing them.
but in each and every human hearts and minds,
there is a hunter inside too.
saddistic and ruthless, cunning and merciless.
Deer hunting started out as a simple "game" of cat and mouse between hunter and hunted alike. it soon became a business when deer skin became popular to many and deer meat too.
deer hunting has many forms and methods but one, the stalking method, both smart, precise yet slow in process.
hidden in the bushes,
with trails covered and blended with nature,
the hunter crouch and waits for its prey.
slowly crawling into the midst of the deer herd,
making soft deer grunts,
with proper information gathering and insights,
a deer grunts signifies doe's way of saying come here,
also to call her fawns at feeding time.
It is critical to keep the call soft
as a loud grunt is too aggressive,
scaring them away.
when the deer hears its call,
during the feeding period of mid dawn and dusk,
the deer approaches unknowing of what lies in wait.
savoring the "green" grass with the hunter just beside,
the deer's guard is let down by the grunts that settles and calms.
creeping its way closer to the deer the hunter goes,
but with a strong jab right into the throat,
any call of help is futile,
strong legs the deer has for protection here is just,
impossible to get its way out.
with the jagged knife still deep in the throat,
its now only a matter of time the deer passes,
what help is it to have a 200-pound worth kick and keen senses,
when around the closet kin or those who pretends to be,
the guard is down, senses, ignored,
and the deer, yet another victim of stalking.
like lions,
they eat their young cubs to enforce survival of the fittest.
like squirrels and much rodents,
the closest are the ones that will surely cause the deepest wounds.
soon, its the closest you think they are that will hurt and harm you.
animals alike humans.
let your guard down to the right ones.
but who are the right ones?
life, the most controversal and despicable game to play,
be it fun and innocent,
be it sore and violent,
be it messy or rock-bottom,
the game of life,
whos the best gamer?
a sport excercising both brute strenghth and intellect.
ruthless much may say this sport is,
harming the innocent deers and killing them.
but in each and every human hearts and minds,
there is a hunter inside too.
saddistic and ruthless, cunning and merciless.
Deer hunting started out as a simple "game" of cat and mouse between hunter and hunted alike. it soon became a business when deer skin became popular to many and deer meat too.
deer hunting has many forms and methods but one, the stalking method, both smart, precise yet slow in process.
hidden in the bushes,
with trails covered and blended with nature,
the hunter crouch and waits for its prey.
slowly crawling into the midst of the deer herd,
making soft deer grunts,
with proper information gathering and insights,
a deer grunts signifies doe's way of saying come here,
also to call her fawns at feeding time.
It is critical to keep the call soft
as a loud grunt is too aggressive,
scaring them away.
when the deer hears its call,
during the feeding period of mid dawn and dusk,
the deer approaches unknowing of what lies in wait.
savoring the "green" grass with the hunter just beside,
the deer's guard is let down by the grunts that settles and calms.
creeping its way closer to the deer the hunter goes,
but with a strong jab right into the throat,
any call of help is futile,
strong legs the deer has for protection here is just,
impossible to get its way out.
with the jagged knife still deep in the throat,
its now only a matter of time the deer passes,
what help is it to have a 200-pound worth kick and keen senses,
when around the closet kin or those who pretends to be,
the guard is down, senses, ignored,
and the deer, yet another victim of stalking.
like lions,
they eat their young cubs to enforce survival of the fittest.
like squirrels and much rodents,
the closest are the ones that will surely cause the deepest wounds.
soon, its the closest you think they are that will hurt and harm you.
animals alike humans.
let your guard down to the right ones.
but who are the right ones?
life, the most controversal and despicable game to play,
be it fun and innocent,
be it sore and violent,
be it messy or rock-bottom,
the game of life,
whos the best gamer?
Friday, July 13, 2007
have a nice day
to all that's going through some shit and tough times,
always remember. you are the sole boss of your own.
lead the way you want, go the places you wish, its your own life.
well, have a nice day!
ITS MY LIFE!!
This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud
[Chorus:]
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life
This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks
[Chorus:]
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life
Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down
[Chorus:]
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
[Chorus:]
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!
HAVE A NCIE DAY!!!!!!!
Why, you wanna tell me how to live my life?
Who, are you to tell me if it's black or white?
Mama, can you hear me? try to understand.
Is innocence the difference between a boy and a man.
My daddy lived a lie, it's just the price that he paid.
Sacrificed his life, just slaving away.
Oh,if there is one thing I hang onto,
That gets me through the night.
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,
I'm gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge and
show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my FACE,
I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day-ay-ay
Take a look around you, nothing´s what it seems
We're living in a broken home of hopes and dreams,
Let me be the first to shake a helping hand.
Anybody, brave enough to take a stand,
I've knocked on every door, on every dead-end street,
Looking for forgiveness and what's left to believe
Oh, if there is one thing I hang onto,
That gets me through the night.
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,
I'm gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge, and show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face,
I say, Have A Nice Day
Have A Nice Day-ay-ay.
(Guitar Solo)
Oh oh , if there is one thing I hang onto,
That gets me through the night.
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,
I'm gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge,and show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face,
I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day-ay-ay
(in the background)
(Have A Nice Day)
When The world keeps trying to drag me down,
Gotta raise my hands, gonna stand my ground.
I say, hey, Have A Nice Day-ay-ay.
Have A Nice Day!
always remember. you are the sole boss of your own.
lead the way you want, go the places you wish, its your own life.
well, have a nice day!
ITS MY LIFE!!
This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud
[Chorus:]
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life
This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks
[Chorus:]
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life
Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down
[Chorus:]
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
[Chorus:]
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!
HAVE A NCIE DAY!!!!!!!
Why, you wanna tell me how to live my life?
Who, are you to tell me if it's black or white?
Mama, can you hear me? try to understand.
Is innocence the difference between a boy and a man.
My daddy lived a lie, it's just the price that he paid.
Sacrificed his life, just slaving away.
Oh,if there is one thing I hang onto,
That gets me through the night.
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,
I'm gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge and
show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my FACE,
I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day-ay-ay
Take a look around you, nothing´s what it seems
We're living in a broken home of hopes and dreams,
Let me be the first to shake a helping hand.
Anybody, brave enough to take a stand,
I've knocked on every door, on every dead-end street,
Looking for forgiveness and what's left to believe
Oh, if there is one thing I hang onto,
That gets me through the night.
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,
I'm gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge, and show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face,
I say, Have A Nice Day
Have A Nice Day-ay-ay.
(Guitar Solo)
Oh oh , if there is one thing I hang onto,
That gets me through the night.
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,
I'm gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge,and show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face,
I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day-ay-ay
(in the background)
(Have A Nice Day)
When The world keeps trying to drag me down,
Gotta raise my hands, gonna stand my ground.
I say, hey, Have A Nice Day-ay-ay.
Have A Nice Day!
try this
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Aishiteru.
i wonder... if A take a shift...
maybe.. a caesar shift??
like.. 13?
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Aishiteru.
i wonder... if A take a shift...
maybe.. a caesar shift??
like.. 13?
life greatest..
life is bright,
cause of the little things that light it up.
life is fun,
cause of the smiles and plays around.
life is joy,
cause of the entities within,
life is great,
cause of the great things i have.
life, is enjoyable.
cause of you.
thanks for being around.
:)
let this never end.
cause of the little things that light it up.
life is fun,
cause of the smiles and plays around.
life is joy,
cause of the entities within,
life is great,
cause of the great things i have.
life, is enjoyable.
cause of you.
thanks for being around.
:)
let this never end.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
when i fall in love
when i fall in love,
it would be special.
when i fall in love,
it would be forever.
when i fall in love,
it will be without regrets.
when i fall in love,
it will be wihtour remorse.
when i fall in love,
it will be so amusing.
when i fall in love,
laughters comes from the childish & sweet little things.
of all that i have,
of all that i want,
of all that i ever needed.
it's love, it's love.
perfect love that runs deep.
faithful and true i stay,
where sweet sweet words runs deeps,
where love flows endlessly.
when i fall in love,
it shall never be broken.
when i fall in love,
it will be a tight eternal bond.
when i fall in love,
it will be a miracle.
when i fall in love,
it will be smiles and happiness.
of all that i have,
of all that i want,
of all that i ever needed.
it's love, it's love.
perfect love that runs deep.
faithful and true i stay,
where sweet sweet words runs deeps,
where love flows endlessly.
when i fall in love,
can i say how much i love you?
when i fall in love,
of the high voltages striking out from loving eyes met.
when i fall in love,
would i know how to say?
when i fall in love,
the most important things that matters,
I love you.
cause it's love, it's love.
perfect love that runs deep.
faithful and true i stay,
where sweet sweet words runs deeps,
where love flows endlessly.
cause its love its love its love.
love of you & me..
it would be special.
when i fall in love,
it would be forever.
when i fall in love,
it will be without regrets.
when i fall in love,
it will be wihtour remorse.
when i fall in love,
it will be so amusing.
when i fall in love,
laughters comes from the childish & sweet little things.
of all that i have,
of all that i want,
of all that i ever needed.
it's love, it's love.
perfect love that runs deep.
faithful and true i stay,
where sweet sweet words runs deeps,
where love flows endlessly.
when i fall in love,
it shall never be broken.
when i fall in love,
it will be a tight eternal bond.
when i fall in love,
it will be a miracle.
when i fall in love,
it will be smiles and happiness.
of all that i have,
of all that i want,
of all that i ever needed.
it's love, it's love.
perfect love that runs deep.
faithful and true i stay,
where sweet sweet words runs deeps,
where love flows endlessly.
when i fall in love,
can i say how much i love you?
when i fall in love,
of the high voltages striking out from loving eyes met.
when i fall in love,
would i know how to say?
when i fall in love,
the most important things that matters,
I love you.
cause it's love, it's love.
perfect love that runs deep.
faithful and true i stay,
where sweet sweet words runs deeps,
where love flows endlessly.
cause its love its love its love.
love of you & me..
Importance
what is more important?
hmmm.
empty post.
empty mind.
empty life.
solve this genius readers.
//**private void static main ( boolean life, double possibilities, int age, string ""+name){
//*for (int i = 0, i-liArray.length, i+){
//*li = li,Array[i];
//*li.printLifeInfo();
//error 404//
}
Hierachy superclass K.O
super life fate, destiny;
having java lesson.
happy breaking this you bored and nth better to do readers.
im off to do my boring job.
hmmm.
empty post.
empty mind.
empty life.
solve this genius readers.
//**private void static main ( boolean life, double possibilities, int age, string ""+name){
//*for (int i = 0, i-liArray.length, i+){
//*li = li,Array[i];
//*li.printLifeInfo();
//error 404//
}
Hierachy superclass K.O
super life fate, destiny;
having java lesson.
happy breaking this you bored and nth better to do readers.
im off to do my boring job.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Good or Bad
what is the difference of good and bad?
who then determines good or bad.
who then determines what is happiness or sadness.
an interesting thought i had.
good people are just ordinary men with obvious positive points to be seen
while bad ones are just these ordinary men with obvious negativy points.
for instance, each and every men has the same.
faith, desire, greed, laze, violence and much more.
but what separates a good man and bad is how they control themselves.
some people are just able to control themselves well, thus sending the image of being good and nice to others. while some are just unable to control and thus sending the image of being bad to others.
the game of life,
be it a murderer or saint,
a rapist or monk,
an arsonist or fire-fighter,
the only difference is the title given to them.
deep within these men are still the same greed, desire, selfishness and negativities.
but what separates them is control.
though not ruling out the existance of some with much higher desires or heroism,
in general, men are still the same.
with the given state of titles from the public,
with the image sealed from the eyes of men,
the game of life,
its played within everyone.
with or without a choice,
you're in it.
play it.
who then determines good or bad.
who then determines what is happiness or sadness.
an interesting thought i had.
good people are just ordinary men with obvious positive points to be seen
while bad ones are just these ordinary men with obvious negativy points.
for instance, each and every men has the same.
faith, desire, greed, laze, violence and much more.
but what separates a good man and bad is how they control themselves.
some people are just able to control themselves well, thus sending the image of being good and nice to others. while some are just unable to control and thus sending the image of being bad to others.
the game of life,
be it a murderer or saint,
a rapist or monk,
an arsonist or fire-fighter,
the only difference is the title given to them.
deep within these men are still the same greed, desire, selfishness and negativities.
but what separates them is control.
though not ruling out the existance of some with much higher desires or heroism,
in general, men are still the same.
with the given state of titles from the public,
with the image sealed from the eyes of men,
the game of life,
its played within everyone.
with or without a choice,
you're in it.
play it.
Monday, July 09, 2007
Risk management
What is risk management?
Risk management is the human activity which integrates recognition of risk, risk assessment, developing strategies to manage it, and mitigation of risk using managerial resources.
The strategies include transferring the risk to another party, avoiding the risk, reducing the negative effect of the risk, and accepting some or all of the consequences of a particular risk.
Some traditional risk managements are focused on risks stemming from physical or legal causes (e.g. natural disasters or fires, accidents, death and lawsuits). Financial risk management, on the other hand, focuses on risks that can be managed using traded financial instruments.
Objective of risk management is to reduce different risks related to a pre-selected domain to the level accepted by society. It may refer to numerous types of threats caused by environment, technology, humans, organizations and politics. On the other hand it involves all means available for humans, or in particular, for a risk management entity (person, staff, organization).
have you done your risk management?
Risk management is the human activity which integrates recognition of risk, risk assessment, developing strategies to manage it, and mitigation of risk using managerial resources.
The strategies include transferring the risk to another party, avoiding the risk, reducing the negative effect of the risk, and accepting some or all of the consequences of a particular risk.
Some traditional risk managements are focused on risks stemming from physical or legal causes (e.g. natural disasters or fires, accidents, death and lawsuits). Financial risk management, on the other hand, focuses on risks that can be managed using traded financial instruments.
Objective of risk management is to reduce different risks related to a pre-selected domain to the level accepted by society. It may refer to numerous types of threats caused by environment, technology, humans, organizations and politics. On the other hand it involves all means available for humans, or in particular, for a risk management entity (person, staff, organization).
have you done your risk management?
Thursday, July 05, 2007
6 string dynasty
the following is gonna be dead lame and ridiculous and above all, senseless. :)
the 6string dynasty. he who owns 6strings can rule.
each string with its own uses that follows.
but within each string, there is a hidden setback,
one that robs the user of a certainty.
the certainty of truth and being.
the king of kings, lord of lords,
he who owns the 6strings.
yet slowly and surely,
the 6strings comes back and haunt.
to rob, steal and destroy,
now, string by string it rips itself apart.
now, the strings are gone and lost.
no more strings left to play
no more strings left to use
no more string-ed dynasty
no more 6string dynasty.
:)
the 6string dynasty. he who owns 6strings can rule.
each string with its own uses that follows.
but within each string, there is a hidden setback,
one that robs the user of a certainty.
the certainty of truth and being.
the king of kings, lord of lords,
he who owns the 6strings.
yet slowly and surely,
the 6strings comes back and haunt.
to rob, steal and destroy,
now, string by string it rips itself apart.
now, the strings are gone and lost.
no more strings left to play
no more strings left to use
no more string-ed dynasty
no more 6string dynasty.
:)
Thursday, June 28, 2007
170.. the eagle
everything..
is not as it seems..
everything..
is not as it is..
look forward..
and venture out..
for the answers are definitely not where you are now..
-quoted from star wars.
interesting phrase i suddenly remembered.
remembered this story norman told me couple of days ago
but, due to my bad memory, most of the story i cant remember
but this is my edited version. haha!
an eagle egg was lost and ended up with chicken eggs
it grew up and learnt the ways of the chicken not knowing its real identity and its hidden capabilities
the eagle grew up and at times, the farmer let them out to eat and play
one day, the small eagle saw a big eagle soaring above the skies with a snake in its mouth
it asked its mum, mummy mummy!! what is that?
the hen replied, son, its an eagle, it eats snakes and snakes eat us
now, get inside, hurry.
the eagle was puzzled,
why do we need to run??
the hen replied.. if the eagle drops the snake, it will eat us. thats life.
the next day, the small eagle ran into the big eagle at the mountains
the small eagle was frightened and tried to hide from the big eagle
sonny, why are you hiding? asked the big eagle
you will eat me, or bring the snake to eat me. replied the small eagle
eat you? haha! you are an eagle, you eat the snakes instead
but but, im a chick! i eat worms, i live in the farm with my family
you? a chick? look at your talons, your beak and your wings, you are not a chick in every ways.
but but, i cant fly!
fly? follow me, jump off this cliff and you shall become a true eagle.
with that, the big eagle jumps off and flew away
the small eagle thinking alot about what the eagle said and tried on a boulder, btu try as it might, the boulder was not high enough to take flight.
the next day, the big eagle returned and circled the skies
the small eagle thought about it and finally mustered all the confidence and courage it had and finally jumps off
the small eagle took flight that day and became a full-fledged eagle with its true identity back.
so, what is the morale of the story?
:)
think for youself. lets see how it relates..
is not as it seems..
everything..
is not as it is..
look forward..
and venture out..
for the answers are definitely not where you are now..
-quoted from star wars.
interesting phrase i suddenly remembered.
remembered this story norman told me couple of days ago
but, due to my bad memory, most of the story i cant remember
but this is my edited version. haha!
an eagle egg was lost and ended up with chicken eggs
it grew up and learnt the ways of the chicken not knowing its real identity and its hidden capabilities
the eagle grew up and at times, the farmer let them out to eat and play
one day, the small eagle saw a big eagle soaring above the skies with a snake in its mouth
it asked its mum, mummy mummy!! what is that?
the hen replied, son, its an eagle, it eats snakes and snakes eat us
now, get inside, hurry.
the eagle was puzzled,
why do we need to run??
the hen replied.. if the eagle drops the snake, it will eat us. thats life.
the next day, the small eagle ran into the big eagle at the mountains
the small eagle was frightened and tried to hide from the big eagle
sonny, why are you hiding? asked the big eagle
you will eat me, or bring the snake to eat me. replied the small eagle
eat you? haha! you are an eagle, you eat the snakes instead
but but, im a chick! i eat worms, i live in the farm with my family
you? a chick? look at your talons, your beak and your wings, you are not a chick in every ways.
but but, i cant fly!
fly? follow me, jump off this cliff and you shall become a true eagle.
with that, the big eagle jumps off and flew away
the small eagle thinking alot about what the eagle said and tried on a boulder, btu try as it might, the boulder was not high enough to take flight.
the next day, the big eagle returned and circled the skies
the small eagle thought about it and finally mustered all the confidence and courage it had and finally jumps off
the small eagle took flight that day and became a full-fledged eagle with its true identity back.
so, what is the morale of the story?
:)
think for youself. lets see how it relates..
Simplicity
Little I ask; my wants are few;
I only wish for a hut of stone,
That I may call my own;
And close at hand is such a one,
In yonder street that fronts the sun.
Plain food is quite enough for me;
Three courses are as good as ten;
If Nature can subsist on three,
Thank Heaven for three.
I always thought cold victual nice;
My choice would be always ice.
I care not much for gold or land;
Give me a mortgage here and there,
Some good bank-stock, some note of hand,
Or trifling railroad share,
I only ask that Fortune send
A little more than I shall spend.
Honors are silly toys, I know,
And titles are but empty names;
I would, perhaps, be Plenipo,
But only near St. James;
I'm very sure I should not care
To fill our Gubernator's chair.
Jewels are baubles, it is a sin
To care for such unfruitful things;
One good-sized diamond in a ring,
Some, not so large, in wedding bands,
A ruby, and a pearl, or so,Will do for me;
My dame should dress in cheap silk and leaves
I own perhaps I might desire
Some shawls of true Cashmere,
Some marrowy crapes of China silk,
Like wrinkled skins on scalded milk.
I would not have the horse I drive
So fast that folks must stop and stare;
An easy gait - two forty-five
Suits me; I do not care;
Perhaps, for just a single spurt,
Some seconds less would do no hurt.
Of pictures, I should like to own
Titians and Raphaels three or four,
I love so much their style and tone,
One Turner, and no more,
Of books but few, - some fifty score
Wealth's wasteful tricks I will not learn,
Nor ape the glittering upstart fool;
Shall not carved tables serve my turn,
But all must be of lies?
Give grasping pomp its double share,
I ask but one recumbent chair.
Thus humble let me live and die,
Nor long for Midas' golden touch;
If Heaven more generous gifts deny,
I shall not miss them much,
Too grateful for the blessing lent
Of simple tastes and mind content.
Take joy what what little possess,
Of the blessings and givings not much to spare;
Retract not, what evil it holds,
Count them twice the blessings, -thirty-fold,
With not much to count or see
Of simplicity, thats, all i need.
how may truly knows what simplicity is..
how many truly knows.. what i really seeks..
I only wish for a hut of stone,
That I may call my own;
And close at hand is such a one,
In yonder street that fronts the sun.
Plain food is quite enough for me;
Three courses are as good as ten;
If Nature can subsist on three,
Thank Heaven for three.
I always thought cold victual nice;
My choice would be always ice.
I care not much for gold or land;
Give me a mortgage here and there,
Some good bank-stock, some note of hand,
Or trifling railroad share,
I only ask that Fortune send
A little more than I shall spend.
Honors are silly toys, I know,
And titles are but empty names;
I would, perhaps, be Plenipo,
But only near St. James;
I'm very sure I should not care
To fill our Gubernator's chair.
Jewels are baubles, it is a sin
To care for such unfruitful things;
One good-sized diamond in a ring,
Some, not so large, in wedding bands,
A ruby, and a pearl, or so,Will do for me;
My dame should dress in cheap silk and leaves
I own perhaps I might desire
Some shawls of true Cashmere,
Some marrowy crapes of China silk,
Like wrinkled skins on scalded milk.
I would not have the horse I drive
So fast that folks must stop and stare;
An easy gait - two forty-five
Suits me; I do not care;
Perhaps, for just a single spurt,
Some seconds less would do no hurt.
Of pictures, I should like to own
Titians and Raphaels three or four,
I love so much their style and tone,
One Turner, and no more,
Of books but few, - some fifty score
Wealth's wasteful tricks I will not learn,
Nor ape the glittering upstart fool;
Shall not carved tables serve my turn,
But all must be of lies?
Give grasping pomp its double share,
I ask but one recumbent chair.
Thus humble let me live and die,
Nor long for Midas' golden touch;
If Heaven more generous gifts deny,
I shall not miss them much,
Too grateful for the blessing lent
Of simple tastes and mind content.
Take joy what what little possess,
Of the blessings and givings not much to spare;
Retract not, what evil it holds,
Count them twice the blessings, -thirty-fold,
With not much to count or see
Of simplicity, thats, all i need.
how may truly knows what simplicity is..
how many truly knows.. what i really seeks..
infinity and beyond
life, the countess of possibilities.
fate, the endless opportunity to hope.
destiny, the duke of hazzards to what lies ahead.
infinity, life is beyond..
with life, comes the fate and destiny,
for hope to what each and every man covet,
like love, like hatred, emotions of the skin-depth surface
seeps within the veins with the vile acts of time..
infinity, of fate, destiny ahead,
like a soft reset, it rests its heavy back on a timeless ends,
for power, control and responsibility,
the meekness of thy soul, lost in transit..
splitting paths, crossing fate,
the intermission of life intwined,
masked vengence, hidden truth,
the pillage and raze of a pirate's deal..
Kimi no kotoba wa
Yume no yasashisa kana?
Uso wo zenbu
OikakushiteruZurui yo ne
1000 words...
not enough..
eternity..
not enough..
for what lies in future,
what lies behind and ahead,
life's unexpectancy and million opportunities with possibilities,
are all just infinity and beyond..
Tabidatsu kimi ni
Sameta senaka misete
Kiiteita yo
Hitori tatakau no?
Zurui yo ne
"Kaettekuru kara"
Oikoshiteyuku kimi no koe
Iji hatte
Tsuyoi furi
Toki wo modoshite
Sakebeba yokatta?
Ikanai de to namida koboshitara?
Ima wa dekiru
Donna koto mo
Ienakatta
1000 no kotoba wo
Haruka na
Kimi no senaka ni okuru yo
Tsubasa ni kaete
Ienakatta
1000 no kotoba wa
Kizutsuitakimi no senaka ni yorisoi
Dakishimeru
Yume no tsuduki wa
Kimi wo omoinagara
Ano hi no koto
Wasureta furishite
Zurui yo ne
"Tegami wo kaku kara"
Shisen sorashita kimi no koe
Iji hatteTsuyoi furi
Toki wo modoshite
Okoreba yokatta?
Matenai yo to kata wo otoshitara?
Ima wa dekiru
Donna koto mo
Kikoeteru?
1000 no kotoba wo
Mienai Kimi no senaka ni okuru yo
Tsubasa ni kaete
Kikoeteru?
1000 no kotoba wa
Tsukareta
Kimi no senaka ni yorisoi
Dakishimeru
Ienakatta
1000 no kotoba wo
Lalalala..
Kimi no senaka ni okuru yo
Tsubaksa ni kaete
Kikoeteru?
1000 no kotoba wa
Lalalala..
Kimi no senaka ni yorisoi
Lalalalala....
-1000 words, from Final Fantasy X-2
fate, the endless opportunity to hope.
destiny, the duke of hazzards to what lies ahead.
infinity, life is beyond..
with life, comes the fate and destiny,
for hope to what each and every man covet,
like love, like hatred, emotions of the skin-depth surface
seeps within the veins with the vile acts of time..
infinity, of fate, destiny ahead,
like a soft reset, it rests its heavy back on a timeless ends,
for power, control and responsibility,
the meekness of thy soul, lost in transit..
splitting paths, crossing fate,
the intermission of life intwined,
masked vengence, hidden truth,
the pillage and raze of a pirate's deal..
Kimi no kotoba wa
Yume no yasashisa kana?
Uso wo zenbu
OikakushiteruZurui yo ne
1000 words...
not enough..
eternity..
not enough..
for what lies in future,
what lies behind and ahead,
life's unexpectancy and million opportunities with possibilities,
are all just infinity and beyond..
Tabidatsu kimi ni
Sameta senaka misete
Kiiteita yo
Hitori tatakau no?
Zurui yo ne
"Kaettekuru kara"
Oikoshiteyuku kimi no koe
Iji hatte
Tsuyoi furi
Toki wo modoshite
Sakebeba yokatta?
Ikanai de to namida koboshitara?
Ima wa dekiru
Donna koto mo
Ienakatta
1000 no kotoba wo
Haruka na
Kimi no senaka ni okuru yo
Tsubasa ni kaete
Ienakatta
1000 no kotoba wa
Kizutsuitakimi no senaka ni yorisoi
Dakishimeru
Yume no tsuduki wa
Kimi wo omoinagara
Ano hi no koto
Wasureta furishite
Zurui yo ne
"Tegami wo kaku kara"
Shisen sorashita kimi no koe
Iji hatteTsuyoi furi
Toki wo modoshite
Okoreba yokatta?
Matenai yo to kata wo otoshitara?
Ima wa dekiru
Donna koto mo
Kikoeteru?
1000 no kotoba wo
Mienai Kimi no senaka ni okuru yo
Tsubasa ni kaete
Kikoeteru?
1000 no kotoba wa
Tsukareta
Kimi no senaka ni yorisoi
Dakishimeru
Ienakatta
1000 no kotoba wo
Lalalala..
Kimi no senaka ni okuru yo
Tsubaksa ni kaete
Kikoeteru?
1000 no kotoba wa
Lalalala..
Kimi no senaka ni yorisoi
Lalalalala....
-1000 words, from Final Fantasy X-2
Monday, June 25, 2007
twisting fate
Words twist and tumble
Through my mind
But I can't grab the right word
Or the right line
So we sit
In silence
But it’s not uncomfortable
In fact I love it
You rest your head on my chest
As we lay here
Lovers entwined
Hearts tangled
You raise your head
And look into my eyes
And I see our love
Almost as if it’s a real force
I don’t ever want to lose this moment
You lay your head on my chest once again
And now I can feel your heartbeat
And my hearts skips
And I finally find the words I’m looking for
I love you
Through my mind
But I can't grab the right word
Or the right line
So we sit
In silence
But it’s not uncomfortable
In fact I love it
You rest your head on my chest
As we lay here
Lovers entwined
Hearts tangled
You raise your head
And look into my eyes
And I see our love
Almost as if it’s a real force
I don’t ever want to lose this moment
You lay your head on my chest once again
And now I can feel your heartbeat
And my hearts skips
And I finally find the words I’m looking for
I love you
sweeter grapes grow in bad soil
everyone loves the sweet sensations of life.
be it love, friendship or even the simple act of kindsness unto them.
but in life, sweet things oesnt necessary falls on good people.
a phrase i heard from times ago.
sweet grapes are grown not from the best of soil and best of fertiliser.
but sweet grapes grows best on bad soil.
with the act of nature upon the grapes,
the vines grows strong and deep into the soil,
the leaves spread wide to absorb the nutrients,
the fruits slowly seeps the nutrients and grows slowly and require less amount of nutrients and minerals to grow and soon, the sweetness in it circulates the fruit.
** by the way, that was no bull, heard it in a grape farm when i was at aus**
in life, each and every experiences will nurture your veins, your vines and your leaves,
you will grow strong and resist the negativities in life.
you will learn and mature in the age of time
and soon, the fruit of your hardwork shall be sweet.
be it love, friendship or even the simple act of kindsness unto them.
but in life, sweet things oesnt necessary falls on good people.
a phrase i heard from times ago.
sweet grapes are grown not from the best of soil and best of fertiliser.
but sweet grapes grows best on bad soil.
with the act of nature upon the grapes,
the vines grows strong and deep into the soil,
the leaves spread wide to absorb the nutrients,
the fruits slowly seeps the nutrients and grows slowly and require less amount of nutrients and minerals to grow and soon, the sweetness in it circulates the fruit.
** by the way, that was no bull, heard it in a grape farm when i was at aus**
in life, each and every experiences will nurture your veins, your vines and your leaves,
you will grow strong and resist the negativities in life.
you will learn and mature in the age of time
and soon, the fruit of your hardwork shall be sweet.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
i'll be there for you
I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love it's suicide
You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore
Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you
I know you know we've had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday
And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for youI'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you.
to those who've mattered, matters and will matter.
to friends that's there when im fickle minded, when im down and low, when im high and joyous
to friends that knows and understands, that's there when i need, and there for the times
to friends that shared and have memories with, that's part and made life out of me
to love that made me this, that made me walk out of the sorry past, that make me renewed
to family that's put up with me thus long.
these five words i swear to you,
I'll be there for you.
thanks for being there. now, its my turn.
i may have hurt,
i may have wrongs,
but believe me and know this,
regret is a feeling,
sorry is an action,
but being there, is the action that comes with the feelings.
thanks for all that you've done (friends, love and family)
**wonder what's e motivation to say those on top.
but well, friends are the foot stones in life,
love is the pathway to looking forward,
and family, the ground that your roots grow from.
the three things in life you must take joy from,
the three things in life i thank for having.
thus,
my promise, i'll be there for you.
to vien, thanks for the past months of memories, though we've shared our ups and downs, i'll play my part, i'll play it well. i'll give it a shot. so, let's play this well, let's be patient, let's be true. let us slowly reveal, what the future has instored for us.
to friends, my RP friends, thanks for putting up with my lameness and my ever fickle-mind lately. but bear with it longer, this dude here, he's gonna stay and continue irritating you guys. he;'ll be here. he promist.
to friends, my friends i've failed to meet lately, esp those from peirce. the memories are all in my heart and mind, thanks for all that we've shared. well, i'll be here. just a call away. never too far to reach. will always be my pleasure to help and serve.
to family, shit comes round and round, i'll set my place now and play my part. its never too late.
multi-coloured post. hehe. well, enjoy life people!
famous quote to end,
any idiot can face a crisis, but three words sums it all ---- it goes on..
the only constant in life is change
life is a series of collisions with the future and the past, its not the sum of what we've been but what we look forward to be
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love it's suicide
You say you're cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore
Now I'm praying to God you'll give me one more chance, girl
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you
I know you know we've had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday
And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine
I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for youI'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you.
to those who've mattered, matters and will matter.
to friends that's there when im fickle minded, when im down and low, when im high and joyous
to friends that knows and understands, that's there when i need, and there for the times
to friends that shared and have memories with, that's part and made life out of me
to love that made me this, that made me walk out of the sorry past, that make me renewed
to family that's put up with me thus long.
these five words i swear to you,
I'll be there for you.
thanks for being there. now, its my turn.
i may have hurt,
i may have wrongs,
but believe me and know this,
regret is a feeling,
sorry is an action,
but being there, is the action that comes with the feelings.
thanks for all that you've done (friends, love and family)
**wonder what's e motivation to say those on top.
but well, friends are the foot stones in life,
love is the pathway to looking forward,
and family, the ground that your roots grow from.
the three things in life you must take joy from,
the three things in life i thank for having.
thus,
my promise, i'll be there for you.
to vien, thanks for the past months of memories, though we've shared our ups and downs, i'll play my part, i'll play it well. i'll give it a shot. so, let's play this well, let's be patient, let's be true. let us slowly reveal, what the future has instored for us.
to friends, my RP friends, thanks for putting up with my lameness and my ever fickle-mind lately. but bear with it longer, this dude here, he's gonna stay and continue irritating you guys. he;'ll be here. he promist.
to friends, my friends i've failed to meet lately, esp those from peirce. the memories are all in my heart and mind, thanks for all that we've shared. well, i'll be here. just a call away. never too far to reach. will always be my pleasure to help and serve.
to family, shit comes round and round, i'll set my place now and play my part. its never too late.
multi-coloured post. hehe. well, enjoy life people!
famous quote to end,
any idiot can face a crisis, but three words sums it all ---- it goes on..
the only constant in life is change
life is a series of collisions with the future and the past, its not the sum of what we've been but what we look forward to be
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
one of my fav songs ever
Wait, how long would you wait
Just for me to comeI know you make mistakes
yeah, butI hope some day you have it all
cause I feel like a prisoner
trapped inside this broken world
while I'm playing the victim again
running in circles
to me it's all the same
and though nothing's gonna change, still
I hope someday you have it all
take this aggravation that I've thrown myself into
change this situation just cause I need something new
and still I feel like a prisoner
trapped inside this broken world
while I'm playing the victim again
running in circlesto me it's all the same
and though nothing's gonna change, still
I hope someday you have it allI hope someday you have it all
if we could all dependon what we know
if you could understand
I'm losing control
that I'm losing control
that I'm losing control
that I'm losing control
- 88 , sum41
Just for me to comeI know you make mistakes
yeah, butI hope some day you have it all
cause I feel like a prisoner
trapped inside this broken world
while I'm playing the victim again
running in circles
to me it's all the same
and though nothing's gonna change, still
I hope someday you have it all
take this aggravation that I've thrown myself into
change this situation just cause I need something new
and still I feel like a prisoner
trapped inside this broken world
while I'm playing the victim again
running in circlesto me it's all the same
and though nothing's gonna change, still
I hope someday you have it allI hope someday you have it all
if we could all dependon what we know
if you could understand
I'm losing control
that I'm losing control
that I'm losing control
that I'm losing control
- 88 , sum41
feeling bored... in class...
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along
just to make it through
Move along
Move along
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along
just to make it through
Move along (Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong we move along (Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
- Move along, all american rejects
Storming through the party like my name was el nino
When Im hangin out drinking in the back of an el camino
As a kid, I was a skid and no one knew me by name.
I trashed my own house party cause nobody came.
I know Im not the one you thought you knew back in high school
Never going, ever showing up when we had to.
Is it attention that we crave
dont tell us to behave,
Im sick of always hearing act your age.
I dont want to waste my time
Become another casualty of society.
Ill never fall in line
Become another victim of your conformity
And back down.
Because you dont
Know us at all we laugh when old people fall.
But what would you expect with a conscience so small.
Heavy metal and mullets its how we were raised.
Maiden and priest were the gods that we praised
Cause we like having fun at other peoples expense and,
Cutting people down is just a minor offence then,
Its none of your concern, I guess Ill never learn.
Im sick of being told to wait my turn.
I dont want to waste my time
Become another casualty of society.
Ill never fall in line
Become another victim of your conformity
And back down.
- Fat lips, Sum 41
I open my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
- Untitiled, Simple Plan
I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are creeping about
These people are freaking me out (these days)
It's getting hectic everywhere that I go
They wont leave me alone
There's things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can't anyone see?
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
I rock a law suit when I'm going to court
A white suit when I'm getting divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I'm home alone
Talking on the phone got an interview
With the Rolling Stone they're saying
"Now you're rich and now you're famous fake ass girls all know your name now
And Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous your first hit arent you ashamed"
Of the life, of the life, of the life were living
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
- i just wanna live, Good charloette
Am I more than you bargained for yet?
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost but you're just a line in a song
Drop a heart and break a name
We're always sleeping in and sleeping for the wrong team
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And sugar we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex
cock it and pull it
-sugar we're going down, fall out boys.
and the mtv music award goes to...........
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along
just to make it through
Move along
Move along
So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along
just to make it through
Move along (Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong we move along (Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
- Move along, all american rejects
Storming through the party like my name was el nino
When Im hangin out drinking in the back of an el camino
As a kid, I was a skid and no one knew me by name.
I trashed my own house party cause nobody came.
I know Im not the one you thought you knew back in high school
Never going, ever showing up when we had to.
Is it attention that we crave
dont tell us to behave,
Im sick of always hearing act your age.
I dont want to waste my time
Become another casualty of society.
Ill never fall in line
Become another victim of your conformity
And back down.
Because you dont
Know us at all we laugh when old people fall.
But what would you expect with a conscience so small.
Heavy metal and mullets its how we were raised.
Maiden and priest were the gods that we praised
Cause we like having fun at other peoples expense and,
Cutting people down is just a minor offence then,
Its none of your concern, I guess Ill never learn.
Im sick of being told to wait my turn.
I dont want to waste my time
Become another casualty of society.
Ill never fall in line
Become another victim of your conformity
And back down.
- Fat lips, Sum 41
I open my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
- Untitiled, Simple Plan
I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are creeping about
These people are freaking me out (these days)
It's getting hectic everywhere that I go
They wont leave me alone
There's things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid of all the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can't anyone see?
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
I rock a law suit when I'm going to court
A white suit when I'm getting divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I'm home alone
Talking on the phone got an interview
With the Rolling Stone they're saying
"Now you're rich and now you're famous fake ass girls all know your name now
And Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous your first hit arent you ashamed"
Of the life, of the life, of the life were living
I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
- i just wanna live, Good charloette
Am I more than you bargained for yet?
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost but you're just a line in a song
Drop a heart and break a name
We're always sleeping in and sleeping for the wrong team
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And sugar we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex
cock it and pull it
-sugar we're going down, fall out boys.
and the mtv music award goes to...........
Friday, June 15, 2007
Too close for comfort
i never meant the things I said
To make you cry and I say I'm sorry
It's hard to forget and yes I regret
All these mistakes
I don't know why you're leaving me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes I watch as you cry
But it's getting late
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
I'm driving you home
Guess I'll never know
Remember when we scratched our names
Into the sand and told me you loved me
But now that I find that you've changed your mind
I'm lost for words
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand, you won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
driving you home
Guess I'll never know
To make you cry and I say I'm sorry
It's hard to forget and yes I regret
All these mistakes
I don't know why you're leaving me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes I watch as you cry
But it's getting late
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
I'm driving you home
Guess I'll never know
Remember when we scratched our names
Into the sand and told me you loved me
But now that I find that you've changed your mind
I'm lost for words
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand, you won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
driving you home
Guess I'll never know
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if you can that is.
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break it if you're that bored.
if you can that is.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
interesting quotes
Ripped these quotes off www.quptationspage.com
The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.
It is wise to apply the oil of refined politeness to the mechanisms of friendship.
Do not protect yourself by a fence, but rather by your friends.
He who has a thousand friends has not a friend to spare,And he who has one enemy will meet him everywhere.
All that really belongs to us is time; even he who has nothing else has that.
If time flies when you're having fun, it hits the afterburners when you don't think you're having enough.
Time cools, time clarifies; no mood can be maintained quite unaltered through the course of hours.
Half our life is spent trying to find something to do with the time we have rushed through life trying to save.
ah. theres hell lots there. take a look.
you may just find the right solution to any problems you're facing.
the past has such wonderful effects on untangling messy situations
the future has such exciting surprises to be uncovered
the present has such acts of suppression, to make you better.
The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.
It is wise to apply the oil of refined politeness to the mechanisms of friendship.
Do not protect yourself by a fence, but rather by your friends.
He who has a thousand friends has not a friend to spare,And he who has one enemy will meet him everywhere.
All that really belongs to us is time; even he who has nothing else has that.
If time flies when you're having fun, it hits the afterburners when you don't think you're having enough.
Time cools, time clarifies; no mood can be maintained quite unaltered through the course of hours.
Half our life is spent trying to find something to do with the time we have rushed through life trying to save.
ah. theres hell lots there. take a look.
you may just find the right solution to any problems you're facing.
the past has such wonderful effects on untangling messy situations
the future has such exciting surprises to be uncovered
the present has such acts of suppression, to make you better.
The dark-faced loner
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
-Robert Frost, The road untaken.
To lose one's faith surpasses
The loss of an estate,
Because estates can be
Replenished, -- faith cannot.
Inherited with life,
Belief but once can be;
Annihilate a single clause,
And Being's beggary.
The dark-faced loner stands in misery
The winds drew off
Like hungry dogs
Defeated but by a single bone.
Through fissures & quakes in volcanic cloud
The yellow lightning shown.
The trees held up
Their mangled limbs
Like animals in pain,
Like nature falls upon herself,
Beware then, an Ancient Law!
The very law, the dark-faced loner stands strong upon
An Anceitn Law of joy & sorrow
Of which the elders speak from heart
Your joy young little yee,
is your sorrows unmasked
And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises was often
times filled with your tears.
And how else can it be?
The deeper that sorrow carves into your being,
the more joy you can contain.
Is not the cup that hold your wine
the very cup that was burned in the potter's oven?
And is not the lute that soothes your spirit,
the very wood that was hollowed with knives?
When you are joyous, look deep into your heart
and you shall find
it is only that which has given you sorrow
that is giving you joy.
When you are sorrowful look again in your heart,
and you shall see that in truth
you are weeping for that which has been your delight.
Some of you say, "Joy is greater than sorrow,"
and others say, "Nay, sorrow is the greater."
But I say unto you, they are inseparable.
Together they come,
and when one sits alone with you at your board,
remember that the other is asleep upon your bed.
Verily you are suspended like scales
between your sorrow and your joy.
Only when you are empty are you at standstill and balanced.
When the treasure-keeper lifts you to weigh his gold and his silver,
needs must your joy or your sorrow rise or fall.
For as they say Time changes things, but i say to thee,
"you change yourself as time brings you forth"
As only you can change your own life, noone can do it for you.
where time is the only constant, the signal for rebirth
that sorrows and joys be inseparable
so as changes in time to go
Change has a such an impact on the human mind.
To the fearful it is threatening because it means that things may get worse.
To the hopeful it is encouraging because things may get better.
To the confident it is inspiring because the challenge exists to make things better.
But to the meek and sorry ones, it is a destructive force of nature acting on the fearful, hopeful and confident ones.
Any transition serious enough to alter your definition of self
will require not just small adjustments
in your way of living and thinking but a full-on metamorphosis.
The more things change, the more they remain... insane.
For changes comes as time goes by
for as sorrows comes for a better joy to pass
for as mistakes makes the meek lose hope
for as chances are given yet taken for granted by
for as hope be dim and clouded dark
for as i, the dark-faced loner
unmask his hidden eyes
the dark-faced loner, lost and gone.
the dark-faced loner, the clueless poet
the dark-faced loner, the lsot misionary
the dark-faced loner, the idealist, gone wrong.
the dark-faced loner, insane as it goes.
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
-Robert Frost, The road untaken.
To lose one's faith surpasses
The loss of an estate,
Because estates can be
Replenished, -- faith cannot.
Inherited with life,
Belief but once can be;
Annihilate a single clause,
And Being's beggary.
The dark-faced loner stands in misery
The winds drew off
Like hungry dogs
Defeated but by a single bone.
Through fissures & quakes in volcanic cloud
The yellow lightning shown.
The trees held up
Their mangled limbs
Like animals in pain,
Like nature falls upon herself,
Beware then, an Ancient Law!
The very law, the dark-faced loner stands strong upon
An Anceitn Law of joy & sorrow
Of which the elders speak from heart
Your joy young little yee,
is your sorrows unmasked
And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises was often
times filled with your tears.
And how else can it be?
The deeper that sorrow carves into your being,
the more joy you can contain.
Is not the cup that hold your wine
the very cup that was burned in the potter's oven?
And is not the lute that soothes your spirit,
the very wood that was hollowed with knives?
When you are joyous, look deep into your heart
and you shall find
it is only that which has given you sorrow
that is giving you joy.
When you are sorrowful look again in your heart,
and you shall see that in truth
you are weeping for that which has been your delight.
Some of you say, "Joy is greater than sorrow,"
and others say, "Nay, sorrow is the greater."
But I say unto you, they are inseparable.
Together they come,
and when one sits alone with you at your board,
remember that the other is asleep upon your bed.
Verily you are suspended like scales
between your sorrow and your joy.
Only when you are empty are you at standstill and balanced.
When the treasure-keeper lifts you to weigh his gold and his silver,
needs must your joy or your sorrow rise or fall.
For as they say Time changes things, but i say to thee,
"you change yourself as time brings you forth"
As only you can change your own life, noone can do it for you.
where time is the only constant, the signal for rebirth
that sorrows and joys be inseparable
so as changes in time to go
Change has a such an impact on the human mind.
To the fearful it is threatening because it means that things may get worse.
To the hopeful it is encouraging because things may get better.
To the confident it is inspiring because the challenge exists to make things better.
But to the meek and sorry ones, it is a destructive force of nature acting on the fearful, hopeful and confident ones.
Any transition serious enough to alter your definition of self
will require not just small adjustments
in your way of living and thinking but a full-on metamorphosis.
The more things change, the more they remain... insane.
For changes comes as time goes by
for as sorrows comes for a better joy to pass
for as mistakes makes the meek lose hope
for as chances are given yet taken for granted by
for as hope be dim and clouded dark
for as i, the dark-faced loner
unmask his hidden eyes
the dark-faced loner, lost and gone.
the dark-faced loner, the clueless poet
the dark-faced loner, the lsot misionary
the dark-faced loner, the idealist, gone wrong.
the dark-faced loner, insane as it goes.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
at the beginning... again..
We were strangers starting out on our journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
back to the beginning where false be undone
No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start
may do us more good den we can expect
And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart
And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
back to the beginning where false be undone
No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start
may do us more good den we can expect
And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart
And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you
friendhship poem
A featured friendship poem i came across this morning.
sounded kinda interesting. :)
We laid back and let it all flow out
the topic of trust never once had a doubt,
for within my mind and heart as well
was an image and vibe as clear as a bell.
You were very special to me and more
I had a feeling inside I never felt before.
A trust so great and strong
I wanted this trust to take away all the wrong
and return to me a mended soul.
My mended soul would then release a new angel beside the other one
and together we would stroll the heavens,
our times are over and done.
For we have then won the battle within
and now we rest for created we have a personality twin,
Think alike, talk alike, say the same thing.
It is time we are to ascend
for we have reached the territory of a best friend.
But friendships break even the best of ones
then all me have established becomes undone.
Your job as my angel is then complete
because you have left me with only my pen and sheet.
I am now forced to record what I feel to something unlike you and I,
it's not real.
I'm talking to myself, every single word
I write to paper but what I'm saying goes left unheard.
All this because of you my angel, you are no longer beside me
though I beg and pleaour friendship just wasn't meant to be.
But do not worry my pen is okay
For within my heart our memories will always stay,
Forever...
because a part of you will be with me always, to forget you
Never...
sounded kinda interesting. :)
We laid back and let it all flow out
the topic of trust never once had a doubt,
for within my mind and heart as well
was an image and vibe as clear as a bell.
You were very special to me and more
I had a feeling inside I never felt before.
A trust so great and strong
I wanted this trust to take away all the wrong
and return to me a mended soul.
My mended soul would then release a new angel beside the other one
and together we would stroll the heavens,
our times are over and done.
For we have then won the battle within
and now we rest for created we have a personality twin,
Think alike, talk alike, say the same thing.
It is time we are to ascend
for we have reached the territory of a best friend.
But friendships break even the best of ones
then all me have established becomes undone.
Your job as my angel is then complete
because you have left me with only my pen and sheet.
I am now forced to record what I feel to something unlike you and I,
it's not real.
I'm talking to myself, every single word
I write to paper but what I'm saying goes left unheard.
All this because of you my angel, you are no longer beside me
though I beg and pleaour friendship just wasn't meant to be.
But do not worry my pen is okay
For within my heart our memories will always stay,
Forever...
because a part of you will be with me always, to forget you
Never...
blurrified memories
Young man, there's no need to feel down.
I said, young man, pick yourself off the ground.
I said, young man, 'cause you're in a new town
There's no need to be unhappy.
those were memories that may never matter again
Young man, there's a place you can go.
I said, young man, when you're short on your dough.
You can stay there, and I'm sure you will find
Many ways to have a good time.
those were times that our friendship felt real
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
yet when reality plays its game again
They have everything for young men to enjoy,
You can hang out with all the boys ...
it rips all these away
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
now everything is blurrified and may be lost
You can get yourself clean, you can have a good meal,
You can do whatever you feel ...
now everything may just be gone
Young man, are you listening to me?
I said, young man, what do you want to be?
I said, young man, you can make real your dreams.
But you've got to know this one thing!
but i have not given up
No man does it all by himself.
I said, young man, put your pride on the shelf,
And just go there, to the y.m.c.a.
I'm sure they can help you today.
not liike once before
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
theres still salvation at the end
They have everything for you men to enjoy,
You can hang out with all the boys ...
im ready for all the shots and flares
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
im prepared to take a long journey
You can get yourself clean, you can have a good meal,
You can do whatever you feel ...
i will work it slow but surely
Young man, I was once in your shoes.
I said, I was down and out with the blues.
I felt no man cared if I were alive.
I felt the whole world was so jive ...
i will stay and stick around like i said
That's when someone came up to me,
And said, young man, take a walk up the street.
It's a place there called the y.m.c.a.
They can start you back on your way.
but please have faith once mroe again
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
let the wall be down even if its a little
They have everything for young men to enjoy,
You can hang out with all the boys ...
for im charging in once again
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a
to break this wall down again
Young man, young man, there's no need to feel down
Young man, young man, pick yourself off the ground
so hate me scold me or kill me
It's fun to stay at y-m-c-a
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a
but this friendship, im gonna save
Young man, young man, are you listening to me?
Young man, young man, what do you wanna be?
y-m-c-a
you are a friend i cannot lose.
I said, young man, pick yourself off the ground.
I said, young man, 'cause you're in a new town
There's no need to be unhappy.
those were memories that may never matter again
Young man, there's a place you can go.
I said, young man, when you're short on your dough.
You can stay there, and I'm sure you will find
Many ways to have a good time.
those were times that our friendship felt real
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
yet when reality plays its game again
They have everything for young men to enjoy,
You can hang out with all the boys ...
it rips all these away
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
now everything is blurrified and may be lost
You can get yourself clean, you can have a good meal,
You can do whatever you feel ...
now everything may just be gone
Young man, are you listening to me?
I said, young man, what do you want to be?
I said, young man, you can make real your dreams.
But you've got to know this one thing!
but i have not given up
No man does it all by himself.
I said, young man, put your pride on the shelf,
And just go there, to the y.m.c.a.
I'm sure they can help you today.
not liike once before
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
theres still salvation at the end
They have everything for you men to enjoy,
You can hang out with all the boys ...
im ready for all the shots and flares
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
im prepared to take a long journey
You can get yourself clean, you can have a good meal,
You can do whatever you feel ...
i will work it slow but surely
Young man, I was once in your shoes.
I said, I was down and out with the blues.
I felt no man cared if I were alive.
I felt the whole world was so jive ...
i will stay and stick around like i said
That's when someone came up to me,
And said, young man, take a walk up the street.
It's a place there called the y.m.c.a.
They can start you back on your way.
but please have faith once mroe again
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a.
let the wall be down even if its a little
They have everything for young men to enjoy,
You can hang out with all the boys ...
for im charging in once again
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a
to break this wall down again
Young man, young man, there's no need to feel down
Young man, young man, pick yourself off the ground
so hate me scold me or kill me
It's fun to stay at y-m-c-a
It's fun to stay at the y-m-c-a
but this friendship, im gonna save
Young man, young man, are you listening to me?
Young man, young man, what do you wanna be?
y-m-c-a
you are a friend i cannot lose.
The reason... is you..
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you (x4)
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
z.....
the reason is you...
to change who i used to be..
to make the wrongs right..
to make the faults better..
to do something more..
to be something better..
to love someone more..
the reason... is you..
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you (x4)
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
z.....
the reason is you...
to change who i used to be..
to make the wrongs right..
to make the faults better..
to do something more..
to be something better..
to love someone more..
the reason... is you..
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
collide
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
do do do do x 4
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometime
Even the wrong words seem to rhym
eOut of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
do do do do x 4
I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometime
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind
do do do do x 8
Even the best fall down sometime
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
do do do do x2
Finally find
You and I collide
do do do do x 2
You finally find
You and I collide
do do do do x 8
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
do do do do x 4
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometime
Even the wrong words seem to rhym
eOut of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
do do do do x 4
I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometime
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind
do do do do x 8
Even the best fall down sometime
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
do do do do x2
Finally find
You and I collide
do do do do x 2
You finally find
You and I collide
do do do do x 8
Monday, June 11, 2007
The dance of terror
Window panes come crashing down
Amidst the tears and pain
Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away
Up above through twilight
Shadows cast across the floor
Reflections of the past
Trembling thoughts of one
Dwelling deep within the soul
A mystical sense of reality
Captured by the craze
All in bewilderment
Of the shock that comes in waves
Creatures of the dimness
Chattering amongst the green
Everything slows in stillness
What is this we see
The final dance of terror sights
Is this what's meant to be seen?
Amidst the tears and pain
Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away
Up above through twilight
Shadows cast across the floor
Reflections of the past
Trembling thoughts of one
Dwelling deep within the soul
A mystical sense of reality
Captured by the craze
All in bewilderment
Of the shock that comes in waves
Creatures of the dimness
Chattering amongst the green
Everything slows in stillness
What is this we see
The final dance of terror sights
Is this what's meant to be seen?
Winter
The silent whispers in the winter nights,
the lonely travels of thy confused minds.
The chilly wind and piercing cold,
accompanies the dark and solemn minds.
The bitter-cold winter embrace thy lonesome child,
robs the light, thee winter darkness clouds.
The winter season comes and goes,
but the days and months pass so slow.
The tears of joys and sadness rolls,
by the chilly winds, the tears froze in time.
The bitter-sweet misery of loneliness in winter,
encapsules the wild imagintaions.
The lost and racing minds, thy miserable lonely child,
excruciating pain, thats the winter night's cry.
the lonely travels of thy confused minds.
The chilly wind and piercing cold,
accompanies the dark and solemn minds.
The bitter-cold winter embrace thy lonesome child,
robs the light, thee winter darkness clouds.
The winter season comes and goes,
but the days and months pass so slow.
The tears of joys and sadness rolls,
by the chilly winds, the tears froze in time.
The bitter-sweet misery of loneliness in winter,
encapsules the wild imagintaions.
The lost and racing minds, thy miserable lonely child,
excruciating pain, thats the winter night's cry.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
to those who thought so..
firstly...
i need to explain something to people who i thought knew me and understood.
this information is forcefully dug up by a very very need-to-know-it-all.
misunderstandings misunderstandings misunderstandings..
when will such cases end..
for those who think im referring to you.
please refer to my girl's blog. and the password is my current class.
only those involved should or may remember.
i need to explain something to people who i thought knew me and understood.
this information is forcefully dug up by a very very need-to-know-it-all.
misunderstandings misunderstandings misunderstandings..
when will such cases end..
for those who think im referring to you.
please refer to my girl's blog. and the password is my current class.
only those involved should or may remember.
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
fear
Fear is a powerful biological feeling of unpleasant risk or danger, either real or imagined.
Psychologists have argued that fear, along with a few other basic emotions such as joy and anger, is innate in all human beings. Fear is a defensive, survival advantage, and may have evolved in a variety of organisms. It is usually a response to a particular stimulus. For example, a person may see a huge monster before them and fear, the defensive tool is everyone warns them about the danger and shuns from it thus telling them to escape from the monster and be safe from danger.
thus, when someone say... never fear sth... screw them.. scratch that.. fear it.. but choose the right battles to fight... a lost battle doesnt mean a lost war..
Psychologists have argued that fear, along with a few other basic emotions such as joy and anger, is innate in all human beings. Fear is a defensive, survival advantage, and may have evolved in a variety of organisms. It is usually a response to a particular stimulus. For example, a person may see a huge monster before them and fear, the defensive tool is everyone warns them about the danger and shuns from it thus telling them to escape from the monster and be safe from danger.
thus, when someone say... never fear sth... screw them.. scratch that.. fear it.. but choose the right battles to fight... a lost battle doesnt mean a lost war..
odds
How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
You're the only one who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me,
when all I can do is watch you leave
Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face
Ooh take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against the odds and that's what I've got to face
I wish I could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face
Now take a look at me now, cos there's just an empty space
But to wait for you, is all I can do and that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now, cos I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
It's the chance I've gotta take
- against all odds, Phill Collins.
2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye
- Only love, Trademark.
The man with thousand faces.
with a single bottle in his left hand
with a shield of faith on the other
magics casted for the propriations.
the man with thousand faces.
bleed to death with the pokes of fake-ness
O great magic casted and O great thy world
sturdy shields, sharp edges.
the man with thousand faces.
read his books, went to library
consequencial actions no longer
thicker, harder, stronger.
the man with thousand faces.
words not words, acts not acts
magic off caster off casting off
late late late.
the man with thousand faces.
nothing more to say.
pseudo-ism
the new trend.
life? it sucks
but not when you have the right things to accompany
Oh why you look so sad
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I’ve seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
So if you're mad get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you
- I will stand by you, The pretenders
Lying awake, I turn to you
As you are softly sleeping
I think of what I'd like to do
While you are somewhere dreaming
I...I feel so happy by your side
Oh, why...I wonder, wonder, wonder why
Find it hard to find the words
To say what I am feeling
I'm so in love, I'm so alive
And I know you're the reason
Why...why I'm so happy all the time
Oh, why...I wonder, wonder, wonder why
I need nothing else in life
Than to hold you
I...oh, I am in so deep
I don't need no sleep
I just need you here with me
Baby, I live for loving you
(Ooh, la la la la la la la)Live for loving you
All I wanna do is love you, love you
It would never cross my mind
To find another lover'
Cause, after having been with you
There could be no other
I...just touching you, I'm satisfied
Oh, why...I wonder, wonder, wonder why
I need nothing else in life
Than to hold you
I...oh, I am in so deep
I don't need no sleep
I just need you here with me
Baby, I live for loving you
(Ooh, la la la la la la la)Live for loving you
All I wanna do
Is live for loving you
(Ooh, la la la la la la la)I live for loving you
All I wanna do is love you, love you
- Live for loving you, Gloria Estefan
defy odds. if you can...
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
You're the only one who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me,
when all I can do is watch you leave
Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
just the memory of your face
Ooh take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against the odds and that's what I've got to face
I wish I could just make you turn around,
turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
so many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face
Now take a look at me now, cos there's just an empty space
But to wait for you, is all I can do and that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now, cos I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
It's the chance I've gotta take
- against all odds, Phill Collins.
2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust
But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye
- Only love, Trademark.
The man with thousand faces.
with a single bottle in his left hand
with a shield of faith on the other
magics casted for the propriations.
the man with thousand faces.
bleed to death with the pokes of fake-ness
O great magic casted and O great thy world
sturdy shields, sharp edges.
the man with thousand faces.
read his books, went to library
consequencial actions no longer
thicker, harder, stronger.
the man with thousand faces.
words not words, acts not acts
magic off caster off casting off
late late late.
the man with thousand faces.
nothing more to say.
pseudo-ism
the new trend.
life? it sucks
but not when you have the right things to accompany
Oh why you look so sad
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I’ve seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
So if you're mad get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you
When you're standing at the crossroads
And don't know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you're wrong
I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you
- I will stand by you, The pretenders
Lying awake, I turn to you
As you are softly sleeping
I think of what I'd like to do
While you are somewhere dreaming
I...I feel so happy by your side
Oh, why...I wonder, wonder, wonder why
Find it hard to find the words
To say what I am feeling
I'm so in love, I'm so alive
And I know you're the reason
Why...why I'm so happy all the time
Oh, why...I wonder, wonder, wonder why
I need nothing else in life
Than to hold you
I...oh, I am in so deep
I don't need no sleep
I just need you here with me
Baby, I live for loving you
(Ooh, la la la la la la la)Live for loving you
All I wanna do is love you, love you
It would never cross my mind
To find another lover'
Cause, after having been with you
There could be no other
I...just touching you, I'm satisfied
Oh, why...I wonder, wonder, wonder why
I need nothing else in life
Than to hold you
I...oh, I am in so deep
I don't need no sleep
I just need you here with me
Baby, I live for loving you
(Ooh, la la la la la la la)Live for loving you
All I wanna do
Is live for loving you
(Ooh, la la la la la la la)I live for loving you
All I wanna do is love you, love you
- Live for loving you, Gloria Estefan
defy odds. if you can...
Sunday, June 03, 2007
your future lies...
destiny... fate... the inevitability of life..
the predetermined path..
the prophetic declarations..
the unavoidable occurance..
what is life in the face of the happenstance?
what is life in the stance of the asperity of consequence.
what is life then, in the comparison of the deliberate and act of luck?
life... the predetermined path??
life.. the prophetic declaration??
life.. the unavoidance occurance??
destiny, fate or just the inevitable..
life is a road..
life is a journey..
life is a river..
life is now and forever..
but the intervention of fate & destiny causes the inevitable intertwine meetings that makes life a wonderful adventure..
but who decides destiny?
but who determines fate?
but who causes the inevitable?
a higher being?
God?
or is all a preset preview of hell & heaven in a place known as earth?
or could all be just an illusion of the pyschiat being of the human mind?
or it could just be the consequence of humane actions day-to-day.
if life is but a consequencial event..
do we have control over it?
even so, does that mean we are the higher beings of ourselves?
the God of interposition of our personality and consequences.
the God that brings in regrets, remourse and resentments.
the God that in chance brings love, peace and harmony.
thus bringing the joys, happiness and prosperity to its beings.
being so, are we each and every one a god of our own?
a god with full control of our consequencial events, life?
a higher being that illuminates your own path,
a higher being that plans and navigatges its own directions?
a higher being that moves itself to where they want to?
thus being the omnipotent divinity.
are we capable of ascending such providence?
are we deserving of such power and control?
are we just humane... or divine..?
the divinity of human acts..
when faced and challenged by the jaws and fangs of the world..
the cold and bitter miseries of living..
are our aptitude enough to carry such threats and burdens?
what rewards and gratitudes do we receive or expect for conquering?
to overpower the wolves and sharks of the world?
Money.. Work.. Stress.. Burdens..
the worldly issues of absolute greed and sins..
the covet and jealousy of one's being.
the weariness and tiredness of working.
yet what rewards does the almighty receive?
excellence receives more work
richness attracts burglers
innocence results in cheats
the vile society rips even the purest and true
the ruthless environment pushes beyond limits
the cruel world sends deities down rock-bottom
but it doesnt matter what people want you to be..
but it doesnt matter what people think you should be..
but it doesnt matter what people hope you become..
does it?
you are the ruler of your own life.
the omnipotent force in your world.
the majesty of your own fate and destiny.
thus. what matters is what you want.
thus. what matters is what you hope for.
thus. what matters is what you aim for.
thus. what matters is what you work for.
noone can force you to be what you choose not to be.
life is but a journey within your grasp.
why forgo the control of absolute power?
your future is where you set yourself to go
your future is what you seek to have
your future is who you wish to be
your future is why you should strive all along
your future is how you acheive your goals
your future is when you found meaning to life
where your treasure lies, there your heart lies too.
where does your future point to?
you are the alpha and omega of your own life.
you are God of interposition.
dont forgo the power. dont forgo the control.
dont forgo life.
the predetermined path..
the prophetic declarations..
the unavoidable occurance..
what is life in the face of the happenstance?
what is life in the stance of the asperity of consequence.
what is life then, in the comparison of the deliberate and act of luck?
life... the predetermined path??
life.. the prophetic declaration??
life.. the unavoidance occurance??
destiny, fate or just the inevitable..
life is a road..
life is a journey..
life is a river..
life is now and forever..
but the intervention of fate & destiny causes the inevitable intertwine meetings that makes life a wonderful adventure..
but who decides destiny?
but who determines fate?
but who causes the inevitable?
a higher being?
God?
or is all a preset preview of hell & heaven in a place known as earth?
or could all be just an illusion of the pyschiat being of the human mind?
or it could just be the consequence of humane actions day-to-day.
if life is but a consequencial event..
do we have control over it?
even so, does that mean we are the higher beings of ourselves?
the God of interposition of our personality and consequences.
the God that brings in regrets, remourse and resentments.
the God that in chance brings love, peace and harmony.
thus bringing the joys, happiness and prosperity to its beings.
being so, are we each and every one a god of our own?
a god with full control of our consequencial events, life?
a higher being that illuminates your own path,
a higher being that plans and navigatges its own directions?
a higher being that moves itself to where they want to?
thus being the omnipotent divinity.
are we capable of ascending such providence?
are we deserving of such power and control?
are we just humane... or divine..?
the divinity of human acts..
when faced and challenged by the jaws and fangs of the world..
the cold and bitter miseries of living..
are our aptitude enough to carry such threats and burdens?
what rewards and gratitudes do we receive or expect for conquering?
to overpower the wolves and sharks of the world?
Money.. Work.. Stress.. Burdens..
the worldly issues of absolute greed and sins..
the covet and jealousy of one's being.
the weariness and tiredness of working.
yet what rewards does the almighty receive?
excellence receives more work
richness attracts burglers
innocence results in cheats
the vile society rips even the purest and true
the ruthless environment pushes beyond limits
the cruel world sends deities down rock-bottom
but it doesnt matter what people want you to be..
but it doesnt matter what people think you should be..
but it doesnt matter what people hope you become..
does it?
you are the ruler of your own life.
the omnipotent force in your world.
the majesty of your own fate and destiny.
thus. what matters is what you want.
thus. what matters is what you hope for.
thus. what matters is what you aim for.
thus. what matters is what you work for.
noone can force you to be what you choose not to be.
life is but a journey within your grasp.
why forgo the control of absolute power?
your future is where you set yourself to go
your future is what you seek to have
your future is who you wish to be
your future is why you should strive all along
your future is how you acheive your goals
your future is when you found meaning to life
where your treasure lies, there your heart lies too.
where does your future point to?
you are the alpha and omega of your own life.
you are God of interposition.
dont forgo the power. dont forgo the control.
dont forgo life.
Thursday, May 31, 2007
unhappiness kills
Trauma is a killer; unhappiness is the grim face of neurosis, and neurosis is the trigger initiating almost every human condition. We encounter illness because we are already ill, sick with the neurosis born of emotional deprivation. And we are deprived because our parents were deprived, or our siblings, or our elders, through ignorance, through circumstance, through neglect.
We must uncover and disarm the nature of our emotional wounds, quantify our stunted development and strive to understand the complex nature of our psychological inheritance. If we fail, then we fail not just ourselves but our children and our successors in this world; we suffer and spread emotional trauma, which feeds the neuroses that upset the balance of our human destiny; and pain, illness and grief are the contagion of ignorance.
This is not a religious or a spiritual matter; it is a matter of social and psychological development, and I believe we are all jointly responsible for our societies' emotional growth and social health. Our prisons are full of people with emotional wounds, drawing attention to their crisis in the only way they know how, through violence, outrage and disorders of every kind. We blame drugs; but narcotics are the refuge of neurotics, and we are fast running out of prisons....
We must uncover and disarm the nature of our emotional wounds, quantify our stunted development and strive to understand the complex nature of our psychological inheritance. If we fail, then we fail not just ourselves but our children and our successors in this world; we suffer and spread emotional trauma, which feeds the neuroses that upset the balance of our human destiny; and pain, illness and grief are the contagion of ignorance.
This is not a religious or a spiritual matter; it is a matter of social and psychological development, and I believe we are all jointly responsible for our societies' emotional growth and social health. Our prisons are full of people with emotional wounds, drawing attention to their crisis in the only way they know how, through violence, outrage and disorders of every kind. We blame drugs; but narcotics are the refuge of neurotics, and we are fast running out of prisons....
hold on..
This world, this world is cold
But you don’t, you don’t have to go
You’re feeling sad you’re feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
You’re mother’s gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bare
But we all bleed the same way as you do
We all have the same things to go thru
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Your days you say they’re way too long
And your nights you can’t sleep at all (hold on)
And you’re not sure what you’re looking for
But you don’t want to know more
And you’re not sure what you’re waiting for
but you don’t want to know more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don’t stop looking you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching it’s not over...
hold on
What are you looking for? What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you’re doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don’t stop looking you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching it’s not over...
Hold on...
maybe things get better..
maybe things goes to past..
maybe... jsut maybe..
life is meant for greater heights..
soar higher.. rise above..
dont waste life?
hmm...
But you don’t, you don’t have to go
You’re feeling sad you’re feeling lonely
And no one seems to care
You’re mother’s gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bare
But we all bleed the same way as you do
We all have the same things to go thru
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Your days you say they’re way too long
And your nights you can’t sleep at all (hold on)
And you’re not sure what you’re looking for
But you don’t want to know more
And you’re not sure what you’re waiting for
but you don’t want to know more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don’t stop looking you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching it’s not over...
hold on
What are you looking for? What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you’re doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?
Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know
Don’t stop looking you’re one step closer
Don’t stop searching it’s not over...
Hold on...
maybe things get better..
maybe things goes to past..
maybe... jsut maybe..
life is meant for greater heights..
soar higher.. rise above..
dont waste life?
hmm...
worries
worries..
a burden off my chest..
a new one arises..
challenges my faith & beliefs..
got it off..
new ones comes in..
push me off limits..
overcomed it..
new ones again..
tried my best..
yet new ones once more..
a vicious cycle..
a long journey of endless misery..
overworked..
overloaded..
over commitments..
overjoyed too?
contradictions..
nth more den contradictions..
nth more den me..
a burden off my chest..
a new one arises..
challenges my faith & beliefs..
got it off..
new ones comes in..
push me off limits..
overcomed it..
new ones again..
tried my best..
yet new ones once more..
a vicious cycle..
a long journey of endless misery..
overworked..
overloaded..
over commitments..
overjoyed too?
contradictions..
nth more den contradictions..
nth more den me..
regrets regrets..
school..
all too late to change..
nth matters but hard work..
what can i do about it?
fight on? work hard?
i missed too much to cont...
am i right again??
someone prove me wrong pls..
i need help..
i need motivation..
i am inspired by the technology..
but IT?
oh please..
im screwed..
no interest.. cant catch the balls..
cant drop?
im dead..
my darling's school is dying too..
i wish i was in her shoes..
to work for her sake..
i can handle hers..
i udnerstand them..
more or less..
but mine..
all too alte for changes..
work double hard to catch up??
im so done for this sem...
all dead..
arhs!!!!
never should i have skipped..
but den again..
it was for necessary's sake?
i guess?
more or less?
oh well..
what can i say..
im screwed..
but den again..
maybe i can catch up..
but den again..
i dont even need this diploma..
but den again..
i proved myself wrong again..
but den again..
when have i ever done right..
when...
all too late to change..
nth matters but hard work..
what can i do about it?
fight on? work hard?
i missed too much to cont...
am i right again??
someone prove me wrong pls..
i need help..
i need motivation..
i am inspired by the technology..
but IT?
oh please..
im screwed..
no interest.. cant catch the balls..
cant drop?
im dead..
my darling's school is dying too..
i wish i was in her shoes..
to work for her sake..
i can handle hers..
i udnerstand them..
more or less..
but mine..
all too alte for changes..
work double hard to catch up??
im so done for this sem...
all dead..
arhs!!!!
never should i have skipped..
but den again..
it was for necessary's sake?
i guess?
more or less?
oh well..
what can i say..
im screwed..
but den again..
maybe i can catch up..
but den again..
i dont even need this diploma..
but den again..
i proved myself wrong again..
but den again..
when have i ever done right..
when...
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
life greatest..
Don't pretend you're sorry
I know you're not
You know you've got the power
To make me weak inside
And girl you leave me breathless
But it's okay
Cuz you are my survival
Now hear me say
I can't imagine Life without your love
And even forever
Don't seem like long enough
Every time I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep drowning me in your love
Every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep drowning me in your love
Maybe I'm a drifter Maybe not
Cause I have known the safety
Of floating freely in your arms
I don't need another life line
It's not for me
Cuz only you can save me
Oh, can't you see
I can't imagine
Life without your love
And even forever
Don't seem like long enough
Every time I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep drowining me in your love
Every time I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep drowning me in your love
life's greatest happiness is finding love.
one that appreciates who you are and makes you better..
one that stays and stands by you through times when you need it most..
one that is true and innocent to its meanings and virtues..
one that is honest and pure..
life's greatest happiness.. is finding.. you... my love..
________________________________
爱你, 不是因为你的美和影
我越来越爱你, 每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见forever 才了解自己,
未来这些日子 要好好珍惜
爱我 有些痛苦有些不公平
如果真的爱我 不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边
像微风深情 温柔的安抚,
我的不安定 所以我要 每年研究你的笑容
wo~~ 多么自然
forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后, 你会是所有
幸福的理由
爱情, 是场最美最远的旅行
沿途遇经泥泞 偶尔阻碍我们的前进
感到你的体温在我怀里 像阳光和煦
巧妙的熔化 我的不安定
不可思议 证明我爱你的理由
wo 多么自然
你感动的眼睛,
我沉默的声音,
仿佛就是最好的证明
就让我再说一次
i love you ~~ 直到永远
oh forever love
forever love
forever love
life's greatest heartache is losing those that matters..
those who made you who you are..
those who you appreciated and felt sorrows for losing..
those who once made an impact in your life..
left a smile or a tear..
life's greatest heartaches is losing the friends that matters..
and losing the love that once held dear...
i will never lose you vivien.. never..
i will never let you go..
but life's unpredictability leaves no second chance..
sorry to those i have left a tear in..
sorry to those i have hurt and left heartaches
sorry to those that once mattered..
im sorry...
shi-ne
oppression, suppression..
a verge of cerebus..
my feelings so deep
regret, forget..
incur the fury of life..
a life so gone & down
depression, obsession..
the thin line that lies ahead..
im walking towards it
endure the wrath of nature's full-fledge strider..
time.. the magnifest of everything within..
bear the snares of its griting teeth..
as it lays concealed of its bemused victim..
the flaring storms of time draws deep wounds...
bleed and heal.. but time wavers on..
a mere rock can turn wall..
a hard-rock with nowhere to turn
asset.. liability..
which makes the call?
a guilt or a blessing.. im lost.
objection.. rejection..
the final move that ends it all..
who has the rights to make that call
optimistic.. utopia..
a simple hope lights the way
leaving forkroads of similar consequence
the weariness and tiredness of trying..
the pillage of goods seized from the 7 seas..
the honour and righteousness challenged by time itself..
the anguish of lost pain and sufferings..
the anguish of frozen bones and buried bodies..
the anguish of a much long forgotten memories..
regret? too late. lost? no chance.
burdened? too often. dead? no time.
shi-ne. it means to die.
a verge of cerebus..
my feelings so deep
regret, forget..
incur the fury of life..
a life so gone & down
depression, obsession..
the thin line that lies ahead..
im walking towards it
endure the wrath of nature's full-fledge strider..
time.. the magnifest of everything within..
bear the snares of its griting teeth..
as it lays concealed of its bemused victim..
the flaring storms of time draws deep wounds...
bleed and heal.. but time wavers on..
a mere rock can turn wall..
a hard-rock with nowhere to turn
asset.. liability..
which makes the call?
a guilt or a blessing.. im lost.
objection.. rejection..
the final move that ends it all..
who has the rights to make that call
optimistic.. utopia..
a simple hope lights the way
leaving forkroads of similar consequence
the weariness and tiredness of trying..
the pillage of goods seized from the 7 seas..
the honour and righteousness challenged by time itself..
the anguish of lost pain and sufferings..
the anguish of frozen bones and buried bodies..
the anguish of a much long forgotten memories..
regret? too late. lost? no chance.
burdened? too often. dead? no time.
shi-ne. it means to die.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
counter force
ok. i sensed that my previous entry was kinda emo..
thus...
Awesome funky & hippy song.
perfect to cheer one's mood. :)
thus...
Four years you think for sure
That’s all you've got to endure
All the total dicks
All the stuck up chicks
So superficial, so immatureT
hen when you graduate
You take a look around and you say HEY WAIT!
This is the same as where I just came from
I thought it was over
Aw that’s just great
The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who‘s the best dressed and who‘s having sex
Who‘s got the money, who gets the honeys
Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess
And you still don’t have the right look
And you don’t have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends
High school never ends
Check out the popular kids
You’ll never guess what Jessica did
How did Mary Kate lose all that weight
And Katie had a baby so I guess Tom’s straight
And the only thing that matters Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair and the car you drive
Doesn’t matter if you’re sixteen or thirty-five
Reese Witherspoon, She’s the prom queen
Bill Gates, Captain of the chess team
Jack Black, the clown
Brad Pitt, the quarterback
Seen it all before I want my money back!!
The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who’s the best dressed and who’s having sex
Who’s in the club and who’s on the drugs
Who’s throwing up before they digest
And you still don’t have the right look
And you don’t have the right friends
And you still listen to the same shit you did back then
High school never ends
High school never ends
Awesome funky & hippy song.
perfect to cheer one's mood. :)
Journal
hmmm...
past week..
work work..
did my PP most of the nights..
work 1,3,5
met my darling almost everyday..
school... sucking my energy dry..
the pressure...
the coming days..
the coming datelines..
supressed..
lost..
confused..
anxiety..
mixed feelings..
not much have happened recently but..
much thoughts run by..
those who knows knows..
those who dont its ok..
thoughts are mere thoughts..
a mind boggling situation where the endless contradictions are seen.
the pros & cons so called, "Weighed"
but nothing can be weighed..
not situations..
its subjective..
its perception..
its biased..
romance..
brain cells dying..
trying... but failing..
disappointed 2 times already..
no more i promise..
no more i hope..
just need more..
i expect more myself..
i expect more from myself..
you are so sweet..
you are genuine unlike the b****..
i treasure u & love u..
but sth seems wrong..
i seem to have lost it..
why..
why.. i ask myself..
how could i..
the pressure?
the past?
i need a hug..
i need your love..
i need reassurance..
i need recognition..
i need you..
so much... so much.. so much..
work's fine & fun... but seems like managers disagree....
some mistakes here & there.. mostly table numbers..
bad memory coming back to me..
laziness coming back to me too
skipping school..
hibernating at home..
dependance on romance..
prioritised first..
lacking time..
need more time..
for friends, for family, for myself, for love..
missing so much now..
bball... prata.. seafood.. chom chom.. stargirl... jamming..
so much to do..
so little time..
so screwed..
:(
past week..
work work..
did my PP most of the nights..
work 1,3,5
met my darling almost everyday..
school... sucking my energy dry..
the pressure...
the coming days..
the coming datelines..
supressed..
lost..
confused..
anxiety..
mixed feelings..
not much have happened recently but..
much thoughts run by..
those who knows knows..
those who dont its ok..
thoughts are mere thoughts..
a mind boggling situation where the endless contradictions are seen.
the pros & cons so called, "Weighed"
but nothing can be weighed..
not situations..
its subjective..
its perception..
its biased..
romance..
brain cells dying..
trying... but failing..
disappointed 2 times already..
no more i promise..
no more i hope..
just need more..
i expect more myself..
i expect more from myself..
you are so sweet..
you are genuine unlike the b****..
i treasure u & love u..
but sth seems wrong..
i seem to have lost it..
why..
why.. i ask myself..
how could i..
the pressure?
the past?
i need a hug..
i need your love..
i need reassurance..
i need recognition..
i need you..
so much... so much.. so much..
work's fine & fun... but seems like managers disagree....
some mistakes here & there.. mostly table numbers..
bad memory coming back to me..
laziness coming back to me too
skipping school..
hibernating at home..
dependance on romance..
prioritised first..
lacking time..
need more time..
for friends, for family, for myself, for love..
missing so much now..
bball... prata.. seafood.. chom chom.. stargirl... jamming..
so much to do..
so little time..
so screwed..
:(
War
the war presses near..
time pass by and the preparation seem in disarray..
the enemy seems ready..
ready to pounce on the dying men..
yet morale is low..
strength is weakened..
days draws near to the coming war..
all hope seems lost but a lonely torch in the icy snow..
"light it up. the beacon of hope"
commanded the leaders of the pack..
yet it just seems to late..
its all too late for the last minute preparations..
its all too late for the reinforcements to arrive..
you have to depends on ourselves now..
to improvise to the situation..
preparations seems ready.. but it is not..
food seems enough.. but it is not..
water seems to suffice.. but it is not..
the war seems to depend on this battle.. but it wont..
there are two to be determined..
two so important and close..
both battles to be won..
no tears is expected..
no heartaches or disappointment..
with the coming war that draws near..
what preparations are left undone..
may just be undone...
the war..
the victory..
the lost..
it all lies within the days..
time..
so important..
so dead..
time pass by and the preparation seem in disarray..
the enemy seems ready..
ready to pounce on the dying men..
yet morale is low..
strength is weakened..
days draws near to the coming war..
all hope seems lost but a lonely torch in the icy snow..
"light it up. the beacon of hope"
commanded the leaders of the pack..
yet it just seems to late..
its all too late for the last minute preparations..
its all too late for the reinforcements to arrive..
you have to depends on ourselves now..
to improvise to the situation..
preparations seems ready.. but it is not..
food seems enough.. but it is not..
water seems to suffice.. but it is not..
the war seems to depend on this battle.. but it wont..
there are two to be determined..
two so important and close..
both battles to be won..
no tears is expected..
no heartaches or disappointment..
with the coming war that draws near..
what preparations are left undone..
may just be undone...
the war..
the victory..
the lost..
it all lies within the days..
time..
so important..
so dead..
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Sunday, May 20, 2007
5 different people
there are only but 5 types of people in this world
1) Nice & stupid
2) Nice but too smart
3) normal & boring
4) Stupid Jackass
5) Smart jackass
a recent psychological test shows that 40% of people falls within the range of normal but boring, 15% at cat 1, 18% at cat 2, 23% at cat 4 and only 4 % at cat 5. THERE ARE RARE CASES FOR SMART & JACKASS! :)
most people in life are boring and normal, better defined as simple. rarely are there smart people, being jackasses ( i know one. Mr Foo!) and a good misture of the rest. thus, life is easy.
you see a jackass, just run. theres always a better choice. :)
there are never short of men out there.
better yet, there are never short of chances & opportunity in every corner up for grabs.
why waste time trying to fix a bad problem good.
move on to the better and work with it.
a Teens Magazine survey conducted last month indicates..
52% of the world's population are described as UGLY while 36% of the world's poulation are described as average and only 12% are seen as beautiful.
be it a handsome boyfriend or pretty girlfriend, be it an ugly relative or a pretty, good hearted one.
move on with life.
dont be stagnant.
dont be stuck.
move...
on..
1) Nice & stupid
2) Nice but too smart
3) normal & boring
4) Stupid Jackass
5) Smart jackass
a recent psychological test shows that 40% of people falls within the range of normal but boring, 15% at cat 1, 18% at cat 2, 23% at cat 4 and only 4 % at cat 5. THERE ARE RARE CASES FOR SMART & JACKASS! :)
most people in life are boring and normal, better defined as simple. rarely are there smart people, being jackasses ( i know one. Mr Foo!) and a good misture of the rest. thus, life is easy.
you see a jackass, just run. theres always a better choice. :)
there are never short of men out there.
better yet, there are never short of chances & opportunity in every corner up for grabs.
why waste time trying to fix a bad problem good.
move on to the better and work with it.
a Teens Magazine survey conducted last month indicates..
52% of the world's population are described as UGLY while 36% of the world's poulation are described as average and only 12% are seen as beautiful.
be it a handsome boyfriend or pretty girlfriend, be it an ugly relative or a pretty, good hearted one.
move on with life.
dont be stagnant.
dont be stuck.
move...
on..
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