regrets regrets..

school..
all too late to change..
nth matters but hard work..
what can i do about it?
fight on? work hard?
i missed too much to cont...
am i right again??
someone prove me wrong pls..
i need help..
i need motivation..
i am inspired by the technology..
but IT?
oh please..
im screwed..
no interest.. cant catch the balls..
cant drop?
im dead..
my darling's school is dying too..
i wish i was in her shoes..
to work for her sake..
i can handle hers..
i udnerstand them..
more or less..
but mine..
all too alte for changes..
work double hard to catch up??
im so done for this sem...
all dead..
arhs!!!!
never should i have skipped..
but den again..
it was for necessary's sake?
i guess?
more or less?
oh well..
what can i say..
im screwed..
but den again..
maybe i can catch up..
but den again..
i dont even need this diploma..
but den again..
i proved myself wrong again..
but den again..
when have i ever done right..
when...