Accident prone.

alright. sth's up with my com. either its virus infected or just that blogger's messing with me. o, what the heck, it doesnt matter. im in a good mood.

ok. whr do i start. for starters, this is a pure simple recap of what happened in the past say.. 48hours. what simply means. its boring if u dun care.

so, first of, its my 1st monniversary!!!! congrats to myself and my darling vivien. well, had the surprises instored all worked out well. she was dumb enough to er.. not know theres no school? lol. well... its a blessing in disguise, we went pizza hut and off to work she goes and the night plans came through. real romantic day i hope. hehe.

well,.. i must say im just not cut out for the late night. im just say... not used or rather.. complicating things a little too much all the time. but heck, my darling did a splendid job to cool me down and well... fantastic day/night at her place.

went to work just couple of hours ago where an accident happened and everyone started to panic. one of my colleague even cried. everyone was worried and curious and headed out to get a clear view. all but some, including me, just standing there. wondering..

can ever someone be unlucky enough to be called prone to accident and heartaches? well, personally, i think luck has this driving force in it that keeps people believing. luck in some forms of mythology is a god itself. this god, luck plays with the human mind according to the myth and lets in blessings that rips everything away as pleasure of his point.

people were taking down the license number for a chance in luck, the 4D winnings. this led me thinking.. have luck any play in life?

life is just a maze waiting to be unsolved.
- Paul Dickson

well, life is a maze where theres folkroads EVERYWHERE. every decision may lead into a dead end where even turning back may seem too difficult or impossible. thus, does luck aafect the destination? or even, does fate determine your direction? every decision in life brings in the pros and cons. be it simple or tough, life is filled with the multi decision making sessions and it forms a maze where every time u make a decision, you think u get closer to somewhere, but you never know where the road leads. life is unexpected, life is as a maze.

that's why i think time is precious. a long decision may just end u in a place with no return and worse, even losing much. thus, this maze must be known how to solve before trying.

life is experiencing. if you never take the step, you will never move. staying stagnant at the start and when time runs out, theres nth to look back but much to look forward to yet, time robs it all form you.

but on the other hand, if you took the step and ends up in a wrong place, the decision made somewhere somehow went wrong. thus, it puts you in a dilemma or doing or not. but here's the thing. if you never ever try, you will never ever know. besides. being wrong is much better than being lsot. you must know where you are aiming to head rather than be still thinking all the time.

if life was a maze, im sure i will be the one to light up the dark paths towards the destination that lays your dreams, your fantasies and only your joys. i will be the guide that leads you through, i will be the light that shines your path, i will be the maze even, to see that your life goes meaningful and that our love.. it stays marvelous..

relating back to the topic, the accident left me thinking... people's minds are easy to manipulate, where religion comes in to bring hope. even luck, gives hope to people. even in a situation of accidents where people almost dies.

imust say this, luck is nothing in measure to the wraths of nature, time being the key. time can be the healer or destroyer. dont waste time. time is precious. life is fragile. everyone's prone to accidents. be it now, soon or even later, your life is insignificant to many things in life and these may just end your life sooner than you thought. time comes into place as you must treasure and appreciate every moment in life. be it bad or good, it happens for a reason and is part of the maze. take that step and accept everything that comes. ony den can you be clear of your destination. life is fragile. treasure every moemnt and people.

i treasure you.
i love you.
you are my precious.
my dearest one of all,
vivien my love.

of course, not to mention i treasure my dear friends and family too. :)