Lost, forgotten, without rhyme
Longing in my heart and mind
Awakened now, emotions saved
More than love, a promise made
As deepest ocean's brilliant hue
Reflect to heaven dreams of you
Spiraling in winds of time
More than love, I know you're mine
Celestial patterns, you in me
In emptiness I cease to be
Within our hearts a love divine
More than love, our souls align
A labyrinth of Earthly ways
Through infinite remaining days
Whispered dreams, a breath between
More than love, our destiny.
Monday, April 30, 2007
Sunday, April 29, 2007
love
when i fall in love, it would be forever,
without regrets, without remorse, without anything attached.
when i fall in love, it would seems so amusing,
to always be childish, drunk and always be faithful to you.
when i fall in love, it would be perfection,
where sweetness runs deep within, and love flows with it.
when i fall in love, it shall never be broken,
which is bonded by ties so tough and thick, like diamonds.
when i fall in love, our hearts shall be miracles,
when it smiles from within, it mends and bleeds when our hearts meet.
when i fall in love, chemistry will be performed,
of the high voltages striking out from loving eyes met.
when i fall in love, i will know how to say,
the most important things that matters, I love you. Forever and ever.
without regrets, without remorse, without anything attached.
when i fall in love, it would seems so amusing,
to always be childish, drunk and always be faithful to you.
when i fall in love, it would be perfection,
where sweetness runs deep within, and love flows with it.
when i fall in love, it shall never be broken,
which is bonded by ties so tough and thick, like diamonds.
when i fall in love, our hearts shall be miracles,
when it smiles from within, it mends and bleeds when our hearts meet.
when i fall in love, chemistry will be performed,
of the high voltages striking out from loving eyes met.
when i fall in love, i will know how to say,
the most important things that matters, I love you. Forever and ever.
Casanova
promiscuous describe the amourous behaviours of the casanova.
one who's inclined to get in yet, its none or many.
truth distorts itself to wavering lies where mist,
engalfs the very meanings attached within,
dense minds and racing beats boils the burning soul,
true absurdity brings forth the well thought up excuse.
zeal is the affections towards being loved,
open to the paths ahead and choices to make yet,
exhilarating as it gets, much cannot be done in my stake,
exposed are the weaknesses of the casanova where mistakes comes so naturally.
just another dropping of a tesla nuclear bomb,
obviously to destroy everything to mere dust and soil,
yet, the casanova stands still in the shock of the revealing ships,
caught in the act was he in love too deeply in one,
explained he tried but not to himself he could.
again the casanova have dropped into a pit,
really deep dark and in sync with hell of its very favours,
interesting should the casanova think jumping in is,
signs of counter forces to be ignored again as usual,
always being so ahead is the casanova, hasty and speedy.
tales of broken memoires brings back joys and reminiscene,
insights of the once good and beautiful memories,
now it wavers in the thine line of contriceptions,
getting nowhere it has and have been gone.
should the casanova choose to face death,
against the pride and ego it carries with him,
muster every ounce of strength he must to fight it off.
but its seems to him, casanova was not his path, not what he chose, not what he wished, he wished for safety, security, peace and singularity.
vying against the millions of lovebirds,
imperilled by the clipping of above heart bags,
vindicated he must of the burdens within to walk ahead,
into a new realm of much better and needed roads,
entered the casanova have and be renounced as new,
now, the casanova stands as a new being, known as the Kishi,
where kishi was borned a leader and guardian of love, to be the one for the only, the protecter, guardian and lover. Kishi, the man who have his dreams fulfilled, the man who only have one that matters, the one issue and burden he offered to carry, th eone that would take every else aside.
one who's inclined to get in yet, its none or many.
truth distorts itself to wavering lies where mist,
engalfs the very meanings attached within,
dense minds and racing beats boils the burning soul,
true absurdity brings forth the well thought up excuse.
zeal is the affections towards being loved,
open to the paths ahead and choices to make yet,
exhilarating as it gets, much cannot be done in my stake,
exposed are the weaknesses of the casanova where mistakes comes so naturally.
just another dropping of a tesla nuclear bomb,
obviously to destroy everything to mere dust and soil,
yet, the casanova stands still in the shock of the revealing ships,
caught in the act was he in love too deeply in one,
explained he tried but not to himself he could.
again the casanova have dropped into a pit,
really deep dark and in sync with hell of its very favours,
interesting should the casanova think jumping in is,
signs of counter forces to be ignored again as usual,
always being so ahead is the casanova, hasty and speedy.
tales of broken memoires brings back joys and reminiscene,
insights of the once good and beautiful memories,
now it wavers in the thine line of contriceptions,
getting nowhere it has and have been gone.
should the casanova choose to face death,
against the pride and ego it carries with him,
muster every ounce of strength he must to fight it off.
but its seems to him, casanova was not his path, not what he chose, not what he wished, he wished for safety, security, peace and singularity.
vying against the millions of lovebirds,
imperilled by the clipping of above heart bags,
vindicated he must of the burdens within to walk ahead,
into a new realm of much better and needed roads,
entered the casanova have and be renounced as new,
now, the casanova stands as a new being, known as the Kishi,
where kishi was borned a leader and guardian of love, to be the one for the only, the protecter, guardian and lover. Kishi, the man who have his dreams fulfilled, the man who only have one that matters, the one issue and burden he offered to carry, th eone that would take every else aside.
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Be Without You
Chemistry was crazy from the get go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothin' over night
Cause a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase said "We can't see that"
Now top from bottom they see that we did that(Yes)
It's so true that (Yes)
We've been through it(Yes)
We got real sh.. (Yes)
See, baby we've been
Too strong, for too long
And I can't be without you baby
And I'll be waitin' up untill you get home
Cause I can't sleep without you baby
Anybody who's ever loved you knows just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, Nothin' can replace it
Call the radio, If you just can't be without your baby
I got a question for ya
See, I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (No)
Make me cry? (No)
Do somethin' behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I baby, my love is on the up and up(Yes)
I'll be faithful (Yes)
I'm for real (Yes)
And with us you'll always know the deal
We've been
Too strong, for too long
And I can't be without you baby
And I'll be waitin' up untill you get home
Cause I can't sleep without you baby
Anybody who's ever loved you knows just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, Nothin' can replace it
Call the radio, If you just can't be without your baby
See, this is real talk
I'm gon' always stay (No matter what)
Good or bad (Thick and thin)
Right or wrong (All day everyday)
Now, if you're down on love
Or don't believe this aint for you (No this aint for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
Deep down You know that it's true
(Come on, come on, come on)
Well,let me see you
Put your hands up (Hands up)
Fellas tell your ladies she's the one
(Fellas tell your ladies she's the one)
Oh put your hands up (Hands up)
Ladies, let him know he's got your love
Look him right in his eyes and tell him we've been
I wanna be with you
Gotta be with you
Need to be with you
Be Without You -- Mary J Blige
XOXO,
your darling.
Most beautiful
I’d give anything to see the sun set on the horizon,
I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky;
Even a rainbow would make me smile,
And I’d love to swim in crystal clear waters
Of an untouched sea;
Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star,
And try to gaze from afar,
All the diamonds in the night sky;
The mist on the mountains is breathtaking,
As is walking in rainforest;
To see cascading waterfalls I’d do anything for,
As to stand on the highest peak in the world,
And look at the sights below;
I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds,
Across the bluest skies;
I’d do anything to see
All the beautiful things in the world,
Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara,
Like a river twisting through a dusty land,
All the beautiful things in the world
But I also know I am looking at
The world’s most beautiful creation,
Every time you smile,
And every time I look into your eyes,
it's an angel in disguise i stare,
your wonderful eyes, your wonderful smiles,
your long curly hair, your funny laughter and jokes (cold),
you make a new age of beauty, one so much more,
your tickles sets me laguhters, your hands give me support,
your hug gives me courage, you kiss brings me joys,
that's only because you're the wonder of the world,
an 8th in the counting, but there's still a 9th wonder,
that's the wonder of you being mine.
having you beautified my world, having you showed me love.
vivien, my love, my stargirl from above,
sent from god for me to adore, for me to hold,
i will thank god form the bottom of my heart,
that he gave me you, and sent me joys ten fold.
you who can make my heart bleed cause of smiles,
you who can make miracles and fantasies come true,
let me now show you miracles and fantasies,
of how love can be so powerful,
of how love can make one be so drunk,
of how love can make you so deep,
of how love can make us so strong,
of how love can make us beautify,
you who are the most beautiful creation.
you who can touch my heart so easily,
you who loves to tickle me so much,
you who i've barely even met,
you who gave me nothing but peace & smiles,
you who would surely wipe my tears,
you who can support & encourage,
you who simply said, is nearest to perfection.
love is so powerful do you know?
thas cause my love for you runs deep, flows far, flies high.
I love you so darn much darling vivien.... i miss you too much too... be with me forever? stand by me today, tomorrow, till time runs out? be with me at the ends will you? vivien... my most beautiful..
I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky;
Even a rainbow would make me smile,
And I’d love to swim in crystal clear waters
Of an untouched sea;
Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star,
And try to gaze from afar,
All the diamonds in the night sky;
The mist on the mountains is breathtaking,
As is walking in rainforest;
To see cascading waterfalls I’d do anything for,
As to stand on the highest peak in the world,
And look at the sights below;
I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds,
Across the bluest skies;
I’d do anything to see
All the beautiful things in the world,
Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara,
Like a river twisting through a dusty land,
All the beautiful things in the world
But I also know I am looking at
The world’s most beautiful creation,
Every time you smile,
And every time I look into your eyes,
it's an angel in disguise i stare,
your wonderful eyes, your wonderful smiles,
your long curly hair, your funny laughter and jokes (cold),
you make a new age of beauty, one so much more,
your tickles sets me laguhters, your hands give me support,
your hug gives me courage, you kiss brings me joys,
that's only because you're the wonder of the world,
an 8th in the counting, but there's still a 9th wonder,
that's the wonder of you being mine.
having you beautified my world, having you showed me love.
vivien, my love, my stargirl from above,
sent from god for me to adore, for me to hold,
i will thank god form the bottom of my heart,
that he gave me you, and sent me joys ten fold.
you who can make my heart bleed cause of smiles,
you who can make miracles and fantasies come true,
let me now show you miracles and fantasies,
of how love can be so powerful,
of how love can make one be so drunk,
of how love can make you so deep,
of how love can make us so strong,
of how love can make us beautify,
you who are the most beautiful creation.
you who can touch my heart so easily,
you who loves to tickle me so much,
you who i've barely even met,
you who gave me nothing but peace & smiles,
you who would surely wipe my tears,
you who can support & encourage,
you who simply said, is nearest to perfection.
love is so powerful do you know?
thas cause my love for you runs deep, flows far, flies high.
I love you so darn much darling vivien.... i miss you too much too... be with me forever? stand by me today, tomorrow, till time runs out? be with me at the ends will you? vivien... my most beautiful..
Lazy to think of title
say... ruined was planned.
Hmm, what can i say.. plans after plans are ruined by my very smart stargirl.. always foiling my plans but still... it did bring her smiles. :) had some great time today and yesterday (though it was short). 21 days and i didnt see her for only 4 of them. haha. glued we have become.
Though my initial plans weren't carried out.. i sure hope you had fun? love ya lots! really wished for the best night this should become.. hope you enjoyed even though it wasnt as *ahem* black as it should have been. but as u said, it's fine as long as you're with me. hehe. thats sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. anyways, just wanted to say... love came to you again today. :)
Anyways, work ytd was really fun. learnt alot from my colleagues and it seems... NYDC is a much better place to work compared to others.. always better to be facing the crowd and anticipating them. still, service orientated jobs suits me best. wa ha ha! hope zoee's gonna work with me. :(
Well, skipped school again today, had no choice, alarm's shut by my violent tempers of getting woken up by it. guess my phone gotta need shields soon. damn.. my laziness is overtaking me soon, i hate school. oh gosh.. this sucks..
*sigh* here i am, at 1am, blogging... wondering what the other's are doing.. noone's online but my darling talking to me.. is this where my loneliness is seen? friends? i may have alot. but how many are actually true? i doubt myself. i doubt my courage. i doubt my everything,
**HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON!!! 18th BIRTHDAY BITCH! SUCKA!**
Well, i don't have much to blog about.. just wanted to type a huge chunk of stuff out.. thus, here it goes..
Hatred filled the enraging soul of a dying creed.
power was the intended fate and hope it seeks.
nothing seem to matter as long as kishi remains.
to guard protect and endure the concequence.
fight it shall always be doing, fearing nothing at all.
but failure of the king it has brought upon himself.
the princess is dear and safe and saint as intended.
but failed the kingdom kishi have, lost he is now.
nothing should matter as he determined before.
but now he thinks back and notices his mistakes.
without a king and kingdom, what is a knight?
with a princess and love in his life, is that enough?
enough he consoles hismelf, but within, he knows the truth.
but what can he do now? turn back and wail?
will forgivenss wait? or the red eyes or regrets?
will his seeking be cleared or rejected as always?
but then again, why him? he made no faults.
he gave his best as he always had, so why?
why should Kishi be the one that yet again try?
though many have done more and better, kishi remains true to himself.
that's only cause he is clear of his conscious.
how many actually knows about it? how many actually cares?
lonely should kishi be? loves he is at now, but time seems to be torturing.
retribution or fate? luck or destiny? kishi, lost in transition.
i hate myself for being this. i hate myself for failing. i hate myself for not being able to do anymore. i hate myself for making empty promises. i ahte myself for so many things. who can help me at all? this is not me turning desperation, im not having a depression, im not flaring or breaking, the volcano still stays asleep. i just regret. i just hate. i just remorse, i just feed bad. sorry seems to be the hardest word. but love is the only things that consoles me. love seem to still make me think of less. but time is torturing.. retirbution faces me? i hope not.. i seriously hope not.. i hate my past.. i hate my actions.. i hate so many.. but can love still be proper? with so much hatred stored in me.. so much secrets in me.. so much thoughts and opinions.. so much.. so god damn much.. lying on the verge of tears.. why? why am i thinking so much now... blogging nv helps.. it kills...
Stargirl: you make things so much better with you by my side. i need a hug now.. can i? i will never keep anything from you. i will never be bad to you. i promise my love is real and true. i promise my life to keep that promise. you are so much to me. i need you so much. i love you even more. i miss you so damn much again. what can i do? what can i do? vien.. can u show me eternity?.... im feeling so lost.. i wish you are here now.. i wish to tell u all..
Hmm, what can i say.. plans after plans are ruined by my very smart stargirl.. always foiling my plans but still... it did bring her smiles. :) had some great time today and yesterday (though it was short). 21 days and i didnt see her for only 4 of them. haha. glued we have become.
Though my initial plans weren't carried out.. i sure hope you had fun? love ya lots! really wished for the best night this should become.. hope you enjoyed even though it wasnt as *ahem* black as it should have been. but as u said, it's fine as long as you're with me. hehe. thats sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. anyways, just wanted to say... love came to you again today. :)
Anyways, work ytd was really fun. learnt alot from my colleagues and it seems... NYDC is a much better place to work compared to others.. always better to be facing the crowd and anticipating them. still, service orientated jobs suits me best. wa ha ha! hope zoee's gonna work with me. :(
Well, skipped school again today, had no choice, alarm's shut by my violent tempers of getting woken up by it. guess my phone gotta need shields soon. damn.. my laziness is overtaking me soon, i hate school. oh gosh.. this sucks..
*sigh* here i am, at 1am, blogging... wondering what the other's are doing.. noone's online but my darling talking to me.. is this where my loneliness is seen? friends? i may have alot. but how many are actually true? i doubt myself. i doubt my courage. i doubt my everything,
**HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON!!! 18th BIRTHDAY BITCH! SUCKA!**
Well, i don't have much to blog about.. just wanted to type a huge chunk of stuff out.. thus, here it goes..
Hatred filled the enraging soul of a dying creed.
power was the intended fate and hope it seeks.
nothing seem to matter as long as kishi remains.
to guard protect and endure the concequence.
fight it shall always be doing, fearing nothing at all.
but failure of the king it has brought upon himself.
the princess is dear and safe and saint as intended.
but failed the kingdom kishi have, lost he is now.
nothing should matter as he determined before.
but now he thinks back and notices his mistakes.
without a king and kingdom, what is a knight?
with a princess and love in his life, is that enough?
enough he consoles hismelf, but within, he knows the truth.
but what can he do now? turn back and wail?
will forgivenss wait? or the red eyes or regrets?
will his seeking be cleared or rejected as always?
but then again, why him? he made no faults.
he gave his best as he always had, so why?
why should Kishi be the one that yet again try?
though many have done more and better, kishi remains true to himself.
that's only cause he is clear of his conscious.
how many actually knows about it? how many actually cares?
lonely should kishi be? loves he is at now, but time seems to be torturing.
retribution or fate? luck or destiny? kishi, lost in transition.
i hate myself for being this. i hate myself for failing. i hate myself for not being able to do anymore. i hate myself for making empty promises. i ahte myself for so many things. who can help me at all? this is not me turning desperation, im not having a depression, im not flaring or breaking, the volcano still stays asleep. i just regret. i just hate. i just remorse, i just feed bad. sorry seems to be the hardest word. but love is the only things that consoles me. love seem to still make me think of less. but time is torturing.. retirbution faces me? i hope not.. i seriously hope not.. i hate my past.. i hate my actions.. i hate so many.. but can love still be proper? with so much hatred stored in me.. so much secrets in me.. so much thoughts and opinions.. so much.. so god damn much.. lying on the verge of tears.. why? why am i thinking so much now... blogging nv helps.. it kills...
Stargirl: you make things so much better with you by my side. i need a hug now.. can i? i will never keep anything from you. i will never be bad to you. i promise my love is real and true. i promise my life to keep that promise. you are so much to me. i need you so much. i love you even more. i miss you so damn much again. what can i do? what can i do? vien.. can u show me eternity?.... im feeling so lost.. i wish you are here now.. i wish to tell u all..
The fellowship
The fellowship of once strong bonds and ties,
tested through the flames of time and trust,
should this fellowship fail, gone are the hope and trust along.
The fellowship with what seemed perfect to begin with,
filled within themselves funand joys of happy times,
like summer times in our lives, those were the cocktail hours.
The fellowship trailed at the high courts through time,
one failure after another it starts to crumble,
headed to nowhere the fellowship went, one after another, they slowly left.
The fellowship of once tight and faithful bonds,
failed the test of time and trust,
lost are the ties that's once held dear, lsot are the hope of what's so real.
The fellowship have proven that eternity was fallacy,
that somethings cannot be forced nor wished,
that the act of deity powers or powers from above was mere wishful.
The fellowship now experiences a dying consent,
with more than conflicts and misunderstandings,
it stands in the face of hatred and regrets, consumed by rage and sorrows.
The fellowship that once was so free and genuine,
now turned to just a veritable obselete form of double-dealings,
deceitful, feared and cheated, robbed, pretense and smeared, ruined was the path ahead.
The fellowship now stands before a crossroad in time,
of smitherings and parting ways the light shines bright,
of hardship and forgivenss leads the lonely path dark and empty.
The fellowship of once dear and fun,
now begrime with soils of tears, anguish and remorse,
forgiveness seems so tough, regret seems so easy, failure seems ajust.
The fellowship of broken dreams and hope,
left behind scars of deep hurts and aches,
a repetition of past pains and wounds are all that it have brought upon.
The fellowship now faces a last stand for reconciliation,
but none responded to it's cry for need,
but none have made the effort to heed its call, to try once more to make it work.
It seems the fellowship will be broken.. slowly... painful... it will..
tested through the flames of time and trust,
should this fellowship fail, gone are the hope and trust along.
The fellowship with what seemed perfect to begin with,
filled within themselves funand joys of happy times,
like summer times in our lives, those were the cocktail hours.
The fellowship trailed at the high courts through time,
one failure after another it starts to crumble,
headed to nowhere the fellowship went, one after another, they slowly left.
The fellowship of once tight and faithful bonds,
failed the test of time and trust,
lost are the ties that's once held dear, lsot are the hope of what's so real.
The fellowship have proven that eternity was fallacy,
that somethings cannot be forced nor wished,
that the act of deity powers or powers from above was mere wishful.
The fellowship now experiences a dying consent,
with more than conflicts and misunderstandings,
it stands in the face of hatred and regrets, consumed by rage and sorrows.
The fellowship that once was so free and genuine,
now turned to just a veritable obselete form of double-dealings,
deceitful, feared and cheated, robbed, pretense and smeared, ruined was the path ahead.
The fellowship now stands before a crossroad in time,
of smitherings and parting ways the light shines bright,
of hardship and forgivenss leads the lonely path dark and empty.
The fellowship of once dear and fun,
now begrime with soils of tears, anguish and remorse,
forgiveness seems so tough, regret seems so easy, failure seems ajust.
The fellowship of broken dreams and hope,
left behind scars of deep hurts and aches,
a repetition of past pains and wounds are all that it have brought upon.
The fellowship now faces a last stand for reconciliation,
but none responded to it's cry for need,
but none have made the effort to heed its call, to try once more to make it work.
It seems the fellowship will be broken.. slowly... painful... it will..
Thursday, April 26, 2007
too much.. must.. give..
Too much sweetness inside. must let it out.
My declaration.
My love for you runs deeper than any oceans or seas, it burns higher than any flames could reach, it reaches the ends of the world and stays at there for its the ends that i wish to walk with you to. No mountain can match my heights, no valley can match my depth, no sky can match the vastness of my love that is solely yours.
I wish i can tell u how much you mean to me, to tell you how much i love you. but no words can be used to measure or describe. If only you could hear my heart beat, then maybe you would understand the language of love with which it speaks. If only you could kiss me then maybe you would taste my love for you that's so sweet, and if only you could look into my eyes, the window to my soul, then you would know that this is no lie!
let time be witness and see, that love can be forever and thee. for you my loved one beloved, nothing else should matter and wont. let eternity and forever see, that even though time have been short and smooth has our love been, nothing can come between us, to rob us of what we have. this love is so strong and deep, it makes me melt each time i see u, it makes me melt each time im near.
Your soft lips touches me, you warm embraces and hands. it makes me feel so lifted, up into the skies. but bring me down u wont. for i trust that you will keep my love, heart and mind. it will stay in you and yours in mine, that i will protect you forever. this is my love declaration..
Forever is how long i love you..
Always is how much i shall care..
Eternity is how long our love will last..
The ends of time is where we will go..
this is not a destinated journey..
this is a journey of time, with only u & me in time to pass,
that is my love declaration.
i will spend my time missing you, loving you and wanting you..
i will spend my life guiding you, protecting you and hugging you..
i will spend my everything to make you smile and laugh..
i will use my everything just to be by your side..
hear my heart say this lovebeat..
hear my mind think of you..
hear my words saying how much i wanna be your future..
hear my words saying how much i wanna be your present..
see my present fulfilling your fantasies..
see my future walking down the church with bells in marriage..
see our past filled with sweet memories together..
see our time pass under the gazing sky and stars..
see ourselves grow old together..
yet our love shall still stay forever...
thats how long and how far i've thought..
love started when i've found you..
My declaration.
My love for you runs deeper than any oceans or seas, it burns higher than any flames could reach, it reaches the ends of the world and stays at there for its the ends that i wish to walk with you to. No mountain can match my heights, no valley can match my depth, no sky can match the vastness of my love that is solely yours.
I wish i can tell u how much you mean to me, to tell you how much i love you. but no words can be used to measure or describe. If only you could hear my heart beat, then maybe you would understand the language of love with which it speaks. If only you could kiss me then maybe you would taste my love for you that's so sweet, and if only you could look into my eyes, the window to my soul, then you would know that this is no lie!
let time be witness and see, that love can be forever and thee. for you my loved one beloved, nothing else should matter and wont. let eternity and forever see, that even though time have been short and smooth has our love been, nothing can come between us, to rob us of what we have. this love is so strong and deep, it makes me melt each time i see u, it makes me melt each time im near.
Your soft lips touches me, you warm embraces and hands. it makes me feel so lifted, up into the skies. but bring me down u wont. for i trust that you will keep my love, heart and mind. it will stay in you and yours in mine, that i will protect you forever. this is my love declaration..
Forever is how long i love you..
Always is how much i shall care..
Eternity is how long our love will last..
The ends of time is where we will go..
this is not a destinated journey..
this is a journey of time, with only u & me in time to pass,
that is my love declaration.
i will spend my time missing you, loving you and wanting you..
i will spend my life guiding you, protecting you and hugging you..
i will spend my everything to make you smile and laugh..
i will use my everything just to be by your side..
hear my heart say this lovebeat..
hear my mind think of you..
hear my words saying how much i wanna be your future..
hear my words saying how much i wanna be your present..
see my present fulfilling your fantasies..
see my future walking down the church with bells in marriage..
see our past filled with sweet memories together..
see our time pass under the gazing sky and stars..
see ourselves grow old together..
yet our love shall still stay forever...
thats how long and how far i've thought..
love started when i've found you..
Shakespear
Is thine own heart to thine own face affected?
Can thy right hand seize love upon thy left?
Then woo thyself, be of thyself rejected,
Steal thine own freedom and complain on theft.
Narcissus so himself himself forsook,
And died to kiss his shadow in the brook.
Torches are made to light, jewels to wear,
Dainties to taste, fresh beauty for the use,
Herbs for their smell, and sappy plants to bear:
Things growing to themselves are growth's abuse:
Seeds spring from seeds and beauty breedeth beauty;
Thou wast begot; to get it is thy duty.
Shakespear's poetry never fails to astonish me. it never fails to get my thinking cap on.
Your beauty if all i covet. Your smile is all begot. Your everything torches my life up to light like jewels. i love u. :)
Can thy right hand seize love upon thy left?
Then woo thyself, be of thyself rejected,
Steal thine own freedom and complain on theft.
Narcissus so himself himself forsook,
And died to kiss his shadow in the brook.
Torches are made to light, jewels to wear,
Dainties to taste, fresh beauty for the use,
Herbs for their smell, and sappy plants to bear:
Things growing to themselves are growth's abuse:
Seeds spring from seeds and beauty breedeth beauty;
Thou wast begot; to get it is thy duty.
Shakespear's poetry never fails to astonish me. it never fails to get my thinking cap on.
Your beauty if all i covet. Your smile is all begot. Your everything torches my life up to light like jewels. i love u. :)
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
senseless thoughts
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light.
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold
On to a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
and I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
good or bad? just a mindless soul speaking while alone at this place. noone should hear this thoughts of me. noone should know how i feel. yet i feel so in need. so in need to tell somebody. i need aid and help. strong as i may be, but weak i actually am. i told u those matters thats bothering. yet, it seems like much more den what ive said. isit just a plain simple matter that can be handled and solved? i hardly doubt it. theres uch more behind the scenes thatn it is. let alone those matters within thats yet to be said. i wanna tell u all now. it soothes me to let u know. running is not what im good at. all these thoughts, it bothers. all these thoughts it kills. it worries me so much about so many. yet why do i still addd burdens? i've failed many because of my dying need for love. i've failed many because of my selfish behaviors to be the one. i've failed and failed yet i keep trying. what is the gist of it? as a nike shirt said, 'Why wait? Just f***ing do it!' its a conviction to be what i am. its a prove and evident that it is the better side. yet the other is tearing its way up. i run. run too often and fast. but no longer i should anymore. friends, family, self and most of all. you..why am i still worrying so much. u have showed me much much more than i thought we could. but still.. the pessimism lingers. im so sorry. its me. my mind swings from ends to ends. too many considerations i have thought about. i just cant stop. im so sorry. its just the times of solitude that makes my mind race. i mean all i said. but im afraid it fires back. everything ive said so far i mean them. i wish to walk the ends with you. but my past is much more than revealed. it wills surely and definitely come back and bite. im fearful now. the fear of losing you. the fear of the enveloping darkness. the fear thats undying in me. fear? its a stepping stone. but can i make that step? i know u will help me with it. i know i should. i know i can. just a mindless ousl speaking its mindles thoughts. i love u so much. my darling vivien.
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light.
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold
On to a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
and I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
good or bad? just a mindless soul speaking while alone at this place. noone should hear this thoughts of me. noone should know how i feel. yet i feel so in need. so in need to tell somebody. i need aid and help. strong as i may be, but weak i actually am. i told u those matters thats bothering. yet, it seems like much more den what ive said. isit just a plain simple matter that can be handled and solved? i hardly doubt it. theres uch more behind the scenes thatn it is. let alone those matters within thats yet to be said. i wanna tell u all now. it soothes me to let u know. running is not what im good at. all these thoughts, it bothers. all these thoughts it kills. it worries me so much about so many. yet why do i still addd burdens? i've failed many because of my dying need for love. i've failed many because of my selfish behaviors to be the one. i've failed and failed yet i keep trying. what is the gist of it? as a nike shirt said, 'Why wait? Just f***ing do it!' its a conviction to be what i am. its a prove and evident that it is the better side. yet the other is tearing its way up. i run. run too often and fast. but no longer i should anymore. friends, family, self and most of all. you..why am i still worrying so much. u have showed me much much more than i thought we could. but still.. the pessimism lingers. im so sorry. its me. my mind swings from ends to ends. too many considerations i have thought about. i just cant stop. im so sorry. its just the times of solitude that makes my mind race. i mean all i said. but im afraid it fires back. everything ive said so far i mean them. i wish to walk the ends with you. but my past is much more than revealed. it wills surely and definitely come back and bite. im fearful now. the fear of losing you. the fear of the enveloping darkness. the fear thats undying in me. fear? its a stepping stone. but can i make that step? i know u will help me with it. i know i should. i know i can. just a mindless ousl speaking its mindles thoughts. i love u so much. my darling vivien.
love 101
What is love?
Love is not knowing how or why,
And not caring for that matter.
Love is spending time with you,
Even if only briefly.
Love is caring,
Like no one else matters but you.
Love is wanting,
Your lips to touch mine.
Love is hoping,
For you to go out with me.
Love is doin' anything,
Just for you.
I love you,
With all my heart.
Cause loving you is..
always Looking for perfection with you, wishing and yearning for more and more just to be with you..
having you as the Only one that matters and being the only one in my heart, for now, for later, for years to come.
the Visions of your loved magnifested through time, living in a house of love, being so deep in love.
Everything, Everywhere and Everyday spending tears, joy and excitement just knowing u're here..
Love? its where you & i are together.
just a way of describing me & you.
I love you.. thats what's my life is all about. loving you. always. :)
Love is not knowing how or why,
And not caring for that matter.
Love is spending time with you,
Even if only briefly.
Love is caring,
Like no one else matters but you.
Love is wanting,
Your lips to touch mine.
Love is hoping,
For you to go out with me.
Love is doin' anything,
Just for you.
I love you,
With all my heart.
Cause loving you is..
always Looking for perfection with you, wishing and yearning for more and more just to be with you..
having you as the Only one that matters and being the only one in my heart, for now, for later, for years to come.
the Visions of your loved magnifested through time, living in a house of love, being so deep in love.
Everything, Everywhere and Everyday spending tears, joy and excitement just knowing u're here..
Love? its where you & i are together.
just a way of describing me & you.
I love you.. thats what's my life is all about. loving you. always. :)
100th post, 14th date, 19days
hmm. haha. was thinking thinking about it and thus the title. :)
Had a great day ytd.. lesson was simple and had a great time with my team. forgot hows lunch and they day was fine. went to joyce's class after school and played some games that made sean uber high? haha.
*why am i blogging this way of a sudden? heck. must be the mood. still nostalgic to the past? still happy over the night? haha.**
Ok. back to the day..
So, after that, went to meet my darling at cwp.. had some pastamania.. went to courts and did some stupid shit. thought i was careful enough but NO! haha. must be the low IQ at fault. i got the wrong thing and had to run back to change. O well.. went on to suntec to eat some yogurt and decided to crash at darling's place.
damn. how sweet can someone get.. hmm. totally not expecting it but... THANKS DARLING!
Ok. now back to the original version of my form of blogging.
the reminiscene of past brings back tears,
the lost of hope and regrets adds to them,
what's left behind these mindless actions are just more hurts and pains..
the ripping of ties and bonds seems so tempting to those who chooses to run..
the ritting truth behind these actions are hidden within..
brave are those who knows when to fight..
be assured that he who runs comes back..
fight back.. resist... attack... i have nothing left behind but the casanova's unwillingness.
much to exclaim but little to result..
now here is the reminiscene..
one that only brings tears and pains..
Lo & behold thy lovy ones.
Heed forth thy cry of dreams.
bring forth the spur of wisdom.
feel fead thy love for you.
yet another cry for a declaration.
This is my love declaration for you.
my stargirl, AISHITERU!
You're Everything to me.
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
Everywhere - Michelle Branch
Had a great day ytd.. lesson was simple and had a great time with my team. forgot hows lunch and they day was fine. went to joyce's class after school and played some games that made sean uber high? haha.
*why am i blogging this way of a sudden? heck. must be the mood. still nostalgic to the past? still happy over the night? haha.**
Ok. back to the day..
So, after that, went to meet my darling at cwp.. had some pastamania.. went to courts and did some stupid shit. thought i was careful enough but NO! haha. must be the low IQ at fault. i got the wrong thing and had to run back to change. O well.. went on to suntec to eat some yogurt and decided to crash at darling's place.
damn. how sweet can someone get.. hmm. totally not expecting it but... THANKS DARLING!
Ok. now back to the original version of my form of blogging.
the reminiscene of past brings back tears,
the lost of hope and regrets adds to them,
what's left behind these mindless actions are just more hurts and pains..
the ripping of ties and bonds seems so tempting to those who chooses to run..
the ritting truth behind these actions are hidden within..
brave are those who knows when to fight..
be assured that he who runs comes back..
fight back.. resist... attack... i have nothing left behind but the casanova's unwillingness.
much to exclaim but little to result..
now here is the reminiscene..
one that only brings tears and pains..
Lo & behold thy lovy ones.
Heed forth thy cry of dreams.
bring forth the spur of wisdom.
feel fead thy love for you.
yet another cry for a declaration.
This is my love declaration for you.
my stargirl, AISHITERU!
You're Everything to me.
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
Everywhere - Michelle Branch
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
the fallen angel
clipped wings, chipped nails, broken bones, bleeding wounds.
the angel has been shot down to the ground.
the torment of the physical hurts seem to be nothing compared to the breaking of the emotional self.
the angel's hurt by his failure, hurt by the lost of love.
the angel's now down on earth.
lost all interest and hope, lost all motivation and life.
this is the fallen angel now
hatred and sorrow, bitter and hurt.
the fallen angel now turns to hell.
But a glimpse of hope appeared,
a light on earth brings him alive.
a second chance to love again,
a second life for the angel.
now the angel stays on earth,
with much to look forward to,
the fallen angel's mortal.
but it doesnt matter anymore.
he's found more.
u've brought light to my life.
u've brought salvation to me.
u've brighten my dark world.
u've send me much more than u expected.
im so in love now.
do u know that?
u've been more than anything else already,
u've done much more than what it seems.
u make my life lifted again.
Aishiteru.
our life's collided. our fate's interlinked. our love's magnificent. this is all that i've wished for. you gave them all to me. u know that? i love u so much more than i show. i wont fear heartache for i know heartaches not gonna happen. this is not sth to end, this is sth that starts. hope u see this. i wish to tell u so much. i wish to let u know so much. but let time slowly bring us along.. along this river of love.. my heart smiles sweetly thinking of u. im missing you so much now. do u? :)
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide.
-collide by howie day.
the angel has been shot down to the ground.
the torment of the physical hurts seem to be nothing compared to the breaking of the emotional self.
the angel's hurt by his failure, hurt by the lost of love.
the angel's now down on earth.
lost all interest and hope, lost all motivation and life.
this is the fallen angel now
hatred and sorrow, bitter and hurt.
the fallen angel now turns to hell.
But a glimpse of hope appeared,
a light on earth brings him alive.
a second chance to love again,
a second life for the angel.
now the angel stays on earth,
with much to look forward to,
the fallen angel's mortal.
but it doesnt matter anymore.
he's found more.
u've brought light to my life.
u've brought salvation to me.
u've brighten my dark world.
u've send me much more than u expected.
im so in love now.
do u know that?
u've been more than anything else already,
u've done much more than what it seems.
u make my life lifted again.
Aishiteru.
our life's collided. our fate's interlinked. our love's magnificent. this is all that i've wished for. you gave them all to me. u know that? i love u so much more than i show. i wont fear heartache for i know heartaches not gonna happen. this is not sth to end, this is sth that starts. hope u see this. i wish to tell u so much. i wish to let u know so much. but let time slowly bring us along.. along this river of love.. my heart smiles sweetly thinking of u. im missing you so much now. do u? :)
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide.
-collide by howie day.
-----
I would fly to the moon and back if
Youll be
If youll be my baby
Got a ticket for a world where we
Belong
So would you be my baby?
-to the moon & back by savage garden
*i would fly to the moon and back,
to bring you to the stars and see the angels above.
Bored in school, finished work dead early. had a rough night. too many shits to take. too many regrets in life. too much to handle and take. too long have sufferrings been a fren of mine. taking a break seems to have been the wrong option. some things are better not to have stopped or rested. some things are jsut better to just bear and move on. guess im not as gd a fren as i thought i was. if you were reading now.. would u know how impt a fren u've been to me? the clique's in a mess, the game's been played far too quick. true friends are those who matters and comes when in need. can i dare say i am if i havent? guess it's just time that's left to judge. seems as in time has been much more a torture than restoration process. 5 years of friendship going 6. though many things happen between, we finally found friends that stays. a group of fun people, basketball days, jamming days, prata days, school days. those were the nolstagic times. a reminiscene of the past is always a bad thing for me now. it just proves my conclusion right. i dont want to be right anymore. someone prove me wrong please. the damnation of failing, the suffering of mishap. what more can be thrown into this pit that's about to break. the brim of eruption seems near. the drawing of the explosion is one not worth mentioning. take it or leave it? i choose to fight for it. we've done more den enough to prove to urselves our friendship is strong. but the deadly times of conflicts and misunderstandings seem to shade what we once had. im sorry i disappointed u. again and again i know i have. im too ashamed to admit my fault. but to u.. it seems it's worth throwing it down. im sorry i didnt put enough effort. im sorry i didnt fulfil my words. im sorry i hurt u again and again. im sorry for being selfish. im sorry for all the harsh times we had. im sorry.u are still an impt fren to me. someone so dear and close. i wont choose to lose this no matter what. give time and past sake another chance will u? though love's knocking on me. friendship is what brings joy to me. i need thejoys we had. i need your friendship. im sorry.
through the ranting i had ytd, i thought of sth, is love selfish or selfless? a love to give is selfless. a love that's received is selfish. who agrees to this. i've been selfless. all you have been is selfish. who gives u a right to stab. i've done so much but u never appreciated them. i've held so dear to this r/s and never once blamed u for it. but u chose to end it this way. maybe i dont have to right to comment as well. i gave u shit too. but compare my 1! shit to ur ENDLESS shit u threw at me. mine i dare say is much simple. u r just a complicated past of heartaches and hypocritism. i'm sick of it. hate me if u must. u've failed. i've failed. this frienship is not even worth reconciliation. too many dark secrets we both share. i've done in your steed too many times, u never took note, u never appreciated, u never see. why? u chose to give the credits to someone else. u chose to overlook my presence. but im all over it now. i meant all i said. u still are an impt part of my life. but u chose to make it a black spot. the angels of colour here now turns red & black. the colours of hell and satan just took him. an impt fren? u never did anything to keep this frenship. NEVER. dont blame me for this. u had perfection laid before you. u chose to dump it. call me hypocritcal. call me a bastard. name and label me anything. nth matters to u anyways. it never had.
Im in school, missing you. guess the rain does affect my mood. hmm. o well. hope seeing u later lifts me up. im sure it will. :)
Youll be
If youll be my baby
Got a ticket for a world where we
Belong
So would you be my baby?
-to the moon & back by savage garden
*i would fly to the moon and back,
to bring you to the stars and see the angels above.
Bored in school, finished work dead early. had a rough night. too many shits to take. too many regrets in life. too much to handle and take. too long have sufferrings been a fren of mine. taking a break seems to have been the wrong option. some things are better not to have stopped or rested. some things are jsut better to just bear and move on. guess im not as gd a fren as i thought i was. if you were reading now.. would u know how impt a fren u've been to me? the clique's in a mess, the game's been played far too quick. true friends are those who matters and comes when in need. can i dare say i am if i havent? guess it's just time that's left to judge. seems as in time has been much more a torture than restoration process. 5 years of friendship going 6. though many things happen between, we finally found friends that stays. a group of fun people, basketball days, jamming days, prata days, school days. those were the nolstagic times. a reminiscene of the past is always a bad thing for me now. it just proves my conclusion right. i dont want to be right anymore. someone prove me wrong please. the damnation of failing, the suffering of mishap. what more can be thrown into this pit that's about to break. the brim of eruption seems near. the drawing of the explosion is one not worth mentioning. take it or leave it? i choose to fight for it. we've done more den enough to prove to urselves our friendship is strong. but the deadly times of conflicts and misunderstandings seem to shade what we once had. im sorry i disappointed u. again and again i know i have. im too ashamed to admit my fault. but to u.. it seems it's worth throwing it down. im sorry i didnt put enough effort. im sorry i didnt fulfil my words. im sorry i hurt u again and again. im sorry for being selfish. im sorry for all the harsh times we had. im sorry.u are still an impt fren to me. someone so dear and close. i wont choose to lose this no matter what. give time and past sake another chance will u? though love's knocking on me. friendship is what brings joy to me. i need thejoys we had. i need your friendship. im sorry.
through the ranting i had ytd, i thought of sth, is love selfish or selfless? a love to give is selfless. a love that's received is selfish. who agrees to this. i've been selfless. all you have been is selfish. who gives u a right to stab. i've done so much but u never appreciated them. i've held so dear to this r/s and never once blamed u for it. but u chose to end it this way. maybe i dont have to right to comment as well. i gave u shit too. but compare my 1! shit to ur ENDLESS shit u threw at me. mine i dare say is much simple. u r just a complicated past of heartaches and hypocritism. i'm sick of it. hate me if u must. u've failed. i've failed. this frienship is not even worth reconciliation. too many dark secrets we both share. i've done in your steed too many times, u never took note, u never appreciated, u never see. why? u chose to give the credits to someone else. u chose to overlook my presence. but im all over it now. i meant all i said. u still are an impt part of my life. but u chose to make it a black spot. the angels of colour here now turns red & black. the colours of hell and satan just took him. an impt fren? u never did anything to keep this frenship. NEVER. dont blame me for this. u had perfection laid before you. u chose to dump it. call me hypocritcal. call me a bastard. name and label me anything. nth matters to u anyways. it never had.
Im in school, missing you. guess the rain does affect my mood. hmm. o well. hope seeing u later lifts me up. im sure it will. :)
Monday, April 23, 2007
2) Mushy
I need no miracles in life for i've found one.
whoever said what comes around goes around must definitely not be mentioning love. it would only seem like i found the miracle that i've been hoping for so long. regardless of the troubles, hardship or any shit thats to come with it, it fine for you are the one i love now. :)
i regret many things in my life,
but i still wouldnt change anything if given a chance,
because every regret and choices has been a step on this long journey
that finally took me to you.
that's the greatest work of fate and miracle that happened to me.
you are the gift of heavens that's brought to me. :)
Random thought:
discipline is the painful adversary to grow through troubled times.
with dreams comes discipline that leads to success.
it comes with great responsibilities and sacrifice,
but for the better of dreams and visions,
any setbacks can be rebounded.
**let the peaceful stream of love continue flowing with the great future ahead.**
whoever said what comes around goes around must definitely not be mentioning love. it would only seem like i found the miracle that i've been hoping for so long. regardless of the troubles, hardship or any shit thats to come with it, it fine for you are the one i love now. :)
i regret many things in my life,
but i still wouldnt change anything if given a chance,
because every regret and choices has been a step on this long journey
that finally took me to you.
that's the greatest work of fate and miracle that happened to me.
you are the gift of heavens that's brought to me. :)
Random thought:
discipline is the painful adversary to grow through troubled times.
with dreams comes discipline that leads to success.
it comes with great responsibilities and sacrifice,
but for the better of dreams and visions,
any setbacks can be rebounded.
**let the peaceful stream of love continue flowing with the great future ahead.**
Smileys ((((((((((((:
你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望了
知道今世我们相隔着一个街角
这么久了还是可以看到
感觉的到你对我的重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
沉默久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀依然让我靠
-
you are a gift from heaven,
someone that i'll cherish forever.
(:
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望了
知道今世我们相隔着一个街角
这么久了还是可以看到
感觉的到你对我的重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
沉默久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀依然让我靠
-
you are a gift from heaven,
someone that i'll cherish forever.
(:
What if...
What if i wrote your name in the sky? wind would blow it away.
What if i wrote you name in the sea? waves will wash it away.
Luckily, i engraved your name and kept it in my heart. Nothing can take that away.
What if i were a tear in your eyes? i would roll down to your lips.
What if u were a tear in my eye? i would never cry for the fear of losing you.
if a kiss is a raindrop, i will send showers to you
if a hug is a second, i will send you eternity
if a smile was water, im willing to use the sea for you
but what if love was a person?
i would send you me.
what if love is a disease? i think i will be so sick. for im so in love with you.
what if i die early? i would ask god to let me be your angel, so i can wrap my arms around you for eternity.
if you're asking if u hurt me, the answer is never!
if you're asking how much i love you, the answer is forever!
if you're asking if i want you, the answer if definitely!
if you're asking what i value the most, the answer would be you!
if someone were to ask me to measure my love to you, i would send him to the heavens and back down to hell, bring him around the globe a million times and finally shoot him to pluto and back to earth. for my love for you is that amazing that not a measurement on earth can be used.
But what if i said i miss you and love you so much... would u say it too? :P
**i will be the angel that will forever be by your side, to guide, to protect, to adore, to be eternally yours. i wish for so much to be done with you, i wish to say so much to you, but let time be witness to our love that will never be gone. this angel will stay here on earth, to be the living dream and fantasy, to let you dare to wish and hope, to let you not fear life or anything at all. for anything is possible, with love as deep as ours. let this angel stay in your heart, never let it go.**
to my sweetest, dearest darling, vien. Aishiteru!
What if i wrote you name in the sea? waves will wash it away.
Luckily, i engraved your name and kept it in my heart. Nothing can take that away.
What if i were a tear in your eyes? i would roll down to your lips.
What if u were a tear in my eye? i would never cry for the fear of losing you.
if a kiss is a raindrop, i will send showers to you
if a hug is a second, i will send you eternity
if a smile was water, im willing to use the sea for you
but what if love was a person?
i would send you me.
what if love is a disease? i think i will be so sick. for im so in love with you.
what if i die early? i would ask god to let me be your angel, so i can wrap my arms around you for eternity.
if you're asking if u hurt me, the answer is never!
if you're asking how much i love you, the answer is forever!
if you're asking if i want you, the answer if definitely!
if you're asking what i value the most, the answer would be you!
if someone were to ask me to measure my love to you, i would send him to the heavens and back down to hell, bring him around the globe a million times and finally shoot him to pluto and back to earth. for my love for you is that amazing that not a measurement on earth can be used.
But what if i said i miss you and love you so much... would u say it too? :P
**i will be the angel that will forever be by your side, to guide, to protect, to adore, to be eternally yours. i wish for so much to be done with you, i wish to say so much to you, but let time be witness to our love that will never be gone. this angel will stay here on earth, to be the living dream and fantasy, to let you dare to wish and hope, to let you not fear life or anything at all. for anything is possible, with love as deep as ours. let this angel stay in your heart, never let it go.**
to my sweetest, dearest darling, vien. Aishiteru!
Our Shared Dreams
The grey began to fade,
As the colours filled the sky,
The chill began to warm,
As the sun began to rise.
A lost girl found direction,
As the eastern orb rose high,
The dark sky turned to blue,
Like the stars shining in the sky.
Dark turned to light,
Grey turned to blue,
Lost became found,
That's when I met you.
Fate becomes clear,
Life burns like fire,
With you and me together,
That's where love be in favour.
Let this love blossom, let this love bloom,
let this love take flight, towards a far long journey,
a journey for a distant land, a journey to a special place,
a place meant only for us, the place where stars shine bright,
a place where love magnifests, the place we call home.
with chimneys of love flying out, with dogs running wild,
so free in summer times, cuddled in winter nights,
with mails from faraway friends, and a yard for breeding our own,
with a house built by ourselves, where everything's to our wants,
a place where all is possible, a place we can call home.
This is where we shall stay, this is where this love will....
forever be 52051814112.
As the colours filled the sky,
The chill began to warm,
As the sun began to rise.
A lost girl found direction,
As the eastern orb rose high,
The dark sky turned to blue,
Like the stars shining in the sky.
Dark turned to light,
Grey turned to blue,
Lost became found,
That's when I met you.
Fate becomes clear,
Life burns like fire,
With you and me together,
That's where love be in favour.
Let this love blossom, let this love bloom,
let this love take flight, towards a far long journey,
a journey for a distant land, a journey to a special place,
a place meant only for us, the place where stars shine bright,
a place where love magnifests, the place we call home.
with chimneys of love flying out, with dogs running wild,
so free in summer times, cuddled in winter nights,
with mails from faraway friends, and a yard for breeding our own,
with a house built by ourselves, where everything's to our wants,
a place where all is possible, a place we can call home.
This is where we shall stay, this is where this love will....
forever be 52051814112.
Bored
So many ways to say, "I love you",
never enough to say how much.
So many things to say to you,
never enough time to start.
So many things i wanna do with you,
never had time stopped for all.
So many things i hope for us,
never the time to past soon enough.
So many, so much i wish for you,
for now it's kept in me. :)
Yet again boring day of programming.
Rain's coming,
mood's turning,
fantasizing,
missing you here.
never enough to say how much.
So many things to say to you,
never enough time to start.
So many things i wanna do with you,
never had time stopped for all.
So many things i hope for us,
never the time to past soon enough.
So many, so much i wish for you,
for now it's kept in me. :)
Yet again boring day of programming.
Rain's coming,
mood's turning,
fantasizing,
missing you here.
Undefined
Anger is natural. Grief is appropriate. Healing is mandatory. Restoration is possible.
Life's unexpectancy is as vast of possibilities as the sky and sea combined.
You never know what's coming.
Thus, is predictions and thinking of what's to expect a mistake?
maybe not too much but.. isnt it always good to be prepared?
O well, life's only constant is changes. I just have to see how it comes and wish for the best?
What's to come will come as naturally,
what's to receive and happen will come as it comes.
But its the healing process and restoration that matters.
I believe in the best.
the stars above, with the girl in my arms. My stargirl.
Life's unexpectancy is as vast of possibilities as the sky and sea combined.
You never know what's coming.
Thus, is predictions and thinking of what's to expect a mistake?
maybe not too much but.. isnt it always good to be prepared?
O well, life's only constant is changes. I just have to see how it comes and wish for the best?
What's to come will come as naturally,
what's to receive and happen will come as it comes.
But its the healing process and restoration that matters.
I believe in the best.
the stars above, with the girl in my arms. My stargirl.
Famous last words - MCR
Now I know,
That I can't make you stay.
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your,
And I know.
There's nothing I can say.
To change that part.
To change that part.
To change.
So many, Bright lights they cast a shadow,
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding,
I'm incomplete?
A life that's so demanding,
I get so weak.
A love that's so demanding,
I can't speak.
I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.
Can you see?
My eyes are shining bright,
'Cause I'm out here, on the other side,
Of a jet black hotel mirror,
And I'm so weak.
Is it hard understanding?
I'm incomplete.
A love that's so demanding,
I get weak.
I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.
I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.
These bright lights have always blinded me.
These bright lights have always blinded me.
elusive deceptions blinds me.
a skeptic view causes the atheist in me to overrun.
a dire consequence unneeded nor necessary.
the lingering dreams and hope of visions of future is the solitude path ahead.
lonely is this dying road of hardships.
infinite possibilities of truth and lies.
the cynical self overtakes and pessimism becomes clear.
nostalgic to the times of innocence and simplicity.
now lost with devious pseudoism.
a fogged road of much to confess.
too much for a mind to bear.
finally oblivious to the insights required.
i wish only for thoughts of the best.
you simplify and clear my life.
-a mindful of hideous obstructions to the deep thoughts of Franck Muller, master of complications.
That I can't make you stay.
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your,
And I know.
There's nothing I can say.
To change that part.
To change that part.
To change.
So many, Bright lights they cast a shadow,
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding,
I'm incomplete?
A life that's so demanding,
I get so weak.
A love that's so demanding,
I can't speak.
I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.
Can you see?
My eyes are shining bright,
'Cause I'm out here, on the other side,
Of a jet black hotel mirror,
And I'm so weak.
Is it hard understanding?
I'm incomplete.
A love that's so demanding,
I get weak.
I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.
I am not afraid to keep on living,
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven,
Nothing you can say can stop me going home.
These bright lights have always blinded me.
These bright lights have always blinded me.
elusive deceptions blinds me.
a skeptic view causes the atheist in me to overrun.
a dire consequence unneeded nor necessary.
the lingering dreams and hope of visions of future is the solitude path ahead.
lonely is this dying road of hardships.
infinite possibilities of truth and lies.
the cynical self overtakes and pessimism becomes clear.
nostalgic to the times of innocence and simplicity.
now lost with devious pseudoism.
a fogged road of much to confess.
too much for a mind to bear.
finally oblivious to the insights required.
i wish only for thoughts of the best.
you simplify and clear my life.
-a mindful of hideous obstructions to the deep thoughts of Franck Muller, master of complications.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Tree of knowledge
The tree of knowledge,
so tall and big,
so strong and firm.
It brings shade to the warm bitter weather,
it brings shade to the cold winter nights,
it keeps you safe from the rain and lightning,
it keeps you safe from the torturing cold winds,
it feeds you with it's fruits of knowledge,
it feeds you with it's sap of sweetness,
it stays and keeps your company,
it stays and be your support.
I am the tree of knowledge,
the tree that's strong and firm.
Let not the differences be the point but accept them as the start.
No problem is a problem with a heart to start.
patience may be a virtue, but the act of opportunity is wisdom.
To learn to be satisfied with what is given is a wisdom of content.
I'm satisfied. I'm content, I'm everything that's needed. are you? :)
so tall and big,
so strong and firm.
It brings shade to the warm bitter weather,
it brings shade to the cold winter nights,
it keeps you safe from the rain and lightning,
it keeps you safe from the torturing cold winds,
it feeds you with it's fruits of knowledge,
it feeds you with it's sap of sweetness,
it stays and keeps your company,
it stays and be your support.
I am the tree of knowledge,
the tree that's strong and firm.
Let not the differences be the point but accept them as the start.
No problem is a problem with a heart to start.
patience may be a virtue, but the act of opportunity is wisdom.
To learn to be satisfied with what is given is a wisdom of content.
I'm satisfied. I'm content, I'm everything that's needed. are you? :)
Friday, April 20, 2007
To my Stargirl...
My heart clock beats
24hours a day,
30days a month,
12months a year.
Only to put a smile on my beloved,
To always see her smile and laugh,
Thats my heart's warmest beat.
With the passing time and moments,
my deep felt words comes running out,
like a gentle carress of a smooth gentle touch,
the words comes flowing out,
through the seemingly tough and difficult times,
these are the words that stays faithful,
I will be your cheering apple, to always make you laugh and smile,
for i am your angel, as you are to me as mine.
My darling feeling moody.... this is dedicated to help her find her smiles back. :(
24hours a day,
30days a month,
12months a year.
Only to put a smile on my beloved,
To always see her smile and laugh,
Thats my heart's warmest beat.
With the passing time and moments,
my deep felt words comes running out,
like a gentle carress of a smooth gentle touch,
the words comes flowing out,
through the seemingly tough and difficult times,
these are the words that stays faithful,
I will be your cheering apple, to always make you laugh and smile,
for i am your angel, as you are to me as mine.
My darling feeling moody.... this is dedicated to help her find her smiles back. :(
IQ quiz
Your IQ score is 119!
How clever are you? The average UK Tickle user has an IQ of 119.73!
http://uk.tickle.com/test/iq.html
Please try this test and tag to tell me your results. Wee!
How clever are you? The average UK Tickle user has an IQ of 119.73!
http://uk.tickle.com/test/iq.html
Please try this test and tag to tell me your results. Wee!
Destination
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
and I've been there before
that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love him
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
with no one to share with
no one who truly cares for me.
-Alicia Keys, If i aint got you.
Where is your life taking you? what is your life's motive? What is the aim of your life? Explore and think back for life is a long distance of hope, dreams and vision. Find an aim, learn to live.
Mine, i found my hope, got my dreams, seeking my vision.
It's all about you
It's all about you baby
It's all about you
It's all about you baby.
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
and I've been there before
that life's a bore
So full of the superficial
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah
Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love him
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
with no one to share with
no one who truly cares for me.
-Alicia Keys, If i aint got you.
Where is your life taking you? what is your life's motive? What is the aim of your life? Explore and think back for life is a long distance of hope, dreams and vision. Find an aim, learn to live.
Mine, i found my hope, got my dreams, seeking my vision.
It's all about you
It's all about you baby
It's all about you
It's all about you baby.
Ties
There is no lukewarm love in life. You want it, you do all you want. That's all.
Ever heard of these?
1) it takes 1 muscle to smile but 10muscles to frown, 20+ to cry, 50+ to breakdown.
2) life can be prolonged with smiles, marriage and friendship (scientific proven)
3) sadness and sorrows are the most contagious emotions (scientific proven)
Emo-ness all around brings people down. Talk about being a nice friend and stuff? learn to be stronger. Keyword here is Learn. Not asking you to force it or to act it out but, learn to know things comes and goes and that things happens. Never will there be an endless hardship. The only constant in life is change (proven countless times).
Thus, being here at this stage should have taught you the meaning of life to some degree. Hardships and ties may break and form so easily but still, change is constant. Learn to accept it and endure it.
Words of fame,
Better to teach man to fish den to give them fish.
Even the bravest must learn to flee an unnecessary battle.
Patience is the virtue to sucess.
Power is an undying thirst for vengence.
Friendship is just a way of saying 'I'm In'
Failure is the first step to success.
Remember these quotes and i assure you life is not as bad as it seems For, never say die as with a dying intent and conclusion, what's the point of even living and trying.
*Life is abuot trying and adventure.*
Ever heard of these?
1) it takes 1 muscle to smile but 10muscles to frown, 20+ to cry, 50+ to breakdown.
2) life can be prolonged with smiles, marriage and friendship (scientific proven)
3) sadness and sorrows are the most contagious emotions (scientific proven)
Emo-ness all around brings people down. Talk about being a nice friend and stuff? learn to be stronger. Keyword here is Learn. Not asking you to force it or to act it out but, learn to know things comes and goes and that things happens. Never will there be an endless hardship. The only constant in life is change (proven countless times).
Thus, being here at this stage should have taught you the meaning of life to some degree. Hardships and ties may break and form so easily but still, change is constant. Learn to accept it and endure it.
Words of fame,
Better to teach man to fish den to give them fish.
Even the bravest must learn to flee an unnecessary battle.
Patience is the virtue to sucess.
Power is an undying thirst for vengence.
Friendship is just a way of saying 'I'm In'
Failure is the first step to success.
Remember these quotes and i assure you life is not as bad as it seems For, never say die as with a dying intent and conclusion, what's the point of even living and trying.
*Life is abuot trying and adventure.*
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Sluts
What are sluts?
-People who talks about sex, enjoys sex, ask for casual and free ones, aims for hunks and seduces them for sex, wear mini skirts and flashes in public, enjoys seeing porn and describing it as themselves.
Maybe they arent sluts, maybe they just enjoys sex, or maybe, they should just learn some form of self-respect and pity to themselves. i must say, i pity them quite alot. girls with no self respect. what are they? sluts?
-People who talks about sex, enjoys sex, ask for casual and free ones, aims for hunks and seduces them for sex, wear mini skirts and flashes in public, enjoys seeing porn and describing it as themselves.
Maybe they arent sluts, maybe they just enjoys sex, or maybe, they should just learn some form of self-respect and pity to themselves. i must say, i pity them quite alot. girls with no self respect. what are they? sluts?
Paranoia
Paranoia is an excessive anxiety or fear concerning one's own well-being which is considered irrational and excessive, perhaps to the point of being a psychosis. This typically includes persecutory beliefs concerning a likely threat, or a belief in a conspiracy theory.
The state of disaray revolving around two central elements,
1. The individual thinks that harm is occurring, or is going to occur, to him or her.
2. The individual thinks that the persecutor has the intention to cause harm.
This is a highly exaggerated behavior of delusional belief as the sole or prominent figure of mind games. the point of suspicion and excessive thoughts of threats and fear towards everything and anything around. The doubting of even the closest kin alive.
The mind plays such a sick game to the body where the countless circumstance races. Boggling behaviors and severe headaches starts to occur, violence and anxiety overwhelmes. The power of psychic, the overtaking of the phsyical being.
This is no kid. Paranoia is such distinct advantage over any other forms of expression and emotions. The fear and anxiety that builds simply takes the better of you sending you to a bottomless pit of death and isolation.
I doubt not you but myself in this game, i fear not you but history for a repetition. Paranoia has the better of me now. The sick game of pervertion of mind and corruption to ties fails my intentions of wellness. This is an ill omen of a bright future shattered like dreams of perfection gone as well. This is no entry for the simple and pure. This is the utmost confession of truth of a pyscho mind. The temptation of hell is bitter-sweet savvy.
Is this an act or irrational behaviors? But what is rationality to a mind that's winded up and torn into bits with the countless blows inflicted. Has the massive forces of a combination to love and hate suppress the thought of optimism and hope? Has now, the power to fight back lost to the consumption of time and revenge?
The colour here is.. Yellow.
The state of disaray revolving around two central elements,
1. The individual thinks that harm is occurring, or is going to occur, to him or her.
2. The individual thinks that the persecutor has the intention to cause harm.
This is a highly exaggerated behavior of delusional belief as the sole or prominent figure of mind games. the point of suspicion and excessive thoughts of threats and fear towards everything and anything around. The doubting of even the closest kin alive.
The mind plays such a sick game to the body where the countless circumstance races. Boggling behaviors and severe headaches starts to occur, violence and anxiety overwhelmes. The power of psychic, the overtaking of the phsyical being.
This is no kid. Paranoia is such distinct advantage over any other forms of expression and emotions. The fear and anxiety that builds simply takes the better of you sending you to a bottomless pit of death and isolation.
I doubt not you but myself in this game, i fear not you but history for a repetition. Paranoia has the better of me now. The sick game of pervertion of mind and corruption to ties fails my intentions of wellness. This is an ill omen of a bright future shattered like dreams of perfection gone as well. This is no entry for the simple and pure. This is the utmost confession of truth of a pyscho mind. The temptation of hell is bitter-sweet savvy.
Is this an act or irrational behaviors? But what is rationality to a mind that's winded up and torn into bits with the countless blows inflicted. Has the massive forces of a combination to love and hate suppress the thought of optimism and hope? Has now, the power to fight back lost to the consumption of time and revenge?
The colour here is.. Yellow.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Difference of Men
Some people think men are the top of house like the japs and koreans. But some think people women are the important ones like the romantic french and italians. But what are singaporeans? or rather, much of the left-over men's thoughts?
Food for Thought. What should guys do to get the right girls and what should girls do to get the right guy?
Saw this qns at yahoo answer, and it seems everyone says...
its impossible to find a perfect match and even when you found a perfect man, he is taken or just flirtous.
Well, have it ever occured to you that compaitability doesnt matter and the perfect man is subjective?
People always say how impossible being perfect is, but, perfection is an overly strong word to express a state of wellness. If noone's perfect, whats life for? to aim ordinarily? to be simple and plain? no! because, its perfection everyone seeks and its perfection some may get. Thus, being the perfect person is not as impossible as made out to people who failed to try or understand.
Thus, isit possible to meet the right half? i would say its not as impossible as how other put it to be as well. As said (from my darling's blog) love or any r/s in fact is not where two simlar people get together but two different people get together and learn to accept the differences.
So, meeting the 'Right' one would mean to have accepted the flaws and understood the meaning of tolerence. tolerence may have a limit but with some degree of patience and understanding, no flaws can be as bad as it is. Thus, meeting the right one IS in fact possible.
And being so, i have proved yahoo answers incapable and just another subjective manner of handling the facts and truth.
*i would be your perfect man.*
Food for Thought. What should guys do to get the right girls and what should girls do to get the right guy?
Saw this qns at yahoo answer, and it seems everyone says...
its impossible to find a perfect match and even when you found a perfect man, he is taken or just flirtous.
Well, have it ever occured to you that compaitability doesnt matter and the perfect man is subjective?
People always say how impossible being perfect is, but, perfection is an overly strong word to express a state of wellness. If noone's perfect, whats life for? to aim ordinarily? to be simple and plain? no! because, its perfection everyone seeks and its perfection some may get. Thus, being the perfect person is not as impossible as made out to people who failed to try or understand.
Thus, isit possible to meet the right half? i would say its not as impossible as how other put it to be as well. As said (from my darling's blog) love or any r/s in fact is not where two simlar people get together but two different people get together and learn to accept the differences.
So, meeting the 'Right' one would mean to have accepted the flaws and understood the meaning of tolerence. tolerence may have a limit but with some degree of patience and understanding, no flaws can be as bad as it is. Thus, meeting the right one IS in fact possible.
And being so, i have proved yahoo answers incapable and just another subjective manner of handling the facts and truth.
*i would be your perfect man.*
5 funny jokes?
Me riding a white motorbike.. Hmm....
A meaningful story gone wrong.. Hmm...
I seriously wonder whats so Laugh-able about it. haha. i have a very tickled girl. :)
**any amount of reassuring will be given if u need, any amount of love and sweetness will be given if u wish, any amount of me will be yours if u just say it. my heart is all lost for you.**
Anyways, just really bored. Off to meet the peeps at newton circle now. Ciao~
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its me!
i shall help him continue his 3rd,4th & 5th joke.
- well, the pig he drew was god-damn retarded & funny =x nxt time if i can i'll scan it & put it up for better purposes! LOL~
- hv u ever seen some guy who are 2times more scared of tickles compared to girls? *ahem* he's paranoid till almost wanna run away from me.
- smt wrong w his hearing + the new word i've invented "laugh-able". whats so funny about this word "laughable".. well, i got no idea, its because everytime i kept mentioning that "im not a cheerful girl, im just laughable." then he started to laugh, & thus mking me laugh. *shakes head*
joyce, zoee, sean & whoever reading this, BULLY HIM MORE OKIE!
i'll raise both hands to support! wahaha =p
your love,
me (:
A meaningful story gone wrong.. Hmm...
I seriously wonder whats so Laugh-able about it. haha. i have a very tickled girl. :)
**any amount of reassuring will be given if u need, any amount of love and sweetness will be given if u wish, any amount of me will be yours if u just say it. my heart is all lost for you.**
Anyways, just really bored. Off to meet the peeps at newton circle now. Ciao~
[/edited]
its me!
i shall help him continue his 3rd,4th & 5th joke.
- well, the pig he drew was god-damn retarded & funny =x nxt time if i can i'll scan it & put it up for better purposes! LOL~
- hv u ever seen some guy who are 2times more scared of tickles compared to girls? *ahem* he's paranoid till almost wanna run away from me.
- smt wrong w his hearing + the new word i've invented "laugh-able". whats so funny about this word "laughable".. well, i got no idea, its because everytime i kept mentioning that "im not a cheerful girl, im just laughable." then he started to laugh, & thus mking me laugh. *shakes head*
joyce, zoee, sean & whoever reading this, BULLY HIM MORE OKIE!
i'll raise both hands to support! wahaha =p
your love,
me (:
The best i ever had
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had
So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had
And it may take some time to
Patch me up inside
But I can't take it so I
Run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring
What was it you wanted
Could it be I'm haunted
But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had
The best I ever had
The best I ever
-Vertical Horizon
round & round
simplicity is ignorance
so is simplicity a bliss or curse.?
To Shuyi. (oops. :P) -here's one friend that will stick around longer. :)
*now tag! :P*
To Joyce. - here's someone you know you can count on.update me!!
*now tell me the 2month delayed thing!*
To stargirl. - I love you! :P
Ok.
I have finally seen her laugh till er.. peng? 5 times today she laughed till she cried. amazing. haha. and i swear, the jokes werent even funny. :P but.... its cute. hehe. she always is. :)
mental hospital.
Shen Jing Bing Yuan? (my version)
*translation - crazy hospital
But, actual chinese name is, Jing Shen Bing Yuan.
*1 word misplaced only!!!!!*
Anyways,
who agrees with the phrase, men always wanna be the first while women always wanna be the last?
Consider and answer truthfully. How true is that?
so is simplicity a bliss or curse.?
To Shuyi. (oops. :P) -here's one friend that will stick around longer. :)
*now tag! :P*
To Joyce. - here's someone you know you can count on.update me!!
*now tell me the 2month delayed thing!*
To stargirl. - I love you! :P
Ok.
I have finally seen her laugh till er.. peng? 5 times today she laughed till she cried. amazing. haha. and i swear, the jokes werent even funny. :P but.... its cute. hehe. she always is. :)
mental hospital.
Shen Jing Bing Yuan? (my version)
*translation - crazy hospital
But, actual chinese name is, Jing Shen Bing Yuan.
*1 word misplaced only!!!!!*
Anyways,
who agrees with the phrase, men always wanna be the first while women always wanna be the last?
Consider and answer truthfully. How true is that?
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
今天你要嫁给我
春暖的花开 带着冬天的感伤
微风出来浪漫的气息
每一首情歌忽然充满意义
我就在此刻突然见到你
春暖的花香 带走冬天的凄寒
微风吹来意外的爱情
鸟儿的高歌拉近我们距离
我就在此刻突然爱上你
听我说, 手牵手 跟我一起走
创造幸福的生活
昨天已来不及 明天就会可惜
今天嫁给我好吗
夏日的热情 打动春天的懒散
阳光照耀美满的家庭
每一首情歌都会勾起回忆
想当年我是怎么认识你冬天
的幽香 结束秋天的孤单
微风吹来枯了的思念
鸟儿的高歌唱着不要别离
此刻我多么想要拥抱你
听我说 手牵手 跟我一起走
过着安定的生活
昨天已来不及 明天就会可惜
今天你要嫁给我
听我说 手牵手 我们一起走
把你一生交给我
昨天不要回头 明天要到白首
今天你要嫁给我
叮当~听着礼堂的钟声
我们在上帝和亲友面前见证
这对男女现在就要结为夫妻
不要忘了这一切是多么的神圣
你愿意生死苦乐永远和他在一起
爱惜他尊重他安慰他保护着他
两人同心建立起美满的家庭
你愿意这样做吗 Yes I do
听我说 手牵手 一路到尽头
把你一生交给我
昨天已是过去 明天更多回忆
今天你要嫁给我
今天你要嫁给我吗? :)
微风出来浪漫的气息
每一首情歌忽然充满意义
我就在此刻突然见到你
春暖的花香 带走冬天的凄寒
微风吹来意外的爱情
鸟儿的高歌拉近我们距离
我就在此刻突然爱上你
听我说, 手牵手 跟我一起走
创造幸福的生活
昨天已来不及 明天就会可惜
今天嫁给我好吗
夏日的热情 打动春天的懒散
阳光照耀美满的家庭
每一首情歌都会勾起回忆
想当年我是怎么认识你冬天
的幽香 结束秋天的孤单
微风吹来枯了的思念
鸟儿的高歌唱着不要别离
此刻我多么想要拥抱你
听我说 手牵手 跟我一起走
过着安定的生活
昨天已来不及 明天就会可惜
今天你要嫁给我
听我说 手牵手 我们一起走
把你一生交给我
昨天不要回头 明天要到白首
今天你要嫁给我
叮当~听着礼堂的钟声
我们在上帝和亲友面前见证
这对男女现在就要结为夫妻
不要忘了这一切是多么的神圣
你愿意生死苦乐永远和他在一起
爱惜他尊重他安慰他保护着他
两人同心建立起美满的家庭
你愿意这样做吗 Yes I do
听我说 手牵手 一路到尽头
把你一生交给我
昨天已是过去 明天更多回忆
今天你要嫁给我
今天你要嫁给我吗? :)
The perfect man
Try this weblink.
http://dating.about.com/od/datingquizzes/a/PerfectMan.htm
A quiz to see if the guy you're dating IS the perfect one. :)
Good news. Based on your quiz responses, you have found the perfect man. Do not let this guy go. He treats you really well, is clearly into you, and likely has plans for your future together. It is time to smile, you found the perfect man.
What is the perfect man?
A man who does the chores?
A man who would go miles for you?
A man who shower love on you?
A man who never fails to make you laugh?
A sweet surprise everyday?
A man who knows you well?
A man who adores you?
A man who pays for it?
A man who gives it all?
A man who anticipates?
A man who dances?
A man who's romantic?
Great day. Easy work, fun people, seeing her. Splendid.
Free ice-cream, full day out out, anticipating love. Perfect.
*I will be the perfect man*
http://dating.about.com/od/datingquizzes/a/PerfectMan.htm
A quiz to see if the guy you're dating IS the perfect one. :)
Good news. Based on your quiz responses, you have found the perfect man. Do not let this guy go. He treats you really well, is clearly into you, and likely has plans for your future together. It is time to smile, you found the perfect man.
What is the perfect man?
A man who does the chores?
A man who would go miles for you?
A man who shower love on you?
A man who never fails to make you laugh?
A sweet surprise everyday?
A man who knows you well?
A man who adores you?
A man who pays for it?
A man who gives it all?
A man who anticipates?
A man who dances?
A man who's romantic?
Great day. Easy work, fun people, seeing her. Splendid.
Free ice-cream, full day out out, anticipating love. Perfect.
*I will be the perfect man*
With Love
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only the sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
-
XOXO,
your stargirl ((:
Blue mood
alright, i must praise my darling for being so smart or maybe im just the simple one. :P
anyways, wasnt sweet to her that much today i think, so i decided to dedicated a song to her.. *so cliche, BUT WHO R U TO JUDGE!* :P
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man.
For you, i can be the better man i wasnt, this is love. it always will be.
Anyways, schools was dreadnaught at first. terrible when i faced the javascript. but, thanks to my new classmates and the funny accent faci of mine, i pulled through! had a great time in class laughing and cracking jokes with my new classmates. But, something still hits me that.. a change may not be for the better sakes.. will miss all the times we had, W16k, W24h! :)
last to end this, had swensons ice cream! **wee!!!** and went to meet my darling and i cant believe i forgot sth important.. o well, going for b&j tml. the day's booked for my darling. But then again, when was i never booked by her? :P gotta cut her some slack i guess. love ya darling!
anyways, wasnt sweet to her that much today i think, so i decided to dedicated a song to her.. *so cliche, BUT WHO R U TO JUDGE!* :P
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man.
For you, i can be the better man i wasnt, this is love. it always will be.
Anyways, schools was dreadnaught at first. terrible when i faced the javascript. but, thanks to my new classmates and the funny accent faci of mine, i pulled through! had a great time in class laughing and cracking jokes with my new classmates. But, something still hits me that.. a change may not be for the better sakes.. will miss all the times we had, W16k, W24h! :)
last to end this, had swensons ice cream! **wee!!!** and went to meet my darling and i cant believe i forgot sth important.. o well, going for b&j tml. the day's booked for my darling. But then again, when was i never booked by her? :P gotta cut her some slack i guess. love ya darling!
9 and counting
does counting help to reminiscene or torture the mind by telling it how slow time moves?
many a times, much should be done but is not.
many a times, much should be said but didnt.
many a times, much should have been but werent,
but this time, i won't let it happen.
for all the little yet wondorous moments we shared, it makes a slow moving time seem much slower. it makes this short r/s much longer. the little sweetness u give, makes my little heart grow big. i love you so dearly and sweet. :)
It officially killed all my brain cells today and thus, no blogging will seem usual and for that, i will not do more than this. good night everyone.
many a times, much should be done but is not.
many a times, much should be said but didnt.
many a times, much should have been but werent,
but this time, i won't let it happen.
for all the little yet wondorous moments we shared, it makes a slow moving time seem much slower. it makes this short r/s much longer. the little sweetness u give, makes my little heart grow big. i love you so dearly and sweet. :)
It officially killed all my brain cells today and thus, no blogging will seem usual and for that, i will not do more than this. good night everyone.
Pseudocode
I'm obsessed with pseudo, the distortion of 1 truth to Various lies.
Much alike to fabricating facts but, no,
Its just the distortion of It, creating multiple lies of about 3.
Stunned by how very fast things works.
Soon, Venturing into this new route of much to discover, much to be feared.
Unlikely but, In fact, you should feel joy for all that is coming..
Eventually, all good things passes and the bad comes too,
but to 1 thing i stay constant, that is my love to you .
Night may turn into day, but this will not be changed,
never will i allow it, 4ever it shall remain.
45 seems nice including numbers,
1st seem to be fitting to you,
54 is the number we shared,
12 is the something for fun.
32 might suit you just fine as,
25 might do to.
Much alike to fabricating facts but, no,
Its just the distortion of It, creating multiple lies of about 3.
Stunned by how very fast things works.
Soon, Venturing into this new route of much to discover, much to be feared.
Unlikely but, In fact, you should feel joy for all that is coming..
Eventually, all good things passes and the bad comes too,
but to 1 thing i stay constant, that is my love to you .
Night may turn into day, but this will not be changed,
never will i allow it, 4ever it shall remain.
45 seems nice including numbers,
1st seem to be fitting to you,
54 is the number we shared,
12 is the something for fun.
32 might suit you just fine as,
25 might do to.
Monday, April 16, 2007
5 person you meet in heaven
*inspired to blog about it through my darling's friend's (esther) blog.
5 person you meet in heaven will teach you the meaning of life.
The Blue Man - "the human spirit knows, deep down, that all lives intersect"
The Captain - "Sacrifice is a part of life, Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you're not really losing it. You're just passing it on to someone else "
Ruby - "Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harms we do, we do to ourselves"
Marguerite - "Although life ends, love endures; the power of love."
Tala - "Your life has a purpose."
5 things people should ALWAYS remember.. be more optimistic at times. life isnt always that bad.
5 person you meet in heaven will teach you the meaning of life.
The Blue Man - "the human spirit knows, deep down, that all lives intersect"
The Captain - "Sacrifice is a part of life, Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you're not really losing it. You're just passing it on to someone else "
Ruby - "Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harms we do, we do to ourselves"
Marguerite - "Although life ends, love endures; the power of love."
Tala - "Your life has a purpose."
5 things people should ALWAYS remember.. be more optimistic at times. life isnt always that bad.
New sem..
As the new sem comes, new worries comes too. i agree with what zoee says.. but.. lets have faith and pull ourselves through!
cheers to the friendship we shared!!!
A simple meeting up at 8 sharp at woodlands and prpbably lunch ever now and then and some outings here and there should do fine yea? im a free man people! let this friendship go on!!
Don't lose your way with each passing day.
You've come so far, don't throw it away.
Live believing - dreams are for living,
Wonders are waiting to start.
Live your story - Faith, Hope and Glory
Hold to the truth in your heart.
If we hold on together,
I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by,
For you and I.
Souls in the wind must learn how to bend,
Seek out a star, hold on to the end.
Valley mountain, there is a fountain
Washes our tears all away.
Worlds are swaying - someone is praying,
Please let us come home to stay
If we hold on together,
I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by,
For you and I.
When we are out there in the dark,
We'll dream about the sun.
In the dark we'll feel the light,
Warm our hearts, every one.
If we hold on together,
I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly,
The clouds roll by, for You and I.
-Song dedicated to all my friends.. and.. all that time may affect to. let not the power of time rob you of anything.
cheers to the friendship we shared!!!
A simple meeting up at 8 sharp at woodlands and prpbably lunch ever now and then and some outings here and there should do fine yea? im a free man people! let this friendship go on!!
Don't lose your way with each passing day.
You've come so far, don't throw it away.
Live believing - dreams are for living,
Wonders are waiting to start.
Live your story - Faith, Hope and Glory
Hold to the truth in your heart.
If we hold on together,
I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by,
For you and I.
Souls in the wind must learn how to bend,
Seek out a star, hold on to the end.
Valley mountain, there is a fountain
Washes our tears all away.
Worlds are swaying - someone is praying,
Please let us come home to stay
If we hold on together,
I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by,
For you and I.
When we are out there in the dark,
We'll dream about the sun.
In the dark we'll feel the light,
Warm our hearts, every one.
If we hold on together,
I know our dreams will never die.
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly,
The clouds roll by, for You and I.
-Song dedicated to all my friends.. and.. all that time may affect to. let not the power of time rob you of anything.
8 & counting.
** to my darling.. i may not have said this before.. but.. i really am lucky and fortunate that you're now in my life.. the greatest achievement in life is not success but finding the right soulmate. i think i have that achievement.
Alright. What is a horror film? One that scares the living hell outta you right? However, Several film makers choose to make a comedic one.
White lady - what a funky face! a ghost filled with acnes? and screams to kill? man.. what a funnny way to kill. i laughed my ass outta that movie. i rate it 0 stars.
Flowergirl or sth (thai show) - "You like hot stuff? try this! *pours hot porridge on guy's groin.*" a phrase from the film. this show was absolutely hilarious. a sex scene that is totally off! ghost busters dying one after another by a weird lame ghost that does nth but cry and cry. i rate this, 0 stars.
And today, Nightmare detective. As the name goes, its a detective that searches and can solve Nightmares.. HOWEVER! it is by far NOT a thriller NOT a horror NOR a comedy. a fight scene of NOTHING but two drama guys going slow mo actions and colours and patterens fills the screen witht a really soothing music. NONSTOP scary of using pictures of dead victims. *note this. the picture part is the ONLY thing they used as a scare tactic. Thriller? hmm. if you call a weird monster filled with blood running around like a lunatic thrilling. there you have it. i rate this, 0 stars.
Dont mind my crude remarks to these films but seriously, a horror movie that works are like ju-on or wishing stairs that can actually make you frightened. not make you laugh along with everyone in the theatre. i swear, i cried till tears rolled out. THAT BAD!
Was wearing black today thus explainging my mood, had a kick-ass time with my sweetheart today. went to her house to see her idol ** now becoming my goal **'s concert. I must say, the perfect man to be is one that makes her laugh and smile, understanding, cool and handsome, capable, romantic, smart, caring, thoughtful, sweet, great dress sense, friendly, protective at the right times and most importantly, gotta know when and hows of her. my goal, my aim, my hope.
went to cine to catch that freaking 2hr time wasting hilarious movie where a couple just went off regretting ever coming in. ate pastamania and met my sweetheart's fishball? hmm. her boy was really fun i guess? talked to him, Adam, instead of her, Esther. haha. but hope i left a gd impression? :) went over to vivo for the night where it starts to get my black mood down to business. i WILL NOT share what happened that night but i surely say that it was the nicest and one of the sweetest moments of my life. i love my sweetheart so damn much! no. 54! :)
well, the list continues on my future plans.. wonders how far it will go..
As the stars are shining in the velvet sky, i'll make a wish then send it to heaven and make you want to cry....
手牵手, 一步两步三步四步, 望着天, 看星星一颗两颗三颗四颗, 联成线.
The stars always appears and shine brightly whenever our hearts are together in one beat.
As if telling us how much we should be together way before we meet.
Though time may be a letdown with much to be coming,
I assure you my dear that nothing shall be changed.
For my love runs deep within and shall never be sucked dry,
And my yearnings for you grows more as i miss you like tonight.
I wish to tell you so much my darling, but for now i shall just say this...
Aishiteru.
Time will never be a factor when two hearts are alinked. like yours and mine forever, it shall never beat to cease. i love you, no codes attached.
Every time I look at you
my heart skips a beat
I wonder if you know, my love,
that my heart is at your feet
I leave it there for you to do
whatever that you wish
You could take my heart, and love me,
Or just leave me in this bliss.
for now im caught in this love spell,
to forever be your prince.
Alright. What is a horror film? One that scares the living hell outta you right? However, Several film makers choose to make a comedic one.
White lady - what a funky face! a ghost filled with acnes? and screams to kill? man.. what a funnny way to kill. i laughed my ass outta that movie. i rate it 0 stars.
Flowergirl or sth (thai show) - "You like hot stuff? try this! *pours hot porridge on guy's groin.*" a phrase from the film. this show was absolutely hilarious. a sex scene that is totally off! ghost busters dying one after another by a weird lame ghost that does nth but cry and cry. i rate this, 0 stars.
And today, Nightmare detective. As the name goes, its a detective that searches and can solve Nightmares.. HOWEVER! it is by far NOT a thriller NOT a horror NOR a comedy. a fight scene of NOTHING but two drama guys going slow mo actions and colours and patterens fills the screen witht a really soothing music. NONSTOP scary of using pictures of dead victims. *note this. the picture part is the ONLY thing they used as a scare tactic. Thriller? hmm. if you call a weird monster filled with blood running around like a lunatic thrilling. there you have it. i rate this, 0 stars.
Dont mind my crude remarks to these films but seriously, a horror movie that works are like ju-on or wishing stairs that can actually make you frightened. not make you laugh along with everyone in the theatre. i swear, i cried till tears rolled out. THAT BAD!
Was wearing black today thus explainging my mood, had a kick-ass time with my sweetheart today. went to her house to see her idol ** now becoming my goal **'s concert. I must say, the perfect man to be is one that makes her laugh and smile, understanding, cool and handsome, capable, romantic, smart, caring, thoughtful, sweet, great dress sense, friendly, protective at the right times and most importantly, gotta know when and hows of her. my goal, my aim, my hope.
went to cine to catch that freaking 2hr time wasting hilarious movie where a couple just went off regretting ever coming in. ate pastamania and met my sweetheart's fishball? hmm. her boy was really fun i guess? talked to him, Adam, instead of her, Esther. haha. but hope i left a gd impression? :) went over to vivo for the night where it starts to get my black mood down to business. i WILL NOT share what happened that night but i surely say that it was the nicest and one of the sweetest moments of my life. i love my sweetheart so damn much! no. 54! :)
well, the list continues on my future plans.. wonders how far it will go..
As the stars are shining in the velvet sky, i'll make a wish then send it to heaven and make you want to cry....
手牵手, 一步两步三步四步, 望着天, 看星星一颗两颗三颗四颗, 联成线.
The stars always appears and shine brightly whenever our hearts are together in one beat.
As if telling us how much we should be together way before we meet.
Though time may be a letdown with much to be coming,
I assure you my dear that nothing shall be changed.
For my love runs deep within and shall never be sucked dry,
And my yearnings for you grows more as i miss you like tonight.
I wish to tell you so much my darling, but for now i shall just say this...
Aishiteru.
Time will never be a factor when two hearts are alinked. like yours and mine forever, it shall never beat to cease. i love you, no codes attached.
Every time I look at you
my heart skips a beat
I wonder if you know, my love,
that my heart is at your feet
I leave it there for you to do
whatever that you wish
You could take my heart, and love me,
Or just leave me in this bliss.
for now im caught in this love spell,
to forever be your prince.
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Jukebox
Happy song to go around for those who needs support and a smile to get along. :)
I've got you - Mcfly
It's all about you - Mcfly
High school never ends
Relax, take it easy
shit.. no idea what else.. will edit this soon. :)
I've got you - Mcfly
It's all about you - Mcfly
High school never ends
Relax, take it easy
shit.. no idea what else.. will edit this soon. :)
As the day draws near..
As the day draws near..
my love grows deeper..
As the day draws near..
i wish for more to give..
As the day draws near..
my heart aches as it fears..
As the day draws near..
the temptation builds up..
As the day draws near..
my mind races faster..
As the day draws near..
i wish to say it more..
As the day draws near..
the stars shines bright..
in reflection of your sadness and mood,
it tells me to go.. to go be your smile..
to always cheer u up..
***i shall always be here..***
my love grows deeper..
As the day draws near..
i wish for more to give..
As the day draws near..
my heart aches as it fears..
As the day draws near..
the temptation builds up..
As the day draws near..
my mind races faster..
As the day draws near..
i wish to say it more..
As the day draws near..
the stars shines bright..
in reflection of your sadness and mood,
it tells me to go.. to go be your smile..
to always cheer u up..
***i shall always be here..***
Song for all my friends and darling
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us.
Thanks to all that have left footprints in my life. i really enjoyed every little things we shared and enjoyed. God speed to you all.
*godspeed to those who came for the dinner ytd and thoe who were at basketball. too many names to mention. wee!!!!
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover one of the stars above us.
Thanks to all that have left footprints in my life. i really enjoyed every little things we shared and enjoyed. God speed to you all.
*godspeed to those who came for the dinner ytd and thoe who were at basketball. too many names to mention. wee!!!!
Already 13919199147 you...
I try but I can't seem to get myself
to think of anything ... but you.
Your breath on my face ...
your warm gentle kiss I taste,
The truth ... I taste the truth,
We know what I came here for,
Cos I won't ask for more.
I wanna be with you,
If only for a night,
To be the one who's in your arms,
To hold you tight.
I wanna be with you,
There's nothing more to say,
There's nothing else I want more
than to feel this way.
I wanna be with you yeah ...
- I wanna be with you by Mandy Moore.
to think of anything ... but you.
Your breath on my face ...
your warm gentle kiss I taste,
The truth ... I taste the truth,
We know what I came here for,
Cos I won't ask for more.
I wanna be with you,
If only for a night,
To be the one who's in your arms,
To hold you tight.
I wanna be with you,
There's nothing more to say,
There's nothing else I want more
than to feel this way.
I wanna be with you yeah ...
- I wanna be with you by Mandy Moore.
i seriously have too much post
'Cause everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me Drowning in your love
-my stargirl's thinking of this song. i'm drowning in your love... :P
i seriously have too much post to remember what great songs i have posted in. i gotta learn to add videos man. with videos, its much better or probably a jukebox with all the songs.. All blogger experts???? teach me!!!
Life quotes
A man is not old until regrets take the place of dreams.To accomplish great things, we must dream as well as act.
Dreaming is the first step to take for success.
To want to be what one can be is purpose in life.
The wisest men follow their own direction.
Dreams come true. Without that possibility, nature would not incite us to have them.
Successful men are those who dare dream of the bizarre.
One must desire something to be alive.
The things that one most wants to do are the things that are probably most worth doing.
The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want and dare to dream about it.
Not a shred of evidence exists in favor of the idea that life is serious.
Life is a foreign language; all men mispronounce it.
It's not true that life is one damn thing after another; it is one damn thing over and over.
Life is meanigless without ventures, dare to risk is the dare to live.
The unexamined life is not worth living.
Life is an unbroken succession of false situations.
Life is the longest damn thing possible, dare to dream big dare to risk big dare to live well!
never fear to take the first step and always know where to go, cause with a direction there comes a goal which comes the success. Always remember the importance of knowing your direction and aim for without one, life is not living.
To all who seems to be lost and needs a helping hand, a simple check on your life shoudl do fine, see what went wrong and what's lacking, also always being sure that a quick recession may be needed. Cut the cost and maximise the profits, life is once, dont waste it, live it!
Life isnt fair, it's just fairer than death. If you fail to live it, you have failed to die. What;s worse thatn death itself is the fear to live. be sure to remember that at anytime in life, nothing is as bad as it seems. Always know that life is an empty paper. everything that happens must happen to paint, vendalise, draw and decorate it. Life is too big a paper to be tarnish by darkness. the rainbows of fun, joy and love envelops the dots of darkness.
As obvious as it is, life is not made from the sorrows and grief. It's made of friends, family and love. And in mine, i have found my goal and have lived it. Have u?
Dreaming is the first step to take for success.
To want to be what one can be is purpose in life.
The wisest men follow their own direction.
Dreams come true. Without that possibility, nature would not incite us to have them.
Successful men are those who dare dream of the bizarre.
One must desire something to be alive.
The things that one most wants to do are the things that are probably most worth doing.
The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want and dare to dream about it.
Not a shred of evidence exists in favor of the idea that life is serious.
Life is a foreign language; all men mispronounce it.
It's not true that life is one damn thing after another; it is one damn thing over and over.
Life is meanigless without ventures, dare to risk is the dare to live.
The unexamined life is not worth living.
Life is an unbroken succession of false situations.
Life is the longest damn thing possible, dare to dream big dare to risk big dare to live well!
never fear to take the first step and always know where to go, cause with a direction there comes a goal which comes the success. Always remember the importance of knowing your direction and aim for without one, life is not living.
To all who seems to be lost and needs a helping hand, a simple check on your life shoudl do fine, see what went wrong and what's lacking, also always being sure that a quick recession may be needed. Cut the cost and maximise the profits, life is once, dont waste it, live it!
Life isnt fair, it's just fairer than death. If you fail to live it, you have failed to die. What;s worse thatn death itself is the fear to live. be sure to remember that at anytime in life, nothing is as bad as it seems. Always know that life is an empty paper. everything that happens must happen to paint, vendalise, draw and decorate it. Life is too big a paper to be tarnish by darkness. the rainbows of fun, joy and love envelops the dots of darkness.
As obvious as it is, life is not made from the sorrows and grief. It's made of friends, family and love. And in mine, i have found my goal and have lived it. Have u?
Fantasia Chapter 3
'I will ensure that evil shall never reborn in this land. Nobunaga, i came with a fixed mind to end this. The gates will never be opened!'
the dark warlock simply laughs as he chants yet another spell, 'iglasikas fireball'
'ice of winter.. i summon thy, Shiva!'
as the massive flame ball charges at the warlock's wand, yet another magnificent beast appears. this time, a lady forzen in ice breaks free floating in the air, fully blue with elven ears and stone cold eyes.
She smacks the flame ball aside as it bursts from the warlock's wand. 'For princess Garnet, For Alexandria, For Middle earth, diamond dust!' she exclaimes as the atmosphere suddenly turns so chilly even the leaves and tress freeze, dust of ice starts forming around the warlock and hardens in such rapid speed it pierces through the warlock.
'Unfortunately princess, the difference between you and me is far too vast, i lived danger, i felt death, have you?' as a dark cloud surfaces behind the prinecss, the warlock disappears from where the ice have now formed a frozen cage.
'Your skills are impressive for a summoner, but nothing towards a warlock' he added as he now appears behind the princess through some form of teleportation. 'This ends now princess.'
'No!' Seith yells as death so soon as he steps into this world is the last he wish to see!
'Not when i'm around Nobunaga! Darkness heed, enslaven!' yells a young voice from deep within the jungle.
'Ah yes, the knight in shining armour appears, come to die together as well?'
'Save your words for when you see Hades, send my regards.' the young man says as he lunges forward with immense speed and the killing intent that can be felt from afar. by this time, i was rooted to the ground, astonished by the scene and not knowing what to do.
'This was fantasia, a land where dreams come true. And before me, death is all i can forsee.'
the dark warlock simply laughs as he chants yet another spell, 'iglasikas fireball'
'ice of winter.. i summon thy, Shiva!'
as the massive flame ball charges at the warlock's wand, yet another magnificent beast appears. this time, a lady forzen in ice breaks free floating in the air, fully blue with elven ears and stone cold eyes.
She smacks the flame ball aside as it bursts from the warlock's wand. 'For princess Garnet, For Alexandria, For Middle earth, diamond dust!' she exclaimes as the atmosphere suddenly turns so chilly even the leaves and tress freeze, dust of ice starts forming around the warlock and hardens in such rapid speed it pierces through the warlock.
'Unfortunately princess, the difference between you and me is far too vast, i lived danger, i felt death, have you?' as a dark cloud surfaces behind the prinecss, the warlock disappears from where the ice have now formed a frozen cage.
'Your skills are impressive for a summoner, but nothing towards a warlock' he added as he now appears behind the princess through some form of teleportation. 'This ends now princess.'
'No!' Seith yells as death so soon as he steps into this world is the last he wish to see!
'Not when i'm around Nobunaga! Darkness heed, enslaven!' yells a young voice from deep within the jungle.
'Ah yes, the knight in shining armour appears, come to die together as well?'
'Save your words for when you see Hades, send my regards.' the young man says as he lunges forward with immense speed and the killing intent that can be felt from afar. by this time, i was rooted to the ground, astonished by the scene and not knowing what to do.
'This was fantasia, a land where dreams come true. And before me, death is all i can forsee.'
As long as you love me.
Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leaving my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me
I'm leaving my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me
Finale
Finally an end to the cooking rotation,
should really make it a routine, say... once a month perhaps?
well. had lots of fun. did a real hard hell job to get things done.
hope it was up to their high hopes and expectations.
anyone wanna give it another go? second round?
:P will miss the times we had.. as school starts... i anticipate the worst..
should really make it a routine, say... once a month perhaps?
well. had lots of fun. did a real hard hell job to get things done.
hope it was up to their high hopes and expectations.
anyone wanna give it another go? second round?
:P will miss the times we had.. as school starts... i anticipate the worst..
last declaration
Interested by Love?
Looking back to the past, things never were that good, Its
Oddly just aches and heartbreaks. but You,
Vertigo feeling as i fall deep into this love And,
Eventually, i see everything coming together, for Me,
You've been a miracle i truly wish to keep.
15, 1, 46, 21, 4, 2, 12, 14, 97, 5, 6, 24, 32, 7, 3!
Looking back to the past, things never were that good, Its
Oddly just aches and heartbreaks. but You,
Vertigo feeling as i fall deep into this love And,
Eventually, i see everything coming together, for Me,
You've been a miracle i truly wish to keep.
15, 1, 46, 21, 4, 2, 12, 14, 97, 5, 6, 24, 32, 7, 3!
Stars
Ok. yet another declartion of love. Sorry peeps, romance overtakes me today.
stars always appears when we are together.. know why?? cause they share our joys and love. To respond to us, they shine brightly in the sky and supports us through..
when two hearts come as one, two footprints downs to one too. cause, i will lift you like how angels and god does, and carry you through anything that comes in your way. i will be your sword to cut the weed, be your shield to defend all threats. i will shower you with love and care as i know you will for me too.
perfection comes when you enter my life. so thankful you did just that.
爱妳一万年
stars always appears when we are together.. know why?? cause they share our joys and love. To respond to us, they shine brightly in the sky and supports us through..
when two hearts come as one, two footprints downs to one too. cause, i will lift you like how angels and god does, and carry you through anything that comes in your way. i will be your sword to cut the weed, be your shield to defend all threats. i will shower you with love and care as i know you will for me too.
perfection comes when you enter my life. so thankful you did just that.
爱妳一万年
Declaration of love
* as the title says. SKIP THIS DAMN PART IF YOU ARENT MY DARLING. :)*
There is beauty in the town,
where dance fills the place.
There is beauty in the sky,
where stars are shining bright.
There is beauty in the beach,
with the moonlight up above.
There is beauty in my world,
for my heart is filled with your love.
To my darling,
a week has passed yet love's still strong.
i miss you so though just minutes ago you're still here.
with the small suprises and sweet memories we shared,
this heart aches and longs for time to stop as our love prolongs.
not very poetic i know, but this is just a simple message for my darling girl,
i know differences exist between us, but its these differences that makes us whole.
i wish nothing more then the best for you and the best for you is me. :P
you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be,
and i truly hope this love stays on.
Just hope your blood sugar shoots up after seeing this, :P
a last declaration to end this lovey dopey entry.
Great minds contain ideas, solutions and reasons; scientific minds contain formulas, theories and figures; my mind contains only you!
There are 12 months a year...30 days a month...7 days a week...24 hours a day...60 minutes an hour...but only one like you in a lifetime.
There is night so we can appreciate day, sorrow so we can appreciate joy, evil so we can appreciate good, you so I can appreciate love.
I used to think that dreams do not come true, but this quickly changed the moment I laid my eyes on you.
darling vien.. (second time your name appeared in this blog..) i love you..
**sweet enough? :P i mean everything i said.**
There is beauty in the town,
where dance fills the place.
There is beauty in the sky,
where stars are shining bright.
There is beauty in the beach,
with the moonlight up above.
There is beauty in my world,
for my heart is filled with your love.
To my darling,
a week has passed yet love's still strong.
i miss you so though just minutes ago you're still here.
with the small suprises and sweet memories we shared,
this heart aches and longs for time to stop as our love prolongs.
not very poetic i know, but this is just a simple message for my darling girl,
i know differences exist between us, but its these differences that makes us whole.
i wish nothing more then the best for you and the best for you is me. :P
you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be,
and i truly hope this love stays on.
Just hope your blood sugar shoots up after seeing this, :P
a last declaration to end this lovey dopey entry.
Great minds contain ideas, solutions and reasons; scientific minds contain formulas, theories and figures; my mind contains only you!
There are 12 months a year...30 days a month...7 days a week...24 hours a day...60 minutes an hour...but only one like you in a lifetime.
There is night so we can appreciate day, sorrow so we can appreciate joy, evil so we can appreciate good, you so I can appreciate love.
I used to think that dreams do not come true, but this quickly changed the moment I laid my eyes on you.
darling vien.. (second time your name appeared in this blog..) i love you..
**sweet enough? :P i mean everything i said.**
Saturday, April 14, 2007
The world is back
Turn to channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing
It's just a different day
And no one really knows why this is happening
But it's happening
And everywhere you go it's just a different place
You get the same dark feeling
See the same sad faces
No one really cares that this is happening
We come into this world
And We are all the same
And in that moment there's no one to blame
But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we say , say
Living in this place
It's always been this way
There's no one doing nothing
So there's nothing changed
And I can't live when this world
Just keeps dying It's dying
People always tell me, this is part of the plan
That God's got everybody in his hands
But I can only pray that God is listening
Is he listening?
But living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect
Now I see
That the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we say , say
darkness consumes everything eventually. will there be light at the end? the world is black. so is the hearts of coldnesss and bitterness. darkness repeats and takes. will it do the same again?
You see the same damn thing
It's just a different day
And no one really knows why this is happening
But it's happening
And everywhere you go it's just a different place
You get the same dark feeling
See the same sad faces
No one really cares that this is happening
We come into this world
And We are all the same
And in that moment there's no one to blame
But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we say , say
Living in this place
It's always been this way
There's no one doing nothing
So there's nothing changed
And I can't live when this world
Just keeps dying It's dying
People always tell me, this is part of the plan
That God's got everybody in his hands
But I can only pray that God is listening
Is he listening?
But living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect
Now I see
That the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we say , say
darkness consumes everything eventually. will there be light at the end? the world is black. so is the hearts of coldnesss and bitterness. darkness repeats and takes. will it do the same again?
Untitled
Forever Love
Forever Love,
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后
你会是所有幸福的理由.
A perfect love may not exist. But i will do my best to make your dreams and wishes that only comes in fantasies be true. Its with your love, everything is made possible. :)
Forever Love,
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后
你会是所有幸福的理由.
A perfect love may not exist. But i will do my best to make your dreams and wishes that only comes in fantasies be true. Its with your love, everything is made possible. :)
Poetry of love
There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.
What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and shines.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.
I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.
I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.
A gentle word like a spark of light,
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole
There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's your devotion that makes them still
And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof
So thank you my Love for appearing here,
For loving me, my life
I'll do the same for you, you know,
My Only One Stargirl.
I only wish for eternity yet eternity seems too long,
For you love is one embracing force that keeps me rooted here.
I'll never wanna leave you now for this love it seems too deep,
yet for each enchanting days, i yearn for so much more.
With every passing moment and day i long to be embraced,
your warmth and touch of gentleness seems to keep me still,
so now i say to you stargirl,
My love shall never fade.
Sweetness to its utmost
**please skip this section for its not meant for others to read but the one named stargirl.**
Beauty comes in the eyes of the beholder. Love is a subjective matter. its not perfetion i seek from you but the joys and fun of romance that we give. i want this to be clear that its you as you are that have hooked my heart upon. perfection is as subjective as love of a matter. I wish nothing more but a smile on you each day. i may not be the perfect man there is.. but.. this i promise.. i will try.. :)
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Beauty comes in the eyes of the beholder. Love is a subjective matter. its not perfetion i seek from you but the joys and fun of romance that we give. i want this to be clear that its you as you are that have hooked my heart upon. perfection is as subjective as love of a matter. I wish nothing more but a smile on you each day. i may not be the perfect man there is.. but.. this i promise.. i will try.. :)
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Pls Tag
Well, now that i 've realised i have more invisible readers than usual, i've decided to have an entry that will hopefully identify them.
The day went well i must say, much distress in the beginning but all comes fine when fun-loving people meets fun. Had some really bad bowls at Chevrons with vien, ren, zoee, joyce, michelle, sean, jinyan and norman. Been really long since i've seen norman and it makes me wonder.. will this repeat?
Anyways, scored 3rd from the bottom endlessly only to realise that damn.. my score's getting lower and lower. But still, cant bring that up much either ways. Had lots of fun with them but sth still worries me.. Hmm...
Oh well, Life is of much unexpectancy and mine, just a little more than others i guess. With lots of shit going round, today really takes them all off.
Had some really kick-ass basketball at rp. though the lights and place were alittle let down, been really long since i've done basketball with my folks aaron, shiying, arisa and misato.. along with ren, vien, norman, siyun, sean and jinyan which all seem to have quite some fun too running up and down like monkeys belonging to the Indian population and the others. :)
hope my sweetheart had fun too meeting up my friends. *wonders when its my turn. :)
Well readers, this is how other blog goes with talking bout daily happenings.. TAG!!! :)
The day went well i must say, much distress in the beginning but all comes fine when fun-loving people meets fun. Had some really bad bowls at Chevrons with vien, ren, zoee, joyce, michelle, sean, jinyan and norman. Been really long since i've seen norman and it makes me wonder.. will this repeat?
Anyways, scored 3rd from the bottom endlessly only to realise that damn.. my score's getting lower and lower. But still, cant bring that up much either ways. Had lots of fun with them but sth still worries me.. Hmm...
Oh well, Life is of much unexpectancy and mine, just a little more than others i guess. With lots of shit going round, today really takes them all off.
Had some really kick-ass basketball at rp. though the lights and place were alittle let down, been really long since i've done basketball with my folks aaron, shiying, arisa and misato.. along with ren, vien, norman, siyun, sean and jinyan which all seem to have quite some fun too running up and down like monkeys belonging to the Indian population and the others. :)
hope my sweetheart had fun too meeting up my friends. *wonders when its my turn. :)
Well readers, this is how other blog goes with talking bout daily happenings.. TAG!!! :)
Friday, April 13, 2007
Rooftop - lost prophet
When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
Will we say we've had our fun?
Will we make a mark, This time.
Will we always say we tried.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we've got now,
Everybody scream your heart out.
All the love I've met, I have no regrets,
If it all ends now, I'm set.
Will we make our mark, This time.
Will we always say we tried?
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we've got now,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftop,
Waiting till the bomb drops,
This is all we've got now,
Scream until your heart stops,
Never gonna regret,
Watching every sunset,
Listen to your heartbeat,
All the love that we've felt.
Standing on the rooftop,
Waiting till the bomb drops,
This is all we've got now,
Scream until your heart stops,
Never gonna regret,
Watching every sunset,
Listen to your heartbeat,
All the love that we've felt.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we've got now,
Everybody scream your heart out.
When our lives are done,
Will we say we've had our fun?
Will we make a mark, This time.
Will we always say we tried.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we've got now,
Everybody scream your heart out.
All the love I've met, I have no regrets,
If it all ends now, I'm set.
Will we make our mark, This time.
Will we always say we tried?
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we've got now,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftop,
Waiting till the bomb drops,
This is all we've got now,
Scream until your heart stops,
Never gonna regret,
Watching every sunset,
Listen to your heartbeat,
All the love that we've felt.
Standing on the rooftop,
Waiting till the bomb drops,
This is all we've got now,
Scream until your heart stops,
Never gonna regret,
Watching every sunset,
Listen to your heartbeat,
All the love that we've felt.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we've got now,
Everybody scream your heart out.
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Songs of westlife
I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love,
and walk right through
As I lay my love on you
__________________________________
i don´t wanna feel the way that i do
i just wanna be right here with you
i don´t wanna see see us apart
i just wanna say it straight from my heart
i miss you, i miss you
i do...
__________________________________
Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
___________________________________
相思豆..
if one seed = i miss you
i would pick a thousand now to tell you how i feel..
to let you know how much i missed you.. :'(
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love,
and walk right through
As I lay my love on you
__________________________________
i don´t wanna feel the way that i do
i just wanna be right here with you
i don´t wanna see see us apart
i just wanna say it straight from my heart
i miss you, i miss you
i do...
__________________________________
Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
___________________________________
相思豆..
if one seed = i miss you
i would pick a thousand now to tell you how i feel..
to let you know how much i missed you.. :'(
Repetition
A committed r/s is one where both parties puts in 'efforts' to sustain and maintain.
A repetition is a process of encountering seen circumstances before.
A repeated commitment is a stupid process of trying too hard.
All good things comes to an end... does it?
All good things never last... does it?
All good people die early.. does it?
All favorable things shall come to pass... will it?
All i seek is a glimpse of what seems to be hope... but with each passing moments, simplicity distorts into a meddling influence of nature with its eyes glancing right at you with the sinistic smiles waiting for the faults to come by. Perfection comes as an aim not as a lifestyle but who is the right mind will try to live perfection? standing on the thin borders of death and life, perfection is an idealistic dream not to be seeked. But what then should a man of such sorts aim for? simplicity and ordinary? Try as he may but this may never come true. Simplicity is not the way of life for him. The toughness and scars of time brings in the courage and wisdom of love and virtues. A matured heart and soul to see what needs to be seen and do what needs to be done. Thus, wont perfection be the next step forward? or should he be stagnant for what he is has already been far too much. but still, when den can a measurement of quantity be over quality, when then should one say stop over something too much. The realistic dreams over the idealistic ones, which appropriates this spirit? The spirit of truth, wisdom and love. a man who cant live without love. a man who thinks love is the key meaning to making a life meaningful. the unlocking force that brings more than just the basic needs in life. still, with the passing days and moments flashing by so far quickly, should the step be taken? or should the forkroad ahead be ignored. with the tying pressure of unknowing deeds, unknowing lies and unknowing truth. should discrimination and humiliation cover the standing opportunities of love and life? what seems most important should never be placed ahead with the fear of losing it. Thus, should the repitition of a insane perfection seeking idea be continued or forsaken? the final question lies within. the greatest battle of truth and lies.. the final confrontation of perfection.
To stargirl: I assure you... nth has to change.. at least not a good thing like me... :)
*yesterday was about honour.
*today is about justice.
**but in life.. justice NEVER prevails.. it tries..
A repetition is a process of encountering seen circumstances before.
A repeated commitment is a stupid process of trying too hard.
All good things comes to an end... does it?
All good things never last... does it?
All good people die early.. does it?
All favorable things shall come to pass... will it?
All i seek is a glimpse of what seems to be hope... but with each passing moments, simplicity distorts into a meddling influence of nature with its eyes glancing right at you with the sinistic smiles waiting for the faults to come by. Perfection comes as an aim not as a lifestyle but who is the right mind will try to live perfection? standing on the thin borders of death and life, perfection is an idealistic dream not to be seeked. But what then should a man of such sorts aim for? simplicity and ordinary? Try as he may but this may never come true. Simplicity is not the way of life for him. The toughness and scars of time brings in the courage and wisdom of love and virtues. A matured heart and soul to see what needs to be seen and do what needs to be done. Thus, wont perfection be the next step forward? or should he be stagnant for what he is has already been far too much. but still, when den can a measurement of quantity be over quality, when then should one say stop over something too much. The realistic dreams over the idealistic ones, which appropriates this spirit? The spirit of truth, wisdom and love. a man who cant live without love. a man who thinks love is the key meaning to making a life meaningful. the unlocking force that brings more than just the basic needs in life. still, with the passing days and moments flashing by so far quickly, should the step be taken? or should the forkroad ahead be ignored. with the tying pressure of unknowing deeds, unknowing lies and unknowing truth. should discrimination and humiliation cover the standing opportunities of love and life? what seems most important should never be placed ahead with the fear of losing it. Thus, should the repitition of a insane perfection seeking idea be continued or forsaken? the final question lies within. the greatest battle of truth and lies.. the final confrontation of perfection.
To stargirl: I assure you... nth has to change.. at least not a good thing like me... :)
*yesterday was about honour.
*today is about justice.
**but in life.. justice NEVER prevails.. it tries..
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I LOVE YOU
I shall forever be here,
Looking after you, ensuring no harm begets.
Openly exclaiming my love to you,
Venturing into this new adventure,
Exhilarated still by the shock.
Your smiles and joys lifts my spirit
Oblivious to all other negativities
Understand this you can count on this angel, to forever be yours.
I LOVE YOU
*theres a hidden msg*
Looking after you, ensuring no harm begets.
Openly exclaiming my love to you,
Venturing into this new adventure,
Exhilarated still by the shock.
Your smiles and joys lifts my spirit
Oblivious to all other negativities
Understand this you can count on this angel, to forever be yours.
I LOVE YOU
*theres a hidden msg*
Treasure
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless summer
Lord I fear the cold
Feel Im getting old
Before my time
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
Lord Im doing all I can
To be a better man
A: I'm lucky.
B: Why?
A: cause silly, god sent you to me.
Hehe. im blogging again. shall make this real simple.
of all things in life, what do you treasure most?
love? money? life?
heres a little qns.
stop and ponder for abit,
as said by the one of the most encouraging books written, The holy bible.
So, if where your treasure lies, there your heart is, what you treasure most is what you will spend your treasures at. But what if you treasure money most? where den does money goes for money? thus, greedy people are the ones who are seen with no aspiration and life but pure money loafting creatures always seeking more.
But me, my treasure is love. Thus, forgive me if i spend too much dear.. i cant help it. you robbed my heart from me. :) I love you.
In your love..
'Cause everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love Baby
I can't help it You keep me Drowning in your love
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
In your love, you make me complete
in your love, you make me smile
in you love, im drowned in happiness
in your love, time never seems to pass
in your love, forever seems too short
in your love, i feel so blinded,
so blinded by your perfection,
so blinded by your smile
so blinded now in love im lost
so lost in your mesmerising eyes
so lost in your sweet sweet laughs
so lost in love when you near
so lost in love when we embrace
so lost in love with your soft lips
so lost in love when we meet
so lost in love when eyes connect
so lost in love when our hearts interacts
so lost in love now i say,
so in love i am caught now,
floating in the river of your love.
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me Drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love Baby
I can't help it You keep me Drowning in your love
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
In your love, you make me complete
in your love, you make me smile
in you love, im drowned in happiness
in your love, time never seems to pass
in your love, forever seems too short
in your love, i feel so blinded,
so blinded by your perfection,
so blinded by your smile
so blinded now in love im lost
so lost in your mesmerising eyes
so lost in your sweet sweet laughs
so lost in love when you near
so lost in love when we embrace
so lost in love with your soft lips
so lost in love when we meet
so lost in love when eyes connect
so lost in love when our hearts interacts
so lost in love now i say,
so in love i am caught now,
floating in the river of your love.
Ressurection
我是你的专属天使
Arise my angel.. a soul is in need of your guardian...
Arise... for an eternal promise of love is to be given to this soul...
An eternal promise to the stargirl...
Now, spread the wings of guidance and protections, watch over her and bring her warmth in old times. Be there always angel, carry her burdens and lift her in times of crisis. Be her strength and sword, be always faithful and gentle.
This is my eternal promise.. my promise to my stargirl.. :)
Arise my angel.. a soul is in need of your guardian...
Arise... for an eternal promise of love is to be given to this soul...
An eternal promise to the stargirl...
Now, spread the wings of guidance and protections, watch over her and bring her warmth in old times. Be there always angel, carry her burdens and lift her in times of crisis. Be her strength and sword, be always faithful and gentle.
This is my eternal promise.. my promise to my stargirl.. :)
5th date
It's all about you...
it's all about you baby!
a wonderful day i had today, though problems arise and may seem too bottling and heavy, the sight of my darling lifts it all up. wow... can't believe that im sinking into this wonderful river of love already. fast? nah. its how love acts, facinating way this acts.
went to the few romantic places in singapore which as always, packed with couples and totally spoils the mood. damn, but still, a simple chat with her makes my day. really wanna just hug her till time stops. gotta thank joyce YET again.. hehe. WHAT A GIRL YOU'VE FOUND! :P
well, it's been a hell of a long time since i've blogged like this. a recount of how the day went. oh, saw din today, he seems shocked that i've got a new girl. but well, BE HAPPY PEEPS! its been long!!
didnt get to hear stargirl at suntec but another of mcfly;s song just brings the mood fine. U R MY STARGIRL! :)
-signing off with smiles and joys so much it makes my face cramp. :P
it's all about you baby!
a wonderful day i had today, though problems arise and may seem too bottling and heavy, the sight of my darling lifts it all up. wow... can't believe that im sinking into this wonderful river of love already. fast? nah. its how love acts, facinating way this acts.
went to the few romantic places in singapore which as always, packed with couples and totally spoils the mood. damn, but still, a simple chat with her makes my day. really wanna just hug her till time stops. gotta thank joyce YET again.. hehe. WHAT A GIRL YOU'VE FOUND! :P
well, it's been a hell of a long time since i've blogged like this. a recount of how the day went. oh, saw din today, he seems shocked that i've got a new girl. but well, BE HAPPY PEEPS! its been long!!
didnt get to hear stargirl at suntec but another of mcfly;s song just brings the mood fine. U R MY STARGIRL! :)
-signing off with smiles and joys so much it makes my face cramp. :P
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
You R my STARGIRL!
hey! I'm looking out for my Star girl,
I guess i'm stuck in this mad world?
with things that I wanna say, but you're a million miles away,
And I was afraid when you kissed me on your intergalactical frizbee.
I wonder why, I wonder why, you never asked me to stay
ooo-ooo-ooo-oooo
So wouldn't you like to come with me?
ooo-ooo-ooo-oooo
Surfin the sun as it starts to rise?
ooo-ooo-ooo-oooo
Woah! Your gravity's making me dizzy!
Girl, I gotta tell ya, I'm feeling much better.
We'll make a little love in the moonlight.
Hey!
There's nothing on earth that can save us,
when I fell in love with Uranus,
I don't want to give you away -
'Cause that makes no sense at all,
Houston we got a problem and ground control couldn't stop
I wonder why, I wonder why, you never asked me to stay
ooo-ooo-ooo-oooo
So wouldn't you like to come with me?
ooo-ooo-ooo-oooo
Surfin the sun as it starts to rise?
ooo-ooo-ooo-oooo
Woah! Your gravity's making me dizzy!
Girl, I gotta tell ya, I'm feeling much better.
We'll make a little love in the moonlight.
I love my stargirl!
I guess i'm stuck in this mad world?
with things that I wanna say, but you're a million miles away,
And I was afraid when you kissed me on your intergalactical frizbee.
I wonder why, I wonder why, you never asked me to stay
ooo-ooo-ooo-oooo
So wouldn't you like to come with me?
ooo-ooo-ooo-oooo
Surfin the sun as it starts to rise?
ooo-ooo-ooo-oooo
Woah! Your gravity's making me dizzy!
Girl, I gotta tell ya, I'm feeling much better.
We'll make a little love in the moonlight.
Hey!
There's nothing on earth that can save us,
when I fell in love with Uranus,
I don't want to give you away -
'Cause that makes no sense at all,
Houston we got a problem and ground control couldn't stop
I wonder why, I wonder why, you never asked me to stay
ooo-ooo-ooo-oooo
So wouldn't you like to come with me?
ooo-ooo-ooo-oooo
Surfin the sun as it starts to rise?
ooo-ooo-ooo-oooo
Woah! Your gravity's making me dizzy!
Girl, I gotta tell ya, I'm feeling much better.
We'll make a little love in the moonlight.
I love my stargirl!
Ignorance is a bliss
Which is true..
ignorance being a bliss OR ignorance is a trap.
Ignorance is never a good thing as said by many, the greed in people always wanting to know more or have more at times, contradicts the statement,'Ignorance is a bliss' to its very core. How can ignorance be a bliss when the deepest desire in you is to question? how then can ignorance be a bliss if things around you are things you dont understand or not know of?
Better to not know of sth that is bad or better to know sth rather then nothing? Which is the more appropriate way?
The truth always hurts. <- too true i must say. Why seek an answer for a question that you know its gonna sting? thus, does that make ignorance a trap? causing the wild mind to race, in attempt to solve any uncertainty.better to be comforted by the truth or be consumed by not knowing it. which den causes more pain and ease?
Now caught in the middle of knowing or not knowing. :)
ignorance being a bliss OR ignorance is a trap.
Ignorance is never a good thing as said by many, the greed in people always wanting to know more or have more at times, contradicts the statement,'Ignorance is a bliss' to its very core. How can ignorance be a bliss when the deepest desire in you is to question? how then can ignorance be a bliss if things around you are things you dont understand or not know of?
Better to not know of sth that is bad or better to know sth rather then nothing? Which is the more appropriate way?
The truth always hurts. <- too true i must say. Why seek an answer for a question that you know its gonna sting? thus, does that make ignorance a trap? causing the wild mind to race, in attempt to solve any uncertainty.better to be comforted by the truth or be consumed by not knowing it. which den causes more pain and ease?
Now caught in the middle of knowing or not knowing. :)
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Emo Post.
Emotions, the driving force to the creation and exertion of capabilities and limits. BUt who here agrees that some emotions are just the ones that kills? the devil's temptation to desperation and depression.
Emotions can be used to support, aid, help or lift the spirits but, some just robs, steal and kills what you have. Emotions such as regret, disgust, hatred and ego.
These devil's temptations digs in deep into your deepest and worst experiences and countlessly pulls you into the pithole of eternal darkness and death. Death to your life and death to the ones you love.
Never once has this feeling been as magnified as now, never once have a problem blew so big. This time, hell has came knocking on the door. The anger and frustration that builds finally lets off. a warzone created as consequence.
scratches, punches, tosses and chokings all seen in a go, till the edge of death where even a 5min choke drives even the liveliest person to the state of dismay and disarry. This reveals the hidden secrets of the human mind. the ego that tells them payback time is here, i deserve better and much more. thus driving a sane man insane. as seen by much miracles, at every point of desperation, the human strength is multiplied and becomes into a state of god-like being that leads them to do much further than what a basic human being is limited to do.
It then shows me how important it is with words and actions. the need to alwasy be vigilant and observant to the things around, be sharp and stay there. Never let it off, cause, when its off, the greatest fights comes on and it easily destroys everything dear.
A start of a new r/s beings in the end of the dead ones. Does life really come after death, or must death takes its toll over the living souls and spirits and never gives in a chance for survival? a crossroad of living or dead i stand right now. Both paths is tough with obstacles. The pressure of the surrounding forces makes it so much more difficult......
emotions.... how powerful they are...
Emotions can be used to support, aid, help or lift the spirits but, some just robs, steal and kills what you have. Emotions such as regret, disgust, hatred and ego.
These devil's temptations digs in deep into your deepest and worst experiences and countlessly pulls you into the pithole of eternal darkness and death. Death to your life and death to the ones you love.
Never once has this feeling been as magnified as now, never once have a problem blew so big. This time, hell has came knocking on the door. The anger and frustration that builds finally lets off. a warzone created as consequence.
scratches, punches, tosses and chokings all seen in a go, till the edge of death where even a 5min choke drives even the liveliest person to the state of dismay and disarry. This reveals the hidden secrets of the human mind. the ego that tells them payback time is here, i deserve better and much more. thus driving a sane man insane. as seen by much miracles, at every point of desperation, the human strength is multiplied and becomes into a state of god-like being that leads them to do much further than what a basic human being is limited to do.
It then shows me how important it is with words and actions. the need to alwasy be vigilant and observant to the things around, be sharp and stay there. Never let it off, cause, when its off, the greatest fights comes on and it easily destroys everything dear.
A start of a new r/s beings in the end of the dead ones. Does life really come after death, or must death takes its toll over the living souls and spirits and never gives in a chance for survival? a crossroad of living or dead i stand right now. Both paths is tough with obstacles. The pressure of the surrounding forces makes it so much more difficult......
emotions.... how powerful they are...
Somewhere~ over the rainbows..
Wee!!!! this is uber high me that cant sleep. take at look at the time. its 455am. wonder why im awake. YOU SHALL NEVER KNOW!!!!
well, im here sitting above the clouds, singing some really cranky song,s missing my lost piece of perfection.
had the best day today. Filled with all sorta memoirs of joy and bliss. Romance has bloomed to utmost. I love you darling.
this entry is not meant for anyone else to read. please do not read it.!!
just kidding people!!! im high!!!! wee!!!!!
off to wonderland!!!
well, im here sitting above the clouds, singing some really cranky song,s missing my lost piece of perfection.
had the best day today. Filled with all sorta memoirs of joy and bliss. Romance has bloomed to utmost. I love you darling.
this entry is not meant for anyone else to read. please do not read it.!!
just kidding people!!! im high!!!! wee!!!!!
off to wonderland!!!
Monday, April 09, 2007
Carlsberg. Probably the best ... in the world.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay..
Can't take my eyes off you... Carlsberg.. probably the best.. in the world.. so as my darling angel.
Ok. this blog is kinda turning intot a lyrics corner (copyrighted from somewhere)
must.... stop... the music....... :P
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