Paranoia

Paranoia is an excessive anxiety or fear concerning one's own well-being which is considered irrational and excessive, perhaps to the point of being a psychosis. This typically includes persecutory beliefs concerning a likely threat, or a belief in a conspiracy theory.

The state of disaray revolving around two central elements,

1. The individual thinks that harm is occurring, or is going to occur, to him or her.
2. The individual thinks that the persecutor has the intention to cause harm.

This is a highly exaggerated behavior of delusional belief as the sole or prominent figure of mind games. the point of suspicion and excessive thoughts of threats and fear towards everything and anything around. The doubting of even the closest kin alive.

The mind plays such a sick game to the body where the countless circumstance races. Boggling behaviors and severe headaches starts to occur, violence and anxiety overwhelmes. The power of psychic, the overtaking of the phsyical being.

This is no kid. Paranoia is such distinct advantage over any other forms of expression and emotions. The fear and anxiety that builds simply takes the better of you sending you to a bottomless pit of death and isolation.

I doubt not you but myself in this game, i fear not you but history for a repetition. Paranoia has the better of me now. The sick game of pervertion of mind and corruption to ties fails my intentions of wellness. This is an ill omen of a bright future shattered like dreams of perfection gone as well. This is no entry for the simple and pure. This is the utmost confession of truth of a pyscho mind. The temptation of hell is bitter-sweet savvy.

Is this an act or irrational behaviors? But what is rationality to a mind that's winded up and torn into bits with the countless blows inflicted. Has the massive forces of a combination to love and hate suppress the thought of optimism and hope? Has now, the power to fight back lost to the consumption of time and revenge?

The colour here is.. Yellow.